Greetings!
After Day 2, I went to sleep thinking of not going to the retreat the following evening.
In the morning, I woke up with this thought.
"You hit the curb because you had to look at the GPS as when to turn. When you saw that you should turn, it was too late. You struggle because you are not familiar with the roads. Go there and make sure you know the turns well. Or, you can find another route that is easy and has less turns."
Then a story that my husband told me long time ago came to my mind. My husband had once worked in a restaurant with four owners. After he worked there for a while, he learned one of the owners had a car accident some years back. He fully recovered from his injuries, but he was too scared to drive again. Everyday others picked him up and drove him home at night. When his wife and children needed to go somewhere, he had to ask his friends, relatives, or employees to drive them. My husband told me the story because he felt it was sad that the man had given in to fear. The man was only in his late 40 s. He was healthy, and did not sustain any lasting injury from the car accident. As I recalled the man's story, I thought, "I do not want to live like that. I will not let fear control me."
I rose from my bed. I took a shower. I walked into the family room and told my husband, "I am going to the evening retreat. Will you please help me with raising the car seat? I am going there this morning because I want to know the roads. I may use another route to get to the house." Of course, my husband was surprised. As usual, he did not say anything. Sitting on the raised car seat, I knew everything was going to be all right.
I followed the instructions on the GPS to get to the house on the first two days, but the online info had mentioned another route. Indeed, the new route was easy and with less turns.
During the discourse, I could see the pictures of the masters. Half way through, a man sitting on the second row in the front left. I could see the teacher too. As the evening before, powerful energy kept flowing into me and through me. I sat there listening to the discourse as well as bathing in light.
The drive home was smooth. I did not have to use the GPS. I was very grateful for the insight that came to me in the morning. Thank you, guides and angels.
Many blessings,
Q of D
Friday, September 30, 2016
Thursday, September 29, 2016
Day 2 of the spiritual retreat
Greetings!
On Day 1, the spiritual teacher said to me, "When you accept who you are, you will be much more and can help many people." His words caused a reaction within me.
At night, I recalled two separate incidents* during which others had related similar messages to me. I realized following the guidance did not equate to accepting who I am. I also realized it was my wrong view or attitude that was blocking me from accepting who I am. In the morning, I woke up with a positive affirmation and more insight.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
In the evening, I went to Day 2 of the spiritual retreat.
After I greeted the teacher, I went down to the basement. I bowed in front of the pictures of the masters before I sat on the same chair.
People sitting in the front rows of beige chairs were pretty much the same. New people were guided to sit on chairs that were unoccupied the day before. When the teacher came, we stood up until he sat down. I still could not see the teacher from where I sat. However, something had changed! It might be a few people sitting in the front had changed their sitting postures. It could also be one or two people had slightly moved their chairs. The change created a space that I could look directly at the pictures of the masters! Incredibly, I felt a strong vibrational connection as I looked at the pictures. Powerful energy kept flowing into me throughout the discourse.
Near the end of the gathering, Matthew announced we would meet at 8:30 pm instead of 8:00 pm for the rest of the week. I thought, "Oh, no! There will not be much sunlight when I drive here."
It was pretty late when the discourse was over. I rushed to leave. I got into the car and plugged in the GPS. Soon, I saw a car close behind me. It added to my anxiety because I could not drive as slow as I needed to. At one point, I thought there was still a little distance before I had to make a turn. My judgment was off, and my car hit a curb. There was no damage to the car or the curb because I was driving at a slow speed. However, I was somewhat shaken up. Most of all, I was upset with myself.
At home, I told my husband about it. I told him I could not see the roads clearly inside the residential area, and the starting time had changed to 8:30 pm. I said it might be I should not go to the retreat anymore. My husband said, "So don't go."
When my son learned about it, he said, "Mom, there is not much difference between driving on the main roads and the roads inside residential areas. You just have to focus on the short distance ahead of you." I said, "You and your father are taller than me. When I sat inside the car, I cannot even see the hood." He said, "Why don't you raise the car seat so that you can see better." I said, "I just cannot see as well as during the day." He asked, "Why?" I said, "Don't you know that people's receptivity to light diminishes as they get old?" My son did not want to hear anything about aging. As usual, he went on to talk about exceptions that some people had defied aging. Not in the mood to carry on the conversation, I said, "I have made up my mind. I will not go to the retreat tomorrow." My son said, "If you don't want to go, don't go. It is your choice."
My son did not understand my anxiety of driving at night. The truth was I seldom went out by myself at night. I had been too dependent on my family to do the driving in the last twelve years.
At night, I thought about the vibrational connection when I looked at the pictures of the masters. I also thought about how amazing the divine plan had been. (Re The Amazing Divine Plan Continues and The Unveiling of A Divine Plan ) Still, I went to bed thinking I would not go to the spiritual discourse the following day. I told myself it was alright to skip a day or two.
I shall continue with my story in my next post.
Peace,
Q of D
On Day 1, the spiritual teacher said to me, "When you accept who you are, you will be much more and can help many people." His words caused a reaction within me.
At night, I recalled two separate incidents* during which others had related similar messages to me. I realized following the guidance did not equate to accepting who I am. I also realized it was my wrong view or attitude that was blocking me from accepting who I am. In the morning, I woke up with a positive affirmation and more insight.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
In the evening, I went to Day 2 of the spiritual retreat.
After I greeted the teacher, I went down to the basement. I bowed in front of the pictures of the masters before I sat on the same chair.
People sitting in the front rows of beige chairs were pretty much the same. New people were guided to sit on chairs that were unoccupied the day before. When the teacher came, we stood up until he sat down. I still could not see the teacher from where I sat. However, something had changed! It might be a few people sitting in the front had changed their sitting postures. It could also be one or two people had slightly moved their chairs. The change created a space that I could look directly at the pictures of the masters! Incredibly, I felt a strong vibrational connection as I looked at the pictures. Powerful energy kept flowing into me throughout the discourse.
Near the end of the gathering, Matthew announced we would meet at 8:30 pm instead of 8:00 pm for the rest of the week. I thought, "Oh, no! There will not be much sunlight when I drive here."
It was pretty late when the discourse was over. I rushed to leave. I got into the car and plugged in the GPS. Soon, I saw a car close behind me. It added to my anxiety because I could not drive as slow as I needed to. At one point, I thought there was still a little distance before I had to make a turn. My judgment was off, and my car hit a curb. There was no damage to the car or the curb because I was driving at a slow speed. However, I was somewhat shaken up. Most of all, I was upset with myself.
At home, I told my husband about it. I told him I could not see the roads clearly inside the residential area, and the starting time had changed to 8:30 pm. I said it might be I should not go to the retreat anymore. My husband said, "So don't go."
When my son learned about it, he said, "Mom, there is not much difference between driving on the main roads and the roads inside residential areas. You just have to focus on the short distance ahead of you." I said, "You and your father are taller than me. When I sat inside the car, I cannot even see the hood." He said, "Why don't you raise the car seat so that you can see better." I said, "I just cannot see as well as during the day." He asked, "Why?" I said, "Don't you know that people's receptivity to light diminishes as they get old?" My son did not want to hear anything about aging. As usual, he went on to talk about exceptions that some people had defied aging. Not in the mood to carry on the conversation, I said, "I have made up my mind. I will not go to the retreat tomorrow." My son said, "If you don't want to go, don't go. It is your choice."
My son did not understand my anxiety of driving at night. The truth was I seldom went out by myself at night. I had been too dependent on my family to do the driving in the last twelve years.
At night, I thought about the vibrational connection when I looked at the pictures of the masters. I also thought about how amazing the divine plan had been. (Re The Amazing Divine Plan Continues and The Unveiling of A Divine Plan ) Still, I went to bed thinking I would not go to the spiritual discourse the following day. I told myself it was alright to skip a day or two.
I shall continue with my story in my next post.
Peace,
Q of D
Sunday, September 25, 2016
The Session with the Master Healer
Greetings!
Before I went to Day 2 of the spiritual retreat in the evening, I had an appointment for a session with the master healer that morning.
I had promised my younger son I would ask for the master healer's advice as how to move forward with my healing work. (Re A Beautiful Rainbow in the Sky ) I had not planned when to ask or what to say. I set the intention and placed my trust in the Loving Divine.
P.S. During the 2-day workshop, the clairvoyant healer told us they had went to a lab. in the university to test the professor's (i.e. the master healer) brainwaves. The result was phenomenal. At one point, the lab technician was shocked to see no brainwave at all on the monitor when the professor got into a light trance. During the session, I asked the master healer if he was aware of his surroundings when he got into a light trance. He said he was still fully aware of what happened around him.
Before I went to Day 2 of the spiritual retreat in the evening, I had an appointment for a session with the master healer that morning.
I had promised my younger son I would ask for the master healer's advice as how to move forward with my healing work. (Re A Beautiful Rainbow in the Sky ) I had not planned when to ask or what to say. I set the intention and placed my trust in the Loving Divine.
The session was similar to having a session with a doctor / counselor. He sat behind a big office desk while I sat on a chair across from him. I told him the symptoms of my physical being that bothered me. For instance, I had concerns about my feet. I wondered if poor blood circulation was the cause. He used a pendulum and chart to check the vibrational level of my feet. He went into a light trance as if to find out the cause or to fix the problem. Later, he used the pendulum to check if the condition had improved. He continued to use his tools to check the functional / vibrational level of my entire physical being.
During the session, few words were exchanged. He asked about a condition; I confirmed or told him I was not aware of it. From time to time, he went into a trance. Sometimes he came out of it after a short while. At other times, he stayed in his trance for quite a while. He detected a problem I did not know about as well as a problem I experienced yet I had not told him.
The session went on for a long time. It was supposed to be a one-hour session. I did not look up the time on my phone, but I knew an hour had passed. He was very patient with his work, and how could I mind the time if he did not! He also used the pendulum to check on my husband's well being. I knew my husband had some problems such as hip pain. However, he rarely talked about his health, and did not want to see any doctor. The master healer used his ability to raise my husband's vibration.
Afterward, we talked.
Later in our conversation, I finally asked for his advice. I told him how I got to hold a healing workshop while I did not even consider myself qualified to be a healer. (Re A Beautiful Pink Fish on the back of A White Dove ) He laughed heartily as he listened to my story.
When I talked about being judged, he said, "Sometimes an egoless act can be seen as egotistic by some people because people judge others from where they are at. As a black professor, I had been judged by many students." He shared with me some of his teaching experiences. He said, "I always teach others all that I know, and I hold nothing back." He taught his students with a great heart, and was truly an exemplary teacher (professor). He said, "In the beginning, many students thought that I was mean. People judge others because they don't know them. The good thing is, their view will change when they really come to know him or her. Is that not your case?" It was very, very true. I nodded with a smile.
A new school year was about to begin. The master healer had to go back to the university / his state soon. He had signed a lease for the office (the place where the session was held). Knowing that I did not have a place to practise healing, he said I could use the office for free. It was very kind of him. I told him I did not have a plan of what to do. He said he would help me to make a plan when he returned.
When I got into my car, it was 1:22 pm. It meant almost two and a half hour had gone by. At the same time, it was amazing to see 1:22 pm because 122 had become a significant number in the last few years.
122 - Your thoughts and your faith are very sacred tools that you brought to Earth in this incarnation. This number sequence is a sign for you to honor these tools and know how powerful they are.
I booked the session before Matthew revealed the important role the master healer played in the bigger divine plan. I am glad to have the session, and look forward to participate in the plan.
I will share the Day-2 retreat experience with you in my next post.
Many blessings,
Q of D
During the session, few words were exchanged. He asked about a condition; I confirmed or told him I was not aware of it. From time to time, he went into a trance. Sometimes he came out of it after a short while. At other times, he stayed in his trance for quite a while. He detected a problem I did not know about as well as a problem I experienced yet I had not told him.
The session went on for a long time. It was supposed to be a one-hour session. I did not look up the time on my phone, but I knew an hour had passed. He was very patient with his work, and how could I mind the time if he did not! He also used the pendulum to check on my husband's well being. I knew my husband had some problems such as hip pain. However, he rarely talked about his health, and did not want to see any doctor. The master healer used his ability to raise my husband's vibration.
Afterward, we talked.
Later in our conversation, I finally asked for his advice. I told him how I got to hold a healing workshop while I did not even consider myself qualified to be a healer. (Re A Beautiful Pink Fish on the back of A White Dove ) He laughed heartily as he listened to my story.
When I talked about being judged, he said, "Sometimes an egoless act can be seen as egotistic by some people because people judge others from where they are at. As a black professor, I had been judged by many students." He shared with me some of his teaching experiences. He said, "I always teach others all that I know, and I hold nothing back." He taught his students with a great heart, and was truly an exemplary teacher (professor). He said, "In the beginning, many students thought that I was mean. People judge others because they don't know them. The good thing is, their view will change when they really come to know him or her. Is that not your case?" It was very, very true. I nodded with a smile.
A new school year was about to begin. The master healer had to go back to the university / his state soon. He had signed a lease for the office (the place where the session was held). Knowing that I did not have a place to practise healing, he said I could use the office for free. It was very kind of him. I told him I did not have a plan of what to do. He said he would help me to make a plan when he returned.
When I got into my car, it was 1:22 pm. It meant almost two and a half hour had gone by. At the same time, it was amazing to see 1:22 pm because 122 had become a significant number in the last few years.
122 - Your thoughts and your faith are very sacred tools that you brought to Earth in this incarnation. This number sequence is a sign for you to honor these tools and know how powerful they are.
I booked the session before Matthew revealed the important role the master healer played in the bigger divine plan. I am glad to have the session, and look forward to participate in the plan.
I will share the Day-2 retreat experience with you in my next post.
Many blessings,
Q of D
P.S. During the 2-day workshop, the clairvoyant healer told us they had went to a lab. in the university to test the professor's (i.e. the master healer) brainwaves. The result was phenomenal. At one point, the lab technician was shocked to see no brainwave at all on the monitor when the professor got into a light trance. During the session, I asked the master healer if he was aware of his surroundings when he got into a light trance. He said he was still fully aware of what happened around him.
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