Greetings!
According to Edgar Cayce's channeled readings, we have two experiences while living a physical life on earth.
One experience is our human self in the awake state going about our daily life. The other experience is when we are dreaming, in a deep meditative state, or in an unconscious state (e.g. near-death experience). The other experience is as real if not more real than what we experience while awake. It is the scientific fact that everybody has dreams except some may not remember their dreams. Dreams are not easy to decipher with our human mind or logic. Therefore some people do not pay much attention to their dreams.
In Seth Speaks (channeled through Jane Roberts), Seth said most of us only used a small portion of our energy* to live a physical life on earth. (* The universal life force or the Spirit of our being. I could not remember the percent mentioned in the book. I believed it was between 10% to 15%.) Seth said he once infused a few percent of his energy into a dog to experience what it was like living as a dog; he also had a life as a soldier who died young in the desert because the energy he took on for that lifetime was not enough to survive the severe weather in the desert. I used to look at my dreams as either my past lifetimes or future lifetimes on earth. Over the years, I had changed my view. Time was only relevant on earth. In some of my dreams, it was obvious that what went on was in another dimension or on another planet. From my experiences, I came to understand that 'we are not just earthlings, we are multi dimensional beings, and are having multiple lives simultaneously in different dimensions'.
Please know that I am on my journey of discovery as most of you. The above is my understanding, and may not reflect the whole truth.
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In order to write this post, I read some of my old journals. As I read my journals, I realized I had forgotten some interesting events. I also noticed I had forgotten to include in my journal a few wonderful happenings that I remembered clearly. I did not write my journal daily. Some days I did not write anything at all. Sometimes I was so focused in recalling an important event that happened a day or two earlier, and forgot to record something wonderful that happened on that day.
I began to write down some of my dreams and things that happened in my life in the latter part of the restaurant years. I did not know that I would one day share some of my experiences in a blog. I used about 8 to 10 notebooks a year. I might remember this or that event happened during the Thursday Circle years, but could not pinpoint the month/year. It was the same with the years that I was with the small church, and the years since I moved back to this state. In recent weeks, I spent some time reading my old journals every day. I realized there was no way for me to read that many notebooks to write this post. I decided to stop reading and write from my memory (particularly dreams) if I had to. Below are some of the correlations between my dreams, what I heard years ago while I was with the Thursday Circle, and readings/channeled messages in later years.
On Aug. 25,2005, the teacher of the Thursday Circle wanted us to practice our psychic ability. We were supposed to take turns standing in the front, and let things come to us such as images and messages; we then related what we received to the one we thought the messages were for. The teacher was the first one to go to the front. Then it was the owner of the center. They were both amazing. Next was a woman whom I met for the second time.
The first time we met was a month and a half ago. The teacher said the woman was a long time professional healer. The healer said she rarely attended spiritual circle in the morning.
Upon entering the center that day, the teacher gave each one of us a small piece of paper to write down our name, fold it into a tiny square, and put it in a small velvet bag. After meditation, the teacher told us we were to practice giving readings; we took turn to get a tiny square from the bag, held it in our hands, said the images/information that came to our mind, and then unfolded the paper to see whose name was on it. When it was the woman's turn, she said, "Wisdom, truth, and this person is a healer."
Incredibly, she had randomly drawn her own paper! Both times she and I happened to sit next to one another. I could feel her exceptional energy. She was indeed a powerful healer, wise and truthful.
That day the owner of the center happened to draw the piece of paper with my name on it. She saw vivid images of what I would do. I had a hard time of accepting what she saw of me. I thought, "I am just the simple me. I could not be the one she described."
The healer went to the front. She began to give readings. Then she asked if she could give readings for each one of us because she was receiving a lot of images and information. She said she had never done that before (i.e. read many people), but was prompted to do so. We gladly opened to receive. When it was my turn to be read, she said -
Ancestors history
Ancient, Ancient, Ancient
I see a yin and yang symbol
I see you riding a big, white elephant with shiny, long white tusks
I see that you have planted many seeds, and you should wait for the harvest
You often feel uncertainty and think what you are told are impossible;
you work too hard like a candle that is lit on both ends.
She talked about a man that would be important to me
She asked me to drink Oolong tea, wear jade, and buy a small lucky bamboo tree.
My response to her reading was joy because I thought how interesting it was for her to see all those images. (She had said she was clairvoyant and often saw symbols.) It was true I often felt uncertainty, and thought what I was told was impossible. She was the third person that said I worked too hard. In my quiet time, my mind was not quiet 😊. As regards to the man she talked about, I had no recollection of what she said at all! Incidentally, a little while back, a psychically gifted friend, holding my rosary, suddenly asked me, "Who is Joseph or whose name starts with J?" I told her I did not know anyone whose name started with J. In my heart, I thought, "Could it be Jesus?" My friend said for me to remember that a man whose name started with J would be very important to me. In respect to being 'ancient', I always felt being an old soul did not mean much; life on earth was like a school, we all went through the stages. When I was home, I began to doubt because jade, Oolong tea and lucky bamboo tree were popular in the Chinese culture. I used to wear a jade pendant, but stopped wearing it because the necklace was broken. I continued to drink Ti Quan Yin, my favorite tea. (I did not subscribe for the Internet until Thanksgiving of 2010. I eventually learned Ti Quan Yin was a type of Oolong tea. )
If I recalled correctly, she did not come again until months later. It was the last time we met. After the circle was over, she talked to me. She kind of admonished me for not wearing jade as she had told me. I told her I used to wear a jade pendant, but the necklace was broken. She said it was important for me to wear Jade, and that I could simply use a string for the jade pendant. I could sense her sincerity and truthfulness. I felt sorry that I had doubted her advice. Later, I happened to see a discount coupon of a jewelry store near me among the coupons I received every week. I went there to have the necklace fixed.
On Nov. 27, 2010, I had an Akashic Record reading by a well respected brother in the small church in another state. He was a trance channel and a wonderful spiritual teacher. In his trance state, he saw my Book of Life. He said it was a
thick ** book with a lavender cover;
over the cover was a screen with diamond shapes of jade, and carved ivory in circular patterns as swirls of light and breeze. (
** correlated with ancient ?) I realized the words that came through the healer whom I met in 2005 were quite accurate. Wearing jade helped to activate, enhance and magnetize my energy. The 2010 channeled reading answered the questions I had about the surge of energy when I sat among people. For years, I thought that my limited English was my shortcoming, and being a Chinese woman in a western culture was a disadvantage. From the reading, I learned that
my views were wrong, and it was
by design that I came in this way. (Re
Our Self-perceived Shortcomings and Disadvantages )
In 2006, other than
The Grand Prize (a $100 gift certificate) and the Second Reading , I had a third reading.
Without a job/an income, I had not thought of having another reading. The owner of the center had always treated me with much kindness, and insisted on paying for me for a reading by the Stone Reader. (Please read the postscript at the bottom of
Who Smiles? Who Sees? about the Stone Reader.)
Some might wonder how I could have forgotten about the Stone Reader's words about my smile. It was because there was more to what he said of me.
Upon entering the room for reading, I saw a table full of stones and crystals. The Stone Reader asked me to pick 4 to 5 pieces. I let my energy guide me to pick 5 of them. The psychic, holding one stone at a time, related the messages that came through the stone. At one point, the Stone Reader talked about a few of my lifetimes. In one lifetime, I came on earth as a male monk in the place we now called Indonesia, taught a few students about transpersonal consciousness and stuff; I left not by death but by dissolving the body. He saw a picture of me (a male monk) with the date 422 B.C. Afterward, I did not know what to make of the reading, and put it behind me.
In my journals of 2005, there were entries of UFOs or spaceships that I had long forgotten. (Times flies! Twenty years had gone by.) For example, on Nov. 17, 2005 there was a short entry that I had a lot of dreams including I seemed to be in a spaceship, or from one spaceship into another. On the morning of Dec. 15, 2005, I held two quartz crystals in one hand with both pointed ends facing outward because I had read that a crystal that was pointed at both ends was for recharging energy. I closed my eyes, and had an experience. I did not know if I had fallen asleep or had a vision. This was the account of the experience in my journal.
I entered into another state. I was somewhere looking up at the blue sky with some white clouds. Suddenly, I saw a round spaceship flew past something. I called out for others to look up. Right then I saw a bigger spaceship flew past the same area. I called out for other people to look up again. When others heard me and looked up, the spaceships had disappeared. Since they did not see what I saw, they wondered if I really saw the spaceships.
Next I was out of there. I felt my 3rd eye area was glowing or lighted up. I felt anxious. I did not want to see the spaceships again. I had some fear or anxiety that I would enter that state and see the spaceships as clear as day again. It was just too much for me to see one spaceship sped past another spaceship.
Then I was somewhere else. I was on my way to work. I was descending down the stairs to get to work. In contrast to seeing spaceships in broad daylight, the scene descending/walking down the stairs was dark. (In my dreams, dark setting was symbolic to mystery or something unfolding that was not supposed to be known to the human self.) After a flight of stairs. we turned and walked another flight of stairs. We were descending down the stairs to go to work, and might not go to the same place. There was no talking as we walked. As we were walking down, some were walking up; one of the women seemed to greet us. The end.
Incidentally, after I woke up, I saw in the mirror a big bump on my forehead. It did not hurt, but it was big. I did not write about the bump again in my journal, and believed my forehead must have returned to normal later.
FYI - There was one entry in my journal that sometimes big spaceship might signify a major event on earth. I did not know if I really got this from my guide.
On Dec. 25, 2005, I had a dream that I was somewhere visiting. I walked to someone and someone walked toward me. We hugged. There was so much love that words could not describe.
When I wrote my journal, I began to judge my dream experience with my human mind. I wrote all the people or beings there did not look like regular people. There was something abnormal in each one of them. Their physical features were different. Then I wrote, on further thought, they were just different and appeared in all forms.
In the dream, I was full of love / shone with love and so was the long being. He looked very strange, long, and irregular. As we hugged, there was so much love. In fact, the whole place and every being was filled with love, and full of love.
There was a big, big camera on a movable stand. There was a being behind the camera. It was as if a camera man making a documentary / movie on earth. As the beings and I hugged, the light of love expanded. The camera was a tool there to keep a record (of my visit?).
In life, I would have refrained from doing what I did in the dream because I did not want to be in the spotlight.
However, in the dream, love was so natural. The pure energy of love was overflowing, and everyone there was love. I knew the camera was there, and it did not bother me at all. (This was the dream I still remembered.)
I read a couple more old notebooks, and decided to stop. In later years, I knew I had other dreams such as realizing I was inside a spaceship and worked there. However, in 2005, I looked at them as dreams, and regarded myself as only a human being. In later years, I remembered one morning I woke up with a word 'lyra'. That was all.
I will continue to share my story of discovery in my next post since this post is already too long. (Next post We Are Multi Dimensional Beings )
Love and Blessings,
Q of D
