She thought she was in good health, and, she is

Greetings!

One Sunday, a woman walked to the front of the chapel.  She pointed at me and asked the pastor about my name in a quiet voice.  I was surprised.  She looked somewhat familiar, but I did not know her name.  She then told the congregation I had healed her of a serious illness in a recent healing service at church.  She mentioned the medical term of her disease which was long and difficult to remember.  I regarded myself as a conduit.  I never thought I healed anybody, and all credits went to the Loving Divine.  I did not expect this to happen (i.e. she thanked me in public), and the human I was embarrassed.

However, looking back at it from where I am now*, I see the good in her sharing of the healing experience.  (*After many lessons of discernment, I learned to look at what happened around me impersonally and objectively.)

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She told the congregation she had completely forgotten about her illness as she sat down on the chair in front of me.  She thought she was in good health.  Since there was nothing she needed healing for, she began sending me love and blessings.

According to my recollection, this was what happened on the day of the healing service.

After she sat down, the Energy guided me to work on her.  As I had mentioned, I did not ask people what they wanted to heal.  I had participated in healing services at church for a few years.  I had faith in the Source of healing.  Though it might not be what the recipient had hoped, the Healing Energy knew exactly what the recipient needed most at the time of the healing. 

When the healing was finished, I lightly tapped on her shoulder.  I usually did this to let the recipient know that the session was over.  She seemed to be in a joyful state, and was not ready to come out.  I waited patiently by her side. After quite a while, I gently patted her shoulder again.  With her eyes closed, she remained sitting in her state of peace.  I let her be.  I moved to send healing energy to the congregation. 

When the service was over, she came to talk to me.  She said she knew the session was over when I tapped on her shoulder.  "But, I just want to stay there (i.e. in that state of being).  I take up all the time sitting there while others probably want to sit on the chair too.  I am being selfish.  I am so sorry," she said apologetically.  I believed she was the third person and the last who sat on the chair.  I told her it was quite all right for there were other wonderful healers in the service.  She said she rarely cried.  She was surprised she cried during the healing.  I saw tears filled her eyes again.  She told me she still felt like crying because she remembered the love and bliss during the session

Back to the Sunday during which she told the congregation about her story.  She said her sister called her a couple of days after the healing service.  She told her sister that she decided to send the healer (i.e. me) love and blessings instead of asking for healing because she was in good health.  Hearing that, her sister exclaimed, "What are you talking about!  We (her family) have been so worried about you since you have the illness!  We worry that you may fall down and get seriously hurt during the night.  That is why we often call you to see if you are all right.  And, you think you do not need healing!"  It was then she remembered she had an illness.  (For your information, she has been well since the healing service.)

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Her story reminded me of a similar incident which happened a few years earlier.  A brother said the same thing (i.e. he is in very good health) when he asked to experience the healing energy.  As time went by, he realized a condition that had troubled him on and off throughout the years had disappeared.  Both of them were very loving.  Their love and good will towards others must have helped them to align to the Source of being that restored their natural healthy state.

When we were not well, sometimes we focused too much on the illness.  We wanted healing, yet we could be holding tight onto the illness without noticing that we were.   For example, someone had painful headache from time to time.  One day, he took some new medicine.  Afterward, his felt well, and his headache did not return for weeks.  Instead of feeling good about it, he subconsciously waited / expected the pain to return.  When the headache came back, he was 'glad' he was right.

The sister at church was in a different state of mind when she sat on the chair for healing.  She thought she was in good health.  It came to her naturally.  For most of us, it might be unlikely to forget a dis-ease as she did.  The result might not be the same if we forced ourselves to forget about a disease.  However, in any situation, we could choose positive thoughts and do small things that brought us joy, e.g. sing songs that we love, enjoy the golden sunshine, pay attention to other's kind words, and see the beauty around us.  We did not have to let an illness consume our life.  No matter what happened, we should have faith that "all is well" in the Loving Divine.

She thought she was in good health, and she is.  Sister, thank you for sharing with us your experience.  I received the blessings and love you sent me too.  Thank you.

Many Blessings,
Q of D