Thursday, June 30, 2016

I asked to be a channel of healing to the others, and I was

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Two Powerful Healers came from Another State
The clairvoyant healer gave me a healing Session

After eating, we sat in a circle.  The healer that gave me a healing session did not sit among us.  He was somewhere in the house giving healing to others.  The host asked the healer that arrived a short while ago to share his story.  The host and some at the circle seemed to know the healer well.  I got the impression that this group might have been meeting for quite some time even though I only learned about the gathering on June 14.

According to the online info, this healer was the featured healer.  He had healed people since he was young.  He had a PhD., and was a professor in a university.  He was the founder of a wellness center.  He had many interesting personal stories.  We learned he had a successful career in another field before he founded the wellness center.  He showed us the energy chart and some pendulums that he used to measure, clear, and increase one's energy field in his healing work.  Then he said for us to ask questions.

Someone asked if we should ask for permission before we gave healing.  The healer told us an incident during which he healed a woman because he saw that she was in pain.  The same person asked again wanting to know if healing would not occur if a person did not give permission.  I decided to share my view.  Some of us believed our will mattered the most since this was a world of free will.  They took 'will' as a decision made by the mind, but we were spirits having a physical life in a human body.  Our higher self was forever the guiding source.  Therefore, healing would occur if it was in the divine plan or in accord with the will of the higher self.  A man joined in.  He said someone had once asked Paramahansa Yogananda the same question, and the answer was "if you are mowing the lawn, do you ask every blade of grass if they want to be cut!"

Later, the host put a chair inside the circle.  He asked a young woman to sit on the chair, and said to the healer that it was time to do some healing.  When the host said that, the woman sitting next to me immediately left her chair, and moved to sit on a couch about two feet behind me.  At the time, I did not think much about it or why she left her chair.

From here onward, I would use 'the main healer' and 'the clairvoyant healer' for the two healers from another state.

The main healer asked where the clairvoyant healer was.  Someone said he was somewhere in the house giving healing sessions.  The main healer did not work on the young woman.  He continued to talk.  It might be he wanted the clairvoyant healer to be present so as to confirm / describe what happened when he worked on her.

Around 3:30 pm, the clairvoyant healer returned to the circle with a man.

Since the woman moved to sit on the couch, the chair next to me had been unoccupied.  The clairvoyant healer went to sit on that chair.  He said he tried to help the man, but the man wanted to receive healing directly from the healer that was featured online.  Remained sitting where he was, the main healer began to heal the man using his energy chart and a pendulum.

From their conversation, we learned why the man asked for healing.

For the last three years, the man had not been able to fall asleep.  He felt extremely tired, yet he had to go to work so that he could provide for his family.  He had gone to see many doctors, and nothing seemed to help.  The doctors could not find out what was wrong.  (Nobody asked if he had tried sleeping pills or if he did not want to take any medicine.)  Using the energy chart, the main healer asked if he had this disease or that disease.  The man answered 'no'.

After some time, the man did not seem to respond to the healing.  He wished for an instant healing, but sometimes we had to be patient in the healing process.  From the look on his face, I could see his frustration, hopelessness, and desperation.  My heart was filled with compassion.

It was 4 pm. - the time the gathering was supposed to end.  My son, who had been looking at his phone most of the time to show his disinterest, was now looking at me repeatedly to show that it was time to leave.

Nobody had left.  I did not want to be rude and leave without saying a word.  I walked to a woman that seemed to be well acquainted with the main healer and some others in the gathering.  I told her I must go because my son wanted to leave.  She said, "Your son can leave.  I will ask someone to drive you home."  I did not expect to hear that.  She insisted for me to stay saying someone would drive me home later.  When my son heard that, he insisted he must be the one to drive me home.  He said he could wait if I wanted to stay for a while.

I went back to my chair.  From the few words exchanged between the two healers, we somewhat understood why the man was resistant to the healing.  Unexpectedly, the clairvoyant healer asked if I would heal the man.  I told him I was hesitant to do that in front of my son.  My son said, "If you want to, go ahead."

I put a chair in the center of the circle.  I asked the man to sit on the chair.  I asked to turn down the light somewhat if it was possible.  Then I said, "Let all of us set the intention of helping the brother.  When one is healed, all is healed for in truth We Are One."  The clairvoyant healer and a few others sat on the floor to surround the man and me.  In the physical sense, the healing energy that came through to work on the man was gentle.  (If you have time, please read My journey as a channel of healing energy about healing energies.)  When the energy receded, I said, "That is all for now."  I walked back to my chair.

For quite a while, all of us sat in silence (except one person**) because the man continued to sit on the chair inside the circle as if he did not know the healing session was over.  From where I sat, I could not see his face.  I did not know if his eyes were open or close.

**Meanwhile, the woman that sat on the couch behind me was groaning.  She seemed to be in a lot of pain.  The human I did not understand what was going on.

Finally, someone turned the light back to normal.  It might be the clairvoyant healer for he was now standing somewhere in front of the man.  He said to the man, "Sorry for waking you up."  The man stood up and went back to where he used to sit.

The main healer asked the man, "How do you feel?"  Before he said anything, the main healer said, "Look at the smile on your face!  We know how you feel!"  Seeing the wonderful smile on his face, all of us smiled too.  The brother said, "I felt very relaxed."

The woman that was groaning in great pain raised her hand trying to get the attention of the main healer.  The healer was talking.  He did not notice that because she sat on a couch outside of the circle.

It was now 5 pm.  My son asked me to leave.  I thanked the clairvoyant healer again for healing me.  He gave me his card.  He told me I could call him if I needed to talk.  I walked to the main healer.  We hugged.  Then many came to hug me.  Among them was the woman that had sat on the couch groaning.  Her whole body was shaking in pain.  She managed to say, "I am an empath.  I normally stay away from this kind of gathering.  I am feeling all the pain that the man had.  It was terrible.  Since you can help him, it may be you can help me to release the pain too."  As we hugged, she took a long, deep breath.  After four deep breaths, the woman was not in pain anymore.  It was a strange experience for me.  I could feel the woman was lighter or freer after each deep breath.

During that time, a young man *** talked to my son.  He said he did not like to hear anything spiritual years ago, but he had since changed.  He encouraged my son to seek his own spiritual truth.  Thank you, young man.  The clairvoyant healer offered to give my son a healing session.  My son did not accept.

In the car, my son complained that it was late for I had told him the meeting was over at 4 pm.  I said, "I told you I could drive here by myself, but you insisted to come with me.  At 4 pm, you could have left, but you insisted that you must be the one to drive me home."  My son thought for a while.  He said, "Yes, it is true."  The truth was, nothing happened by accident.  The day was for me as well as for him.

After I signed up for the gathering, I prayed to receive healing.  I had received healing from the clairvoyant healer.  I asked to be a channel of healing to the others, and I was.

To the two healers that came to our state, thank you.  I hope to see you again.

Love and Blessings,
Q of D

P.S.  *** His name was Matthew (not his real name).  At the time of writing this post, I did not know my meeting with Matthew was very much in the divine plan.  (Re my posts about the spiritual retreat in 2017 The Divine had its way of revealing to me )


Sunday, June 26, 2016

The clairvoyant healer gave me a healing session

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In the afternoon of Friday, June 17, my son called me.  He had gotten off work.  He said his friend asked him to drive to the new house.  I was surprised because his friend originally asked him to go there on Saturday.  My son said his friend had already moved everything from the old house to the new house.  He needed my son's help in lifting heavy furniture / fixtures and placing them in the right place.

When my son came home that night, he said he had helped his friend's family to put everything where they wanted them to be.  Therefore, he did not have to go there on Saturday.

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On June 18, Saturday, my son asked if I needed him to drive me to the meeting.  I said 'no'.  I told him I could drive there by myself because it was close to where we lived.  He said he would go with me.  I said, "I know you are not interested in spiritual stuff.  Are you s-u-r-e you want to go with me?"  He said he would go with me.  (I see divine plan at work!  Do you?)

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I brought with me a plate of stir-fry asparagus to the gathering.  We arrived a few minutes before 1 p.m.  The couple that gracefully allowed the use of their home for the gathering welcomed us in.

Some people were already there.  I recognized the host because I saw his picture on the website.  He was talking with some men.  There were many chairs.  My son and I walked over to sit on the chairs across from them.  I noticed one of the men glanced over in our direction repeatedly.  A woman that sat somewhere in the circle quietly looked at us too.  I thought they could be those that could see (clairvoyant); the man must be the healer from another state, and the woman was a psychic.

I was right.  Soon the healer from another state introduced himself.  He asked us to sit in a circle.  He told us to introduce ourselves and talk about our gifts / abilities. The woman was indeed a psychic.  When it was my son's turn, he said, "I come with my mom."  I smiled and said, "Yes, he is here because of me.  He always says he does not want to hear anything spiritual."  I said I was a healer.  The healer said he could see that from my aura, and he saw a master guide by my side.  He looked at my son and said, "You have a similar (level) master guide as your mother has, but you have different abilities."  At the time, there were only 12 to 13 of us.

When we finished introducing ourselves, the healer came to me.   We walked outside of the circle and talked near the wall.  He told me what he saw from my energy field, e.g. present and past lives.  He communicated with my spirit guide and angels.  He said, "You have everything that you need to do what you come to do.  You have the language and the abilities.  You have planted many trees.  To me, that means you have healed many people.  You throat chakra . . . . you have to speak up . . . . speak to groups of people."  He saw a white lotus and asked if I could relate to it.  I could.  He related other messages that were similar to those I had received in other readings.

He touched on something personal.  He said, "I see a dagger in your heart.  It means you had been hurt before.  In a way, the dagger is there to protect you because you do not want to be hurt again.  You give love to others, yet your heart is not fully open to receive.  You know, you must open your heart to receive love too.  Would you want me to remove the dagger?"  I gratefully accepted.  As a human being, I had found my personal relationship challenging because of our differences in personality and temperament.  He worked on me for quite some time.  Afterward, he saw white flowers on all my chakras.

Now, I had received the healing I came for.  (Re Two Powerful Healers from another state)

When I went back to my chair, the psychic walked to me.  In her visions, she saw me (my higher self / spirit) healing people by getting subatomic particles from different dimensions.  We talked for a while.  She also told my son about his creative abilities and her visions of him.  I did not understand her visions of what my son could do.  My son listened.  He seemed to understand.  Thank you, Sister.

The healer continued to offer healing for free.  He brought people to the side or into a room (not sure) for healing sessions.  He tried to help as many as he could.  I greatly admired his pure intention of service.

Since the healer did not stay in the circle, the host (a spiritual teacher) took the time to share with us his story.  He had written a book about his spiritual journey.  All the while, people continued to walk in.  People added more chairs to the circle.  A woman walked in.  She did not simply sit down on one of the unoccupied chairs near her.  She looked around, and walked to sit next to me.  (There was a reason I wrote about that.)  We had to move our chairs again and again in order to form a circle big enough for the people that came.  There were spiritual seekers, teachers, healers, and psychics.  Some came for healing.  The second powerful healer from another state had not arrived yet.

Later, the host asked people to get food and drink from the table.  People sat around leisurely holding plates of food.  It reminded me of my dream (see my last post).  A black man walked inI knew he was the other powerful healer from another state because of my dream.  His appearance was different, yet I could have met his higher self in the dream.

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Monday, June 20, 2016

Two Powerful Healers came from Another State

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Last Tuesday (June 14), I was delighted to find out online that two powerful healers from another state would be present in a spiritual gathering that was close to where I lived.  It was free, and people of all faith were welcome.  The host suggested for those that came to bring a vegetarian dish.  I signed up online to join them on Saturday, June 18.  The gathering was from 1 pm to 4 pm.

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After I signed up (i.e. June 14), I wrote the following in my journal.

My higher self, guides, and angels:

1. Let me meet up with my spiritual brothers and sisters to receive love and support as well as to give love and support.

2. Let me receive the necessary, appropriate healing and activation of my power within.  Let me be a channel of healing to the others too.

3. I acknowledge the lights of others as they acknowledge mine.  Together, we work to make this world a better place.

4. I get to meet up with some souls that are closely connected to me.  Together, we grow spiritually.

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I told my older son about the Saturday spiritual gathering.

For years, my older son said he did not want to hear anything spiritual.  I respected his right, and seldom talked to him about my experiences.  My son knew I was not comfortable driving anywhere that was far away from home.  He told me he was willing to drive me anywhere if he was free.  Thanks to him, I got to go to some spiritual festivals and meetings that were regarded as far to me.  However, as much as he was willing, he had shown his disinterest.  Eventually, I decided I would only attend gatherings that were nearby so that I could drive there by myself.

This gathering with the two healers was close to where we lived.  I had no problem going there by myself.  Why did I tell my son?

Deep down, I felt this kind of healing gathering was good for him.  Like everybody else, my son was much more than the human being he saw in himself.  He was quite sensitive to energy.  Whenever I was surged with energy, he could sense it right away even though I had said nothing.  He had other abilities, yet he denied / mentally blocked them.   

My son said, "Do you need me to drive you there?  I can't.  XXXX (his friend) has asked me to help them move to their new house on Saturday."

XXXX was the wonderful young man that I had written about in The Hot Coffee Incident and The Healing In the Washroom .  The young couple had a daughter.  I heard they had bought a beautiful new house months ago.  I was very happy for them.  I was also proud of my son who was always willing to help.

I said, "No.  It is very close to where we live.  I just want to tell you about the gathering."

I wish he could go to the healing gathering, but, there was nothing more important than helping a friend.

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From the information, I knew one healer could see auras.  I did not know how the two healers looked like.  I saw a small picture of the host, but there was no picture*** of the healers.

Two days later, I dreamt I was in a place.  People sat around leisurely holding plates of food.  In the dream, I thought I had come for a healing service or assembly.  Where was the assembly?  I saw a black man.  I asked him about it.  He asked me to come with him.  We entered a room.  I saw a small group of people gathered in the front of the room.  I did not walk to join the group.  I saw a table with crystals and other small items.  I put my hand over each item as if to feel the energies.  Afterward, we walked out of the room.  The man said, "So ... you are a healer."  I said, "Yes, I am."  The dream continued for a little while.  Then I woke up.

*** I visited the web page again this morning (i.e. June 20).  If I had clicked on 'photo', I would have seen a small picture of one of the healers, but I had not done that before I went to the gathering.

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Friday, June 17, 2016

She offers to let him go ahead of her, and he says "No ...."

Greetings!

After shopping, we line up to pay.  It is Friday.  There are lines behind every cash register for many people have come out to shop.  

Soon we are fourth or fifth in line.  A man is in front of us.  Before him is an old couple with many groceries.  The old woman looks back at the man behind them.  Seeing he has only two items in his shopping cart, she asks if he wants to go ahead of them*.

*It happens from time to time.  Many people are kind and considerate.  They understand some people may be in a hurry to leave the store and go somewhere.

The man says, "No, no ... thanks.  I have to learn patience."

I do not expect to hear this response at all.  In situation like this, people sometimes say "I am not in a hurry" or "I have plenty of time".  He does not want to go ahead of them for he wants to learn patience!  Hearing that, I cannot help but let out a heartfelt smile.  Since I hear it, I think I have to learn patience too.  I observe I have not been very patient with the people that I just come to know.  Thanks, Brother!

If I ever stand in a long line, I hope I will remember what happens today.  With patience, I know I will see beauty wherever I am.

Peace,
Q of D


Thursday, June 9, 2016

The Intricacy of a Divine Plan

Greetings!

In the evening of Friday, June 3, I helped a woman taking out the trash from her apartment.

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In my post A car with a license plate that bore the name of my angel, I wrote I went for a job interview, but I was hesitant to accept the assignment.  After seeing the sign (i.e. the license plate), I decided to give the job a try.

For the last two weeks, I had been going to an apartment where a woman and her husband lived.  They were in their 80 s and 90 s.  The husband was wheelchair bound.  I cooked supper for them and helped around the house.

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I put the trash into the dumpster.  On the way back, the woman suddenly said it was around April 20 that her husband had the second stroke.  He was in the hospital for weeks.  Later, she was hospitalized too.

April 20 was the day that did not turn out as I had planned.  What a coincidence!  If that day had gone on as I had planned, I would not be working for this couple.  I realized it was not by chance I met them.  I did not like asking questions.  If she did not talk about their hospitalization while we took out the trash, I would not have learned about the intricacy of the divine plan.  (Click to view the post The day did not turned out as I had planned).

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The company had provided other caregivers to come in and help this couple during different times of the day.  Originally, I told the company I only wanted to work two or three evenings, but the woman kept asking me to help her out.  I ended up helping them more evenings than I preferred.  The woman said she was too old to take care of her husband, and many caregivers left after working for a while.  It was a challenge for me too because the woman and her husband were much taller and bigger than I was.  I hope the company would find the right person to help them soon.

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We all get old someday.  Taking care of the old couple helps me see the aging aspect of life.

From a day that did not turn out as I had planned to the license plate of a car with the name of my angel as well as the special 53 connection, and finally the talk after taking out the trash, life is more intriguing than how it looks on the surface.  (Yes, the sentence is long and incorrect grammatically.  I hope you understand what I write.  I am smiling.  I hope you are too.)

Love,
Q of D