Greetings!
Some days ago, I woke up from two dreams during which I went through the emotion of frustration. Below was one of the dreams.
I worked as a governess. I had been tutoring a boy who was now in his early teens. He was very intelligent or was like a genius. My employer was a well-to-do man who was very impressed with the boy's intelligence. He was not the boy's father, but seemed to have full authority over the boy.In the dream, the man, in a way of trying to please the boy, said he would be the boy's father and I would be his mother. He continued to talk about his plan for the boy.I stood there in shock! The man had not talked to me about that. I thought "In his eyes, I am nothing; he simply plans what he wants to do." As he kept on talking about his plan, I felt more and more frustrated. "I am a governess. I work for him to teach the boy, but I am not a thing that belongs to him! I do not have any personal feeling towards him! What does it mean that he will be the boy's father and I will be the mother? Does it mean we will get married? I do not think he is capable of loving. He does not own me! I never regard him as anything else other than he was the one that hired me."
I woke up. In my journal I wrote that this was the most frustrating dream / past life dream that I ever had.
The second dream was also a dream of frustration.
A huge theater like setting (rectangular), but there was no screen as that of a theater.
I entered from the middle of this place or the entrance was in the middle. The front of this place was to my left and the back to my right. Long seats lined up the side of the wall that I entered. It was the only side of the walls that lined up with seats. A little distance away were hundreds and thousands of rows of seats facing the front and lined up sideway in conjunction with the long seats by the wall. The space between the long seats by the wall and rows of seats was where we walked or moved around. When I entered, there were lots of unoccupied seats. I took off my shoes, and put them under the long seats somewhere near the entrance. I walked forward to greet my mother who was sitting in the front on the long seats by the wall. Later, I went to look for my shoes. By then, the whole place was almost filled. The seats by the wall were fully occupied. I bent down to look for my shoes. Now, under the seats were heaps of shoes since others put their shoes there too. I walked up and down along the wall again and again. I just could not find my shoes. I felt very frustrated.As I was wondering why I had these two dreams, I decided to release the negative emotion. I mentally said, "I release all the frustration that I felt, past and present, to the Loving Divine!" Right after, I remembered I was listening to a recording while I was lying on bed hours earlier.
In the last year or two, sometimes I joined zoom meetings during which the organizer of a group brought in three to five magical people *** to give short talks/presentations of their practices. (*** For examples, professional psychics with different abilities and healers of different modalities) Those who attended could choose to listen to the talks of 2 or 3 of the professionals in breakout rooms. Each presentation normally lasted for about 20 minutes. Thanks to the organizer, I had met some very interesting / magical people. For example, there was a man who came into this lifetime with five spirit guides in the medical fields, and had performed miracles without physical surgeries. The zoom meetings were free.One day I was in a breakout room during which a healer (a Theta Healing instructor since 2006) asked us what we wanted to release, e.g. the feeling of lack, sadness, or anxiety. I did not say anything, but one or two persons had said what they wanted to release. I observed the healer did not really need to hear what we said. She went about talking and talking as if she knew what each one of us needed to release. In between her words, she yawned soundly. (I believed that was her way to help releasing energies that got people stuck.) During her non-stop talking, I heard words that applied to me even though I had not said anything. My energy pulsated as if in response to her words. Her healing work was powerful.I signed up most of my online meetings through meetup. On meetup, I saw that this healer was actively at work. Other than meetings on zoom, she held free in-person introduction classes in different cities. She recorded her zoom meetings. Sometimes she sent out links so that people could benefit or continue to heal by listening to the recordings. I admired her intention of service / helping others.One day I received two links in an email from her. One recording was for removing blocks from receiving money, and the other link was for releasing negative energies that kept us stuck. For the best result, she suggested for us to listen to the recording 11 days in a row. I decided to listen to the recording on releasing stuck energies. It was daytime when I listened to the recording for the first time. The second time I listened to it with my headphone on while I was lying on bed at night. I woke up around 2 am realizing that I had fallen asleep while listening to the recording. Later that morning, I woke up from the two dreams of frustration.
I realized those dream were releasing dreams. In life, we went through all kind of situations/relationships. Our strong reactions to certain situations/relationships might remain with us throughout lifetimes. It helped us to release energies that did not serve us when we recalled what happened. It was a good thing that I asked to release the frustrations to the Loving Divine upon waking up. I was grateful for the healing. Mentally, I thanked the healer, and sent her my blessings.
I should have continued to listen to the recordings, but had not. Then an incredible coincidence happened to remind me of the importance of releasing my frustrations.
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In the morning of Feb. 2, 2026, I was on my computer checking my emails.
In recent years, I received tens of emails everyday. I could not read all of them. I deleted some, and marked some as 'read' so that I could read them some other time.
On this day, the title of a channeled message by Master Kuthumi through Natalie Glasson of the Sacred School of OmNa caught my attention. The title was 'The Key to a New Year'. The email was sent to me on Jan. 9, 2026. I marked it as 'read', but had not taken the time to read it yet. I wanted to know the key to 2026, and clicked to view the message on Natalie's website.
Lo and Behold, another channeled message appeared on the screen! It was
How to Release Frustration by Archangel Metatron
How could this be! I had subscribed to Natalie Glasson's newsletter/channeled messages for ten years. This had never happened before. When I clicked to view the message in a particular email, there was never a time that another message appeared. However, in view of the recent experience (dreams of frustration), I decided to read the message. Below was my understanding of Archangel Metatron's message. Please go to YouTube and search for Natalie Glasson if you want to hear the original message.
At this time, many frustrations are surfacing. It may be we are frustrated with ourselves or with the reality we are in; it may be things do not turn out as we want, or we want our life to be different than what it is; it may be we feel others have wronged / hurt us, and we feel frustrated that we can do nothing about it.
Frustration comes from a feeling of lack of self-love. In other words, it happens when we are not align with the truth within / the Creator energy within / the self-love within which is a love born of love / simply being loved. If we pray for outside help, it is not going to work. Healing comes when we seek to know the love within more or when we seek to have a deep connection with the self-love within. Living love within us is the greatest healer that brings forth the greatest wisdom. When we surrender the lack of love (our frustrations) into our self-love within, we are awakened to new perspective, new ideas, new understanding, and new ways of doing things.
Archangel Metatron says frustrations are very powerful creators that only create more frustrations and more lack of love.
At the end, Archangel Metatron encourages us to "Give ourselves the gift of self-love".
I came into this lifetime as an ordinary person living an ordinary life. From my experiences, it was true that "frustrations are very powerful creators that only create more frustrations and more lack of love.' Therefore, it was important for us to pay attention to our reaction to situations/relationships. I thanked Archangel Metatron and the angelic kingdom for the timely, loving message. I also repeated aloud 3 times -
I GIVE MYSELF THE GIFT OF SELF-LOVE.After I finished reading the message on Natalie Glasson's website, I was back to my email of Jan. 9, 2026. I clicked on the message of that email again. It was Master Kuthumi's message The Key to A New Year. Master Kuthumi said many people chose to set new goals when a new year approached; however, we could choose a new beginning at any time such as we could choose a day as a new day for a new beginning. It brought a smile on my face because I had created a short song years ago that began with 'It is a new day, I am the new me, in a new world, I see beauty, I see magic, wherever I go . . . . .'
By the way, I found out I received the email with Archangel Metatron's message on How to Release Frustration on Dec. 12, 2025. I marked the email as read, and had not read the channeled message. How could Archangel Metatron's message appear when I clicked on the email dated Jan. 9, 2026? Besides, there were other emails that I had marked as read between these two emails too.
Life is truly magical, full of grace and wonders.
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This incredible experience reminded me of my experience with Archangel Metatron back in November, 2007. If you have time, please read my posts
In my post Archangel Metatron and the healing session , I had not mentioned that Marla was a Theta Healing practitioner. In fact, she told me Archangel Metatron said for me to learn that healing modality too. Before the session, Marla got the questions she was supposed to ask me and stored them on her laptop. she was calm and relaxed. She did not talk much. The way she went about the healing session was very different from the healer mentioned above. On zoom, I had also seen another Theta healer demonstrated what she did. She asked a question, and waited for the answer. Then she asked another question, and waited for the answer. It seemed they all had their own unique ways.
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It has been cold. Some days I do not log into my blog. I spend my time watching videos, movies and sports. I am not someone who can write a post on a regular basis. I am grateful for the inspirations and coincidences in my life.
Before I sign off, please remember to 'give ourselves the gift of self-love'.
Love and Blessings,
Q of D
