Greetings!
After I published my last post, I went to bed and woke up remembering a dream that I had years ago. In this dream, I was observing the me in the dream.
I was sitting on a beach *. I sat there patiently.
* The observing me assumed it was a beach because all that I saw was an endless white ground which I assumed was covered with white sand. I did not see water, tree, hill or anything else in sight. I got the feeling that I had sat there for quite some time waiting for something or to catch something.
Suddenly, I felt a little movement deep beneath. I pulled out a tiny shrimp like living thing. It was transparent. In the dream, this tiny living thing seemed to be a great or an important find.
Next scene. I was back in a lab. The laboratory was a simple structure. A few people worked there. They began to examine the tiny living thing. We knew each other. We were a team.
As far as I knew, there was no planet in our solar system that was covered with white sand / white stuff. But then, the human I knew very little. I did not know why this dream came to my mind. I chose to share it even though I did not know the significance or if there was any significance of sharing it.
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For years, I only went to spiritual events near me. I never thought of joining meetings online. Before our state issued the stay home order due to covid, I had signed up for a series of lectures. After the first or second lecture, we had to meet online for the rest of the series.
During in-person gatherings, I usually sat near the back. Sitting at the back behind many people gave me the sense of ease as I observed what went on. I soon found out it was a complete different matter to meet on zoom. The names and/or faces of all the attendees were on the screen! Learning that the lectures were going to be recorded, I decided to turn off my camera except when I had to turn it on.
The lecturer, though young (in his late 30 s or 40 s), was a good spiritual teacher / speaker. After an out of body experience at 16, he wanted to find out more about life. He read spiritual books, and learned how to meditate. He meditated six hours or more everyday. His innate abilities opened up. Other than his in depth knowledge in spiritual matters, he was an exceptional clairvoyant and psychic. He treated all equally, and never showed any sense of superiority. His approach or communication with those that attended was always that of compassion and with the intention to help. After the lectures, I joined some of his webinars too.
One day I asked about the constant pulsation of energy above my head. He said it was because my 8th chakra was open and active. It was then I remembered I had my aura photo taken months ago during a holistic festival. The photo looked different from those on the display board. There was a colored sphere a little distance above my crown. The aura photo reader did not say much, and I let it go.
On another occasion, he talked about my healing energy. Then he said, "I can still see you even though you turn off your camera. I know you don't want to be seen. But . . . if you don't want others to see you, how are you going to do your work or do what you come to do?" It was a wake up moment for me because I knew he was right. In time, I thought of joining zoom meetings hosted by spiritual groups that were founded in other states. It was because of his words that I challenged myself to leave the camera on. I felt quite uncomfortable in the beginning years, but was more at ease now. For meetings that were going to be recorded, sometimes I stayed for the meeting with the camera off.
Joining online meetings was a new experience for me. Later, I heard quite a few said that they were new to zoom as well. This was another good outcome of the pandemic. Zoom meetings dissolved the distance or the boundary lines between states and countries that were shown on maps. It was particularly so in spiritual zoom meetings where we treated one anther with acceptance and respect; where we lived, our skin colors / ethnicities, and our difference in beliefs did not matter as we listened with our heart and embraced one another.
During spiritual zoom meetings, sometimes psychics/channels offered to give free, short readings. There were also times they offered to read at an affordable price for small group setting. At first, I was hesitant to join on the list that wanted to be read. Since I stepped outside of my family in 2005, I had heard this or that about me. Sometimes I found what others said of me quite unsettling especially from strangers that I did not meet again. Therefore, I was not that eager to hear more. However, seeing how joyfully others were in receiving whatever messages that came through, I gradually opened up to join in the fun too.
In 2022, a channel offered to channel messages for free for those that attended. When it was my turn, an ancient one came forth saying "you are one of the ancient ones who have walked in many places, and have walked the River of Gold; it is through the River of Gold the mastery lies. This River of Gold is otherworldly; it is not found in this world . . . ." In the reading, he asked me to hold his hand so that we ( with my soul) could move away from this world to observe Terra (Mother Earth) which was known as a gem for its beauty in the universe. He said, "We are observers, and we must rise above that which our soul inhabits. So that we may see, truly see, that which is more." It brought a smile on my face because I had always regarded myself as an observer. (The channeled reading lasted for eight minutes. Free, short readings normally lasted for a minute to a few minutes. I usually just listened. However, that day I had turned on my phone to record it. With my memory, I would have forgotten some if not most of what the being said if I had not pressed the button on my phone.) Here were some of the messages - the being said everything was about energy/vibration, and I had the power to ground words of wisdom on earth through writing / speaking; Earth held its own energy of the river of gold in different sacred places, but had not been fully physically manifested; I might touch these places by going to them; or I might call the vibrations of these places to me in my quiet time, so that they would be apparent to where I lived and worked.
In one of my posts I wrote that I held the stance of neutrality toward readings. I thought that was the right attitude because what came through a reading might or might not be true/totally true. As I was writing this post, I realized I had used the wrong word. My attitude was actually that of detachment / disregard. I rarely meditated, and had not called forth the energy of the river of gold on earth as I had been advised. When the Stone Reader talked about my smile, I put it behind me as well. (Re Who Smiles? Who Sees? ) Though what came through readings might not necessary be true / totally true, my attitude of detachment / disregard was wrong. This pattern / attitude neither helped me in my journey of self discovery nor helped me to step into the power of my truth. It was indeed important to Be Observant of Our Pattern/Attitude .
The being said I could ground the energy of wisdom on earth. An incident that happened while I was with the Thursday Circle came to my mind. I believed most of us had heard the phrase 'All Is Well'. One Thursday Circle, I shared with my friends the dramas in my life that had caused worries and stress. At the end, I told my friends what I learned from my experiences. I realized I did not have to stay in that emotional state; I could always pray for help and grace; all would come to pass no matter how dark the situation might seem to be; most of all, I learned 'All Is Well' in the Loving Divine. Days/weeks later, a friend shared this experience. The friend was deeply troubled by a situation. She felt sadder and sadder the more she thought about it. Hoping to return to peace, she sat down to meditate. As she got into the meditative state, she saw a big tablet. On it were the words ALL IS WELL with my name and year*** below. Immediately, she felt peace. (*** I had not looked up the incident from my journal. I believed she said she saw 2006 on the tablet. If you have time, please click to view Feeling okay in all situations is a big step in life )
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I joined two zoom meetings today (i.e. Nov. 22, 2025). I enjoyed the meetings, and both hosts were amazing. And, I had something to add to the above where I saw fault in myself for not following the advice to call forth the energy in my quiet time (meditation). During the second zoom (2 - 4 pm), I suddenly got this from my guide "But, you have done that in your dream state." Since the reading was not short, I had simplified the messages. Below were the actual messages.
The River of Gold is otherworldly. It is not found in this world except through vision and through travel, through space-time, within a dream. Your dream world is firmly established.
I chose to share with you this experience because the source in Edgar Cayce's readings had talked about the importance of not to condemn others and not to condemn self. In other words, if there were something we should improve on, we worked on them instead of dwelling in fault finding.
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Now let me get back to 'we are multi dimensional beings'.
One day I joined a zoom meeting during which we were going to connect with our ancestors or soul families. It was a paid event. The fee was very affordable. The host was an experienced and gifted channel. Sometimes she spoke light language during her channeling. A few connected with their human ancestors such as grandparents and great grandparents. A few were star seeds, and their star families came through. When it was my turn, the host said a wide variety of soul groups showed up because at different points of my sojourn I was a member of these groups. They sent me love and support. I was reminded to use 'abracadabra' in manifesting because it was truly a powerful, magic word. Caught by surprise, I broken out laughing. I had heard this word on TV during magic shows, but did not know that it really carried magical power. (With the way I laughed, my older son had said I might get into trouble if I happened to stand in front of the one who was in power now 😃.)
One year the professional psychics, mediums, channels, and healers of a wonderful spiritual group offered mini sessions at discounted prices such as 40 - 50% off on 11:11 (i.e. Nov. 11, the 1111 angelic day) to raise fund so that they could continue to hold zoom meetings throughout the year. I booked 3 mini sessions - one for energy clearing, one with a psychic that I had never met, and one with a channel who was well loved and highly respected. During the session with the channel, I was surprised to learn that I had a Mantis guide and a guide from Andromeda in addition to the spirit guides that I knew. The channel said the Mantis spirit guide stepped forward saying that I had learned healing from them, and he was here to work with me in my healing work. It was then I thought of my meeting with the long, tall being and other beings that appeared in different forms in a dream. (Re my last post.) The channel asked if I knew why I had a spirit guide from Andromeda. I said I had no idea. She said an aspect/higher aspect of me was the one who helped setting up the governing body in Andromeda; she was very loved and respected in Andromeda. That was why a guide from Andromeda was here with me. The channel paused for a while to get more information. Then she said, "Oh, she is an oracle!" Near the end of the reading, the channel asked if I had any questions. I had no questions because I did not know what to think of all of these. After the reading, I wondered if that was the reason that I 'got' the word Lyra. (Re my last post) From the information online, I learned some beings from Lyra later settled down in Andromeda and the Pleiades.
I usually get a link or a recording for my readings from the readers afterward. Before the reading, the channel said for me to follow the instructions on the screen after the reading was over, and I could save a copy of the reading. I must have missed a step. The reading was not saved. I am way behind in modern technology. I saw people held the phone and typed messages with one hand. On zoom, I saw people used Chat with ease while watching the meeting. Both I could not do. Sometimes I did not know there was a message for me on Chat.
According to Edgar Cayce's readings, we had experiences in other planets such as Venus, Mercury, and etc. except those experiences might not necessary be in body form as we were on earth. In my understanding, it might be a cycle for us to go through the planets. Some might be more in touch with their intuitive because they had experiences in certain planets. Some of us might think the Akashic Record was god's judgment of us - good or bad, gained or lost. In Edgar Cayce's channeled messages, it was our higher self / god self / the self that was of the Creative Forces who patiently wrote/kept those records.
While writing this post, I had pondered if I should skip some of my experiences that might give out the impression of self importance.
I always held the attitude that I was neither inferior nor superior, and that
We are equal by nature. No one is more important than another.
Everyone's life story was unique. Over our numerous lifetimes, all of us must have experienced the highs, lows, ordinary and extraordinary. In my sleep state, I had dreams of other lifetimes, e.g. I struggled to raise my brothers because the mother in that lifetime was not actively present, had husband(s) that did not have much emotion, was a wife/mother/daughter-in-law in an ordinary family with just enough means to live by and we lived in warmth and harmony, a healer, and a respected counselor to some families.
I re-read my post. This post was about 'we are multi dimensional beings'. The experiences I shared were relevant, and they were not of self importance. It might be I had not fully learned The Lesson of Importance .
Coincidentally, in different zoom meetings I joined recently, two people happened to share their experience of meeting the higher aspect of themselves in another dimensions. Both concluded their higher aspect and them were living parallel lives. One said his higher aspect looked very different from the human self. It was exciting to see/hear many people with special gifts and abilities had stepped forward to fulfill their purpose to serve others/humanity during this time on earth.
Life is a journey of self discovery. We are multi dimensional beings, we are.
Love and Blessings,
Q of D
