When One Is Healed, All Are Uplifted

Greetings!

Quite a while back, I learned from Meetup that a healer offered guided meditation and mini healing sessions for free.  The place was not near where I lived, but I always honored those that held the intention of service.  Therefore, I signed up for the meeting.

I brought with me the GPS device, but I had quite a bit of problem going there.  At one point, I turned off the GPS, and tried to figure out how to get there by myself.  Whenever I went to new places, I often gave myself an extra 20 to 30 minutes in case there was a traffic jam.  When I finally arrived at the parking lot of that place, it was 1 minute before the meeting was to start.  I sighed a breathe of relief, and released all my anxiety / frustration.

As I sat in the room, I could feel my guides and angels surrounding me with love.  I thanked them for sharing me with their energy and love.  

The room had some good energy.  There were 8 of us.  The healer worked on a few longer than the others.  She only stood in front of me for a short while.  I was in my own energy field, and did not feel any energy toward me.  When the healing sessions were over, the healer related the message she got, e.g. she felt the energy was stuck / blocked near the chest area of A and so on.  When it was my turn, she said she saw a lot of white light and some violet light around me.  She also saw lots of angels and guides surrounded me.  She said I did not need any healing.  When the meeting came to the end, she said to me, "If I post it on Meetup again, will you come back?"  I was surprised.  She did not say that to the others. 

Her words reminded me of my first time volunteering at the soup kitchen for the homeless in Jan. 2007.  When I was about to leave, the one in charge of the soup kitchen also asked, "Are you coming back next week (to volunteer)?"  (Re  Story 2 - How easy it is to judge and react )

For a brief while, I looked at her and did not answer right away.  Face it, earlier I had some problems of getting there.  Then I said 'Yes'.

When I left the center, I decided not to use the GPS device.  I thought I could head north and found my way home.  Wrong choice!  I drove in the wrong direction.  I got into a city / places that I had never been to.  I drove along the water front with big mansions lined up the road.  The scenery was beautiful, but I was not in a mood to appreciate it.  I called out to my angels and guides for help.  I drove around to look for a shopping mall, but there was no mall in sight.  I finally made a turn and found a place liked a station or something.  There were signs stating that only members could park there.  It did not matter to me because I was just relieved that I could find a place to park.  I took out the GPS device and touched 'Go home'.  I was finally home an hour and a half after I left the center.

I was recalling my experience with a big smile on my face.  😄😄😄😄😄  We might feel otherwise when we went through some of our experiences.  However, we should always remember - no matter what happened, everything IS going to be alright.  ALL IS WELL in the Loving Divine.  We are spirits in forms having a physical life.

Recently the same event was posted on Meetup.  I signed up because I had promised.  As I left my apartment, the GPS gave me the wrong instruction.  I knew I should turn right instead of left as instructed.  So I immediately parked my car, and let the GPS recalculate.  This time the instruction was right.  The drive was smooth.

There were fewer people than the last time.  I could feel my guides and angels' love as I sat there.  When the sessions were over, the healer gave messages to the others.  During healing, I observed she stayed by my side for quite a while or longer than last time, but she did not give me any message.  After the others left, I could not help but asked, "Do you have any message for me?"  It was then I learned she had not been feeling well for weeks.  She went to see doctors, but they could not find out what was wrong with her.  She was the one that received healing.  She was in my energy field.  She felt both of us were floating in the air.  After the session, she felt she had not felt that good for weeks.  She talked about my aura.  She said she had the feeling that she knew me.  Later, she gave me her business card.  Other than healing, she was a psychic that gave readings.

Both times I was there, I put a little money in the jar for donations before I left.  It was my way of showing gratitude for any center that opened the space for people to gather as well as the service of the facilitator(s).

In Be Observant of Our Pattern / Attitude , I wrote -

The woman said it was a shame that I had retired from healing work.  First, I had not been a professional healer.  Second, I always held the pure intention of service, and was opened to be a channel of healing and divine blessings to the others wherever I am.  I did not think I had retired or would ever retire from being a channel of healing. 

In I asked to be a channel of healing to the others, and I was , I said, " . . . . .When one is healed, all is healed for in truth We Are One."  Indeed, in the truth of oneness, when one was healed, all were uplifted.  Healer and the one that received healing were labels only.  Humility and gratitude often filled my heart when others allowed me to be part of their experience of healing /  divine grace.

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Upon introspection, I was grateful for the woman who thought I had retired from healing work.  She was an instrument to remind me more work needed to be done on myself and to be observant of the old patterns that were holding me back.  

Have a JOYOUS Thanksgiving!

Many Blessings,

Q of D

Be Observant of Our Pattern / Attitude

Greetings!

There had been lots of Internet or Wi-Fi interruptions in recent weeks / months.  The connection was lost on and off throughout the day.  At times there was no Internet for hours or even for a whole day.  As a result, I could not join a few zoom meetings that I had signed up for.  In the last few days, the connection was better than before.  

 

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In my last post She said, "It is a shame that you have retired  (from healing work)."  I could not respond right away because her words caught me by surprise.  I wanted to talk to her, but she did not seem to want to talk to me anymore.  I decided to let it go.

I had not been a professional healer.    

In late May of 2005, I joined a spiritual circle that met every Thursday from 10 a.m. to noon.  Whenever it was my turn to introduce myself, I said, "I am XXX XXX.  I am simple".  Some at the circle were psychics, mediums, healers, and channels.  They said that I was a healer.  I did not take it to heart even though I occasionally felt a surge of energy when I sat among people.  To me, I was a novice on a spiritual journey.  Two months later, the teacher of the circle told me that my spirit guide had been prompting her to tell me to learn healing.  My English was not good.  It was already unconceivable that my guide told me to teach and write.  I did not follow the guidance.  I just could not imagine myself working as a healer in a western culture.

A year and a half later, I finally told my guides, "I am ready to learn healing.  Please bring me a teacher."  Near the end of March 2007, I went to a 2-day healing workshop that was held in another center.  

The teacher of healing came from another state.  (Posts about the teacher We are all divine instruments from time to time and Their Way of Being Inspired Me )  Originally, she had said the workshop would be held in our center in April 2007.  After a mini session with her during the psychic night, I had decided to attend her workshop.  However, I had not told her.  On the last Thursday of February, a friend rushed in.  She did not come regularly because she lived in a city that was not near the center.  The teacher of healing sent her to tell me the workshop would be held in another center and in March instead of April.  At the time, I had not subscribed for the Internet, and did not have an email address.  Both the friend and the teacher did not know my phone number.  I would have missed the workshop if the teacher did not send the friend to tell me.   The teacher of healing had said she was in constant communication with the Divine (e.g. archangels and ascended masters).  Indeed, she was.

When I told my friends that I had learned a healing art, the teacher *** of the Thursday Circle asked me to be the on-site healer on Wednesdays.  (*** By then, she was also the owner of the center.)  Some people might be excited about the opportunity, but I was not.  The other on-site healers in the center were experienced healers.  Besides, a couple of my friends in our circle were Reiki masters.  They were qualified healers.  I just went to a healing workshop.  I could not be an on-site healer.  The teacher of the circle who was a long time professional psychic said Wednesday was mine if I accepted.  She saw more in me than I saw myself.  I said I would not accept money for sessions because I really did not know much about healing.  She said it was up to me.  To my teacher and friend, thank you for your love and support.  (Re More on my journey as a channel of spiritual healing energy )

Five months later, we moved to another state because our older son found a job there.  (Re The Amazing Prophetic Dreams of Moving - Story 1 )

Soon after the move, the teacher of healing called.  She told me that two Unity ministers that had gone to her healing workshop would be visiting a Unity church in the city I lived in.  The teacher said it might be the three of us could offer healing after Sunday service.  It did not happened because the two traveling ministers were there for their own agenda.  However, going to Unity Church was very much in the divine plan.  While I was there, I met a mother and daughter who were both mediums.  They gave me the address of a small interfaith church.  They said that church was for me.  They were right.  I eventually called the small church my spiritual home.

Later, the teacher of healing came to the city that I lived in to attend some events in a big spiritual center.  She called me, and we met in a restaurant.  She encouraged me to work as a healer.  She suggested for me to go to different spiritual / healing centers to present (or promote) myself.  I could not follow through on her advice.  With little earthly qualification, I thought no center would allow me to work there.  Above all, I did not know how to promote myself.   (Re Their Way of Being Inspired Me )         

On the last Sunday of Jan. 2008, I participated in the small church's quarterly healing service as one of the healers for the first time.  (Re It is the not knowing that makes life intriguing )  

In Oct., 2008, I had a vivid dream. I did not know how to interpret it.  It so happened I visited a holistic store a couple of days ago, and took its brochure home.  After the dream, I learned from the brochure that there was a free dream interpretation on that day.  A few months later, I was shocked to learn that the store had printed out its Feb. brochure that I would be holding a healing workshop at the end of Feb.  Though I understood divine plan was at work, I was stressed out and got sick before the workshop.  I was made well the day before the workshop.  (Re A beautiful pink fish on the back of a white dove )

I was very, very relieved after the workshop was over.  I thought I would not hold another workshop again.  I did not know I would be holding the second workshop 8 months later, and would go through a drama of misunderstanding.  Eventually, my friends and I held two more workshops before I left that state in 2012.  Many people talked about creating vision boards.  In my case, the human I had not envisioned holding any healing workshop at all.  (Re  Cooperation and the human drama of misunderstanding )  

After the first two healing workshops, the church kindly allowed me / us to hold a healing circle once a month after Sunday service.  Many people had gone to healing workshops, but did not have a place to practice what they had learned afterward.  The healing circle was open to people that wanted to receive healing as well as those that wanted to give / practice healing (any healing modality).  There was no charge.      

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The incident (i.e. She said, "It is a shame that you have retired") happened in 2023.  It reminded me of a similar incident while I was with the small church.  After the quarterly healing service, a woman walked to me and said, "You are a healer!  Why do you work in a cafeteria?"  I was not good in remembering faces and names.  She looked familiar to me, i.e. someone I had seen at church.  While I tried to remember who she was, she walked away.  I wished both of them had taken the time to talk to me.  I would have been very grateful if they did.

The woman said it was a shame that I had retired from healing work.  First, I had not been a professional healer.  Second, I always held the pure intention of service, and was opened to be a channel of healing and divine blessings to the others wherever I am.  I did not think I had retired or would ever retire from being a channel of healing.  

I had not shared with my friends at church about how I came to work in a cafeteria.  It had something to do with a dream.  In a reading some months later, the channeled message confirmed there was a purpose for me to work in the cafeteria.  However, the plan did not come to fruition.  I had to leave that state because of my husband's condition and my son found a new job in another state.  As for the caregiver job, I thought of not accepting the job while I was driving home after the interview.  Lo and behold, the license plate of a car in the next lane drew my attention.  It was with the name of my angel!  And, I changed my mind.  It was the same with working as a volunteer for a Chinese charity group.  Week after week, there was nothing to do in the office.  The phone rarely rang.  I could not help but wondered why I was there.  The human I might not know the reason, but the Divine knew.  (Re I saw no purpose of being there )

   

When the 2023 incident resurfaced in my mind, I did not think much about it.  A few days later, two past dream experiences came to my mind.  

1.    In the dream, I kept asking myself, "Why am I here?"  (published on Feb. 15, 2021) and the subsequent post Have a Great New Beginning 

2.    The pattern in my life that needed to be changed (published on June 9, 2012)

It was a shocking realization that years and years had gone by, and I still went through life with similar attitude / pattern.  In August 2016, the spiritual teacher had said to me, "When you accept who you are, you will be much more and can help many people."  (Re Day 1 of the one-week evening spiritual retreat )  In recent years, I was at ease and at peace with myself / life.  I thought I had accepted who I am.  Obviously, it was a false assumption since I doubted myself even in my dream.  The resurfacing of the 2023 incident was a reminder for me to work on myself, to be observant of my action and thinking, and to let go of patterns and thought that did not serve me.

Nov. 28, 2024 will be Thanksgiving Day.  Happy and peaceful holidays to all of you!

Love and Blessings,

Q of D