WHAT IS OUR FOCUS - Part 1

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Two days before I finished my last post Incredible Coincidence of Releasing Frustration , I woke up and got that 'What is our focus' would be the title of my next post.  Lying in bed, I felt very grateful for the active, loving presence of my spirit guides and angels in my life.  They knew I had been troubled by the emails from some of my friends in recent months.  

Most of the people in this group met in person.  I did not live in that state, and only joined them once in a long while on zoom.  Years earlier, I had emailed my opinion on some matters.  I had also spoken up once.  (Re Prophecies, and What We Need the Most At This Time - 2 )  I had not joined their meeting for many months.  I did not think I should join a meeting just to express a different view.  Therefore, I prayed for the situation involving my friends to be resolved by itself.  Of course, I had not planned to write about it.

Under the title of my blog Loveshines, I wrote 'In faith, I share with you my experiences.  My experiences are not just mine and yours are not just yours for in truth We Are One.  Let LOVE shine through the blog as the title has intended.'  However, the human I still found it challenging from time to time to share some experiences that I regarded as personal or experiences that involved my friends/loved ones.   

Reading the emails, I had thought my friends had misplaced their focus.  After 'What is our focus' came through, I saw how relevant the title was.  In truth, what we focused on was pertinent in life.  I changed my mind, and decided to share the experience.

For months, my friends were into prophecies of earth changes.  They did research, and collected data from online and from books.  They invited speakers to give talks on the same subject.  The more information they collected, the more they believed catastrophic earth changes such as traumatic flood and earthquakes were going to happen.  They began to focus on keeping track of the signs of earthquakes and unusual floods.  Gradually, they held discussions as what to do in case these disastrous events occurred.  They started to stock up the necessities, and advised others to do the same.  They had good intention.  They wanted to help as many people as they could when disasters hit.

The emails reminded me of a woman's story that I read about decades ago.  She believed in the end of time talks.  Fear and stress might have caused her to die early.  After she passed away, people found her basement packed with bottled water, canned food, and equipment for survival.  It also reminded me of the so-called angel channel's prophecy 17 years ago.  That winter was warm and beautiful instead of what she had prophesized.  Weeks later, a pastor said, "Despite of what happened, the angel channel had good intention.  She had taken out thousands of dollars from banks and credit cards, and had bought lots of medical supplies so that she could help many people when disasters hit."  She (the pastor) felt sad that the channel might be in debt because of her good intention.  It was worth noting that the woman had probably believed in her own channeled messages - the great power outage that winter would erase all record of loans/debts from the computer system of banks and credit card companies, and people would not have to pay back the money.  Besides, many people had gone to her for healing because she claimed the angels worked with her.  Her healing sessions were not free.  Worse yet, since she opened herself up to an unknown dark force, she had brought harm to some that came to her for healing.  (Re Prophecies, And What We Need the Most At This Time - 1 ) 

In retrospect, I wondered why she came to me four different times insisting that I must book healing sessions with her - 2 times inside the chapel after Sunday service was over; 2 times when I had already walked outside of the church, and she ran after me urging me to go to her for healing.  I declined.  Some people who always tried to be nice or polite might have said 'yes' in similar situations.  It came to me that we should not be too easy to say 'yes' or 'to make promises that we know we may not keep'; we should not give in to others who claimed to be much more powerful/superior than we were; the true masters knew the truth, and would not present themselves that way.  We could always ask our higher selves/guides/angels for guidance before making a decision.  If you have been reading my blog, you know I am not someone who thinks 'I do not need healing from others'.  When I held the monthly healing circle, we all practiced giving and receiving healing.  When the clairvoyant healer offered to give me healing, I gladly and gratefully accepted.  (Re The clairvoyant healer gave me a healing session ) 

Just like what happened in The Gathering seventeen years ago, my friends' emails stated that they had no fear of the prophesized earth changes; instead, they were looking forward to the future/golden age.  I always felt we should never join in to spread news that might cause mass fear.  In one zoom meeting, a woman said she lived in one of the southern states that would submerged under water according to the prophecies; she asked if her family should move to another state now.  I could hear the fear in her voice. 

In recent weeks/month, the Internet connection had been very unstable.  Many times the connection was lost a short while after I was on the computer.  We had a few gusty wind blowing days, and there was no Internet.  I talked to my son about it, and learned the provider had called him about upgrading the equipment and signing up for another plan.  My son said 'No' because there had already been price increase.  I did not know much about the Internet or the computer.  I searched online, and learned that our modem and router were indeed out of date.  We needed to buy new ones in the coming days.

Other than the Internet interruptions, I found myself stalled in writing.  I realized part of me still thought I should not write about my friends' experience.  On Easter Sunday (April 5,2026), it dawned on me that 'any time I / we had a strong reaction to a situation, it was no longer their experience/his experience/her experience; it became our situation/our experience; in order to move forward or move past the situation, we must resolve our reaction, come to term with what happened, and learn from it.  That was why I was inspired to write a post on What is our focus.  Again, it is true that my experiences are not just mine and yours are not just yours.😌.  \ 

I must have some help today that the Internet interruptions were far less than other days.  Before I continue with What is our focus, I am happy to report that the situation had resolved by itself quite a while back.  The host was guided to read a book in which Jesus talked about living in the now instead of worrying about the future.  As a result, the focus on what were to come and the discussion on stocking up necessities had stopped.

I receive an email from a sister about Pope Leo XIV has invited the faithful to a special Prayer Vigil for Peace in Saint Peter's Basilica on Saturday, April 11, 2026, at 18:00 (6 PM Rome time) to pray for lasting peace.  As the sister says, prayer is energy.  

May the Spirit of Peace unite us all.  May we live in Peace, Harmony and Love.

Love and Blessings,

Q of D

Incredible Coincidences of Releasing Frustration

Greetings!

Some days ago, I woke up from two dreams during which I went through the emotion of frustration.  Below was one of the dreams.

I worked as a governess.  I had been tutoring a boy who was now in his early teens.  He was very intelligent or was like a genius.  My employer was a well-to-do man who was very impressed with the boy's intelligence.  He was not the boy's father, but seemed to have full authority over the boy.    

In the dream, the man, in a way of trying to please the boy, said he would be the boy's father and I would be his mother.  He continued to talk about his plan for the boy.

I stood there in shock!  The man had not talked to me about that.  I thought "In his eyes, I am nothing; he simply plans what he wants to do."  As he kept on talking about his plan, I felt more and more frustrated.  "I am a governess.  I work for him to teach the boy, but I am not a thing that belongs to him!  I do not have any personal feeling towards him!  What does it mean that he will be the boy's father and I will be the mother?  Does it mean we will get married?  I do not think he is capable of loving.  He does not own me!  I never regard him as anything else other than he was the one that hired me."

I woke up.  In my journal I wrote that this was the most frustrating dream / past life dream that I ever had.

The second dream was also a dream of frustration.  

A huge theater like setting (rectangular), but there was no screen as that of a theater.  

I entered from the middle of this place or the entrance was in the middle.    The front of this place was to my left and the back to my right.  Long seats lined up the side of the wall that I entered.  It was the only side of the walls that lined up with seats.  A little distance away were hundreds and thousands of rows of seats facing the front and lined up sideway in conjunction with the long seats by the wall.  The space between the long seats by the wall and rows of seats was where we walked or moved around.  When I entered, there were lots of unoccupied seats.  I took off my shoes, and put them under the long seats somewhere near the entrance.  I walked forward to greet my mother who was sitting in the front on the long seats by the wall.  Later, I went to look for my shoes.  By then, the whole place was almost filled.  The seats by the wall were fully occupied.  I bent down to look for my shoes.  Now, under the seats were heaps of shoes since others put their shoes there too.  I walked up and down along the wall again and again.  I just could not find my shoes.  I felt very frustrated.

As I was wondering why I had these two dreams, I decided to release the negative emotion.  I mentally said, "I release all the frustration that I felt, past and present, to the Loving Divine!"  Right after, I remembered I was listening to a recording while I was lying on bed hours earlier. 

In the last year or two, sometimes I joined zoom meetings during which the organizer of a group brought in three to five magical people *** to give short talks/presentations of their practices.  (*** For examples, professional psychics with different abilities and healers of different modalities)  Those who attended could choose to listen to the talks of 2 or 3 of the professionals in breakout rooms.  Each presentation normally lasted for about 20 minutes.  Thanks to the organizer, I had met some very interesting / magical people.  For example, there was a man who came into this lifetime with five spirit guides in the medical fields, and had performed miracles without physical surgeries.  The zoom meetings were free.  

One day I was in a breakout room during which a healer (a Theta Healing instructor since 2006) asked us what we wanted to release, e.g. the feeling of lack, sadness, or anxiety.  I did not say anything, but one or two persons had said what they wanted to release.  I observed the healer did not really need to hear what we said.  She went about talking and talking as if she knew what each one of us needed to release.  In between her words, she yawned soundly.  (I believed that was her way to help releasing energies that got people stuck.)  During her non-stop talking, I heard words that applied to me even though I had not said anything.  My energy pulsated as if in response to her words.  Her healing work was powerful.  

I signed up most of my online meetings through meetup.  On meetup, I saw that this healer was actively at work.  Other than meetings on zoom, she held free in-person introduction classes in different cities.  She recorded her zoom meetings.  Sometimes she sent out links so that people could benefit or continue to heal by listening to the recordings.  I admired her intention of service / helping others.

One day I received two links in an email from her.  One recording was for removing blocks from receiving money, and the other link was for releasing negative energies that kept us stuck.  For the best result, she suggested for us to listen to the recording 11 days in a row.  I decided to listen to the recording on releasing stuck energies.  It was daytime when I listened to the recording for the first time.  The second time I listened to it with my headphone on while I was lying on bed at night.  I woke up around 2 am realizing that I had fallen asleep while listening to the recording.  Later that morning, I woke up from the two dreams of frustration.  

I realized those dream were releasing dreams.  In life, we went through all kind of situations/relationships.  Our strong reactions to certain situations/relationships might remain with us throughout lifetimes.  It helped us to release energies that did not serve us when we recalled what happened.  It was a good thing that I asked to release the frustrations to the Loving Divine upon waking up.  I was grateful for the healing.  Mentally, I thanked the healer, and sent her my blessings.    

I should have continued to listen to the recordings, but had not.  Then an incredible coincidence happened to remind me of the importance of releasing my frustrations.

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In the morning of Feb. 2, 2026, I was on my computer checking my emails.  

In recent years, I received tens of emails everyday.  I could not read all of them.  I deleted some, and marked some as 'read' so that I could read them some other time.

On this day, the title of a channeled message by Master Kuthumi through Natalie Glasson of the Sacred School of OmNa caught my attention.  The title was 'The Key to a New Year'.  The email was sent to me on Jan. 9, 2026.  I marked it as 'read', but had not taken the time to read it yet.  I wanted to know the key to 2026, and clicked to view the message on Natalie's website.

Lo and Behold, another channeled message appeared on the screen!  It was 

How to Release Frustration by Archangel Metatron    

How could this be!  I had subscribed to Natalie Glasson's newsletter/channeled messages for ten years.  This had never happened before.  When I clicked to view the message in a particular email, there was never a time that another message appeared.  However, in view of the recent experience (dreams of frustration), I decided to read the message.  Below was my understanding of Archangel Metatron's message.  Please go to YouTube and search for Natalie Glasson if you want to hear the original message.      

At this time, many frustrations are surfacing.  It may be we are frustrated with ourselves or with the reality we are in; it may be things do not turn out as we want, or we want our life to be different than what it is; it may be we feel others have wronged / hurt us, and we feel frustrated that we can do nothing about it.  

Frustration comes from a feeling of lack of self-love.  In other words, it happens when we are not align with the truth within / the Creator energy within / the self-love within which is a love born of love / simply being loved.  If we pray for outside help, it is not going to work.  Healing comes when we seek to know the love within more or when we seek to have a deep connection with the self-love within.  Living love within us is the greatest healer that brings forth the greatest wisdom.  When we surrender the lack of love (our frustrations) into our self-love within, we are awakened to new perspective, new ideas, new understanding, and new ways of doing things.    

Archangel Metatron says frustrations are very powerful creators that only create more frustrations and more lack of love.  

At the end, Archangel Metatron encourages us to "Give ourselves the gift of self-love".

I came into this lifetime as an ordinary person living an ordinary life.  From my experiences, it was true that "frustrations are very powerful creators that only create more frustrations and more lack of love.'  Therefore, it was important for us to pay attention to our reaction to situations/relationships.  I thanked Archangel Metatron and the angelic kingdom for the timely, loving message.  I also repeated aloud 3 times -

I GIVE MYSELF THE GIFT OF SELF-LOVE.

After I finished reading the message on Natalie Glasson's website, I was back to my email of Jan. 9, 2026.  I clicked on the message of that email again.  It was Master Kuthumi's message The Key to A New Year.  Master Kuthumi said many people chose to set new goals when a new year approached; however, we could choose a new beginning at any time such as we could choose a day as a new day for a new beginning.  It brought a smile on my face because I had created a short song years ago that began with 'It is a new day, I am the new me, in a new world, I see beauty, I see magic, wherever I go . . . . .'    

By the way, I found out I received the email with Archangel Metatron's message on How to Release Frustration on Dec. 12, 2025.  I marked the email as read, and had not read the channeled message.   How could Archangel Metatron's message appear when I clicked on the email dated Jan. 9, 2026?  Besides, there were other emails that I had marked as read between these two emails too.

Life is truly magical, full of grace and wonders.

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This incredible experience reminded me of my experience with Archangel Metatron back in November, 2007.  If you have time, please read my posts

 

I said "No" three times on this Sunday  and 

Archangel Metatron and the healing session

In my post Archangel Metatron and the healing session , I had not mentioned that Marla was a Theta Healing practitioner.  In fact, she told me Archangel Metatron said for me to learn that healing modality too.  Before the session, Marla got the questions she was supposed to ask me and stored them on her laptop.  she was calm and relaxed.  She did not talk much.  The way she went about the healing session was very different from the healer mentioned above.  On zoom, I had also seen another Theta healer demonstrated what she did.  She asked a question, and waited for the answer.  Then she asked another question, and waited for the answer.  It seemed they all had their own unique ways.

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It has been cold.  Some days I do not log into my blog.  I spend my time watching videos, movies and sports.  I am not someone who can write a post on a regular basis.  I am grateful for the inspirations and coincidences in my life.

Before I sign off, please remember to 'give ourselves the gift of self-love'.

Love and Blessings,

Q of D

MUSIC and Me, and how I use my CREATIVITY

Greetings!

The other day on zoom a woman talked about hearing music in the air upon waking up.  She wondered why she heard this or that music.  The host listened, and moved on to let the next one who had raised his hand for his turn to share his experience which was different from that of the woman.  Soon the meeting came to an end.  If this was an in-person event, I probably would have stayed behind to talk to the woman because I had these amazing Music in the Air experiences too.

In my experiences, sometimes I understood the reason I heard a particular piece of music.  For example, when I woke up to You Are My Sunshine , I recalled an incident and remembered I had asked for inspiration as what to write before I went to sleep.  There were also times I did not know why I heard this or that music in the air.  For example, one morning in 2023 or early 2024, I woke up hearing music.  When I searched for what I heard, I found out it was the theme music of Molin Rouge.  The music was so beautiful that I ended up watching the 1952 Molin Rouge film on YouTube.  It was a good movie.  The actor in the old film did an excellent job in portraying the character in the story.  Near the end of November, 2024, I heard the music again.  With my memory, I had forgotten what it was and had to hum into my android again.  I had no idea why I heard it again.

Since I grew up in the Chinese culture, there were songs/music that my American friends were familiar with, but I was not.  For example, one morning I woke up hearing 5 to 6 musical notes over and over again.  I grabbed my android, and hummed into it.  I was sure 'no match found' would appear on the screen of my android.  To my surprise, all the results showed the same song Good King Wenceslas.  I had not heard it before.  I smiled thinking about the kindness in the song.  I looked up the history or background of the song afterward.    

Some years ago, I woke up hearing music, and knew it was I can't help falling in love with you.  Later, I heard it in the air during the day and not just upon waking up.  'But I can't help falling in love with you' were the only words that I knew of this song.  At first, I did not feel the need to know the rest of the lyrics.  As the music came on quite often during those days, I finally looked up the lyrics.  I was somewhat bothered that the song began with 'Wise men say only fools rush in'.  I decided to change the words.

Wise men say follow the pathway of love

Let love within guide you in all you do

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       Om .  .  .  . Om .  .  .  . Om .  . 

There were two sides to a coin.  Knowing the Truth, the wise men could have said, "Follow the pathway of LOVE."  In Sukiyaki on Christmas morning , I also used my own words for the song 500 Miles (Peter, Paul and Mary version) and called it A Train of Lightworkers.  

I loved listening to music, but was not into remembering lyrics / titles of music.  It was in this ignorance or innocence (whatever one wants to call it 😄😄) that I experienced the fun and joy of not knowing much.  Music in the Air is truly a blessing for me.  

2026 is here.  A few of my friends have forwarded me predictions / prophecies that they have learned of.  Let us remember that we are co-creators.  May peace fill our heart, and love guide us in all that we do.  No matter what happens, we are here for one another.  Since death is not the end, what do we fear?  May we be the help where help is needed; may we be the emissaries of peace and light wherever we are.

Many Blessings,

Q of D