One experience is our human self in the awake state going about our daily life. The other experience is when we are dreaming, in a deep meditative state, or in an unconscious state (e.g. near-death experience). The other experience is as real if not more real than what we experience while awake. It is the scientific fact that everybody has dreams except some may not remember their dreams. Dreams are not easy to decipher with our human mind or logic. Therefore some people do not pay much attention to their dreams.
In Seth Speaks (channeled through Jane Roberts), Seth said most of us only used a small portion of our energy* to live a physical life on earth. (* The universal life force or the Spirit of our being. I could not remember the percentage mentioned in the book. I believed it was between 10% to 15%.) Seth said he once infused a few percentage of his energy into a dog to experience what it was like living as a dog; he also had a life as a soldier who died young in the desert because the energy he took on for that lifetime was not enough to survive the severe weather in the desert. I used to look at my dreams as either my past lifetimes or future lifetimes on earth. Over the years, I had changed my view. Time was only relevant on earth. In some of my dreams, it was obvious that what went on was in another dimension or on another planet. From my experiences, I came to understand that 'we are not just earthlings, we are multi dimensional beings, and are having multiple lives simultaneously in different dimensions'.
Please know that I am on my journey of discovery as most of you. The above is my understanding, and may not reflect the whole truth.
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The first time we met was a month and a half ago. The teacher said the woman was a long time professional healer. The healer said she rarely attended spiritual circle in the morning.
Upon entering the center that day, the teacher gave each one of us a small piece of paper to write down our name, fold it into a tiny square, and put it in a small velvet bag. After meditation, the teacher told us we were to practice giving readings; we took turn to get a tiny square from the bag, held it in our hands, said the images/information that came to our mind, and then unfolded the paper to see whose name was on it. When it was the woman's turn, she said, "Wisdom, truth, and this person is a healer."
Incredibly, she had randomly drawn her own paper! Both times she and I happened to sit next to one another. I could feel her exceptional energy. She was indeed a powerful healer, wise and truthful.
That day the owner of the center happened to draw the piece of paper with my name on it. She saw vivid images of what I would do. I had a hard time of accepting what she saw of me. I thought, "I am just the simple me. I could not be the one she described."
The healer went to the front. She began to give readings. Then she asked if she could give readings for each one of us because she was receiving a lot of images and information. She said she had never done that before (i.e. read many people), but was prompted to do so. We gladly opened to receive. When it was my turn to be read, she said -
Upon entering the room for reading, I saw a table full of stones and crystals. The Stone Reader asked me to pick 4 to 5 pieces. I let my energy guide me to pick 5 of them. The psychic, holding one stone at a time, related the messages that came through the stone. At one point, the Stone Reader talked about a few of my lifetimes. In one lifetime, I came on earth as a male monk in the place we now called Indonesia, taught a few students about transpersonal consciousness and stuff; I left not by death but by dissolving the body. He saw a picture of me (a male monk) with the date 422 B.C. Afterward, I did not know what to make of the reading, and put it behind me.
In my journals of 2005, there were entries of UFOs or spaceships that I had long forgotten. (Times flies! Twenty years had gone by.) For example, on Nov. 17, 2005 there was a short entry that I had a lot of dreams including I seemed to be in a spaceship, or from one spaceship into another. On the morning of Dec. 15, 2005, I held two quartz crystals in one hand with both pointed ends facing outward because I had read that a crystal that was pointed at both ends was for recharging energy. I closed my eyes, and had an experience. I did not know if I had fallen asleep or had a vision. This was the account of the experience in my journal.
I entered into another state. I was somewhere looking up at the blue sky with some white clouds. Suddenly, I saw a round spaceship flew past something. I called out for others to look up. Right then I saw a bigger spaceship flew past the same area. I called out for other people to look up again. When others heard me and looked up, the spaceships had disappeared. Since they did not see what I saw, they wondered if I really saw the spaceships.
Next I was out of there. I felt my 3rd eye area was glowing or lighted up. I felt anxious. I did not want to see the spaceships again. I had some fear or anxiety that I would enter that state and see the spaceships as clear as day again. It was just too much for me to see one spaceship sped past another spaceship.
Then I was somewhere else. I was on my way to work. I was descending down the stairs to get to work. In contrast to seeing spaceships in broad daylight, the scene descending/walking down the stairs was dark. (In my dreams, dark setting was symbolic to mystery or something unfolding that was not supposed to be known to the human self.) After a flight of stairs. we turned and walked another flight of stairs. We were descending down the stairs to go to work, and might not go to the same place. There was no talking as we walked. As we were walking down, some were walking up; one of the women seemed to greet us. The end.
Incidentally, after I woke up, I saw in the mirror a big bump on my forehead. It did not hurt, but it was big. I did not write about the bump again in my journal, and believed my forehead must have returned to normal later.
FYI - There was one entry in my journal that sometimes big spaceship might signify a major event on earth. I did not know if I really got this from my guide.
On Dec. 25, 2005, I had a dream that I was somewhere visiting. I walked to someone and someone walked toward me. We hugged. There was so much love that words could not describe.
When I wrote my journal, I began to judge my dream experience with my human mind. I wrote all the people or beings there did not look like regular people. There was something abnormal in each one of them. Their physical features were different. Then I wrote, on further thought, they were just different and appeared in all forms.
In the dream, I was full of love / shone with love and so was the long being. He looked very strange, long, and irregular. As we hugged, there was so much love. In fact, the whole place and every being was filled with love, and full of love.
There was a big, big camera on a movable stand. There was a being behind the camera. It was as if a camera man making a documentary / movie on earth. As the beings and I hugged, the light of love expanded. The camera was a tool there to keep a record (of my visit?).
In life, I would have refrained from doing what I did in the dream because I did not want to be in the spotlight.
However, in the dream, love was so natural. The pure energy of love was overflowing, and everyone there was love. I knew the camera was there, and it did not bother me at all. (This was the dream I still remembered.)
I read a couple more old notebooks, and decided to stop. In later years, I knew I had other dreams such as realizing I was inside a spaceship and worked there. However, in 2005, I looked at them as dreams, and regarded myself as only a human being. In later years, I remembered one morning I woke up with a word 'lyra'. That was all.
I will continue to share my story of discovery in my next post since this post is already too long.
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