Greetings!
On Day 1, the spiritual teacher said to me, "When you accept who you are, you will be much more and can help many people." His words caused a reaction within me.
At night, I recalled two separate incidents* during which others had related similar messages to me. I realized following the guidance did not equate to accepting who I am. I also realized it was my wrong view or attitude that was blocking me from accepting who I am. In the morning, I woke up with a positive affirmation and more insight.
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In the evening, I went to Day 2 of the spiritual retreat.
After I greeted the teacher, I went down to the basement. I bowed in front of the pictures of the masters before I sat on the same chair.
People sitting in the front rows of beige chairs were pretty much the same. New people were guided to sit on chairs that were unoccupied the day before. When the teacher came, we stood up until he sat down. I still could not see the teacher from where I sat. However, something had changed! It might be a few people sitting in the front had changed their sitting postures. It could also be one or two people had slightly moved their chairs. The change created a space that I could look directly at the pictures of the masters! Incredibly, I felt a strong vibrational connection as I looked at the pictures. Powerful energy kept flowing into me throughout the discourse.
Near the end of the gathering, Matthew announced we would meet at 8:30 pm instead of 8:00 pm for the rest of the week. I thought, "Oh, no! There will not be much sunlight when I drive here."
It was pretty late when the discourse was over. I rushed to leave. I got into the car and plugged in the GPS. Soon, I saw a car close behind me. It added to my anxiety because I could not drive as slow as I needed to. At one point, I thought there was still a little distance before I had to make a turn. My judgment was off, and my car hit a curb. There was no damage to the car or the curb because I was driving at a slow speed. However, I was somewhat shaken up. Most of all, I was upset with myself.
At home, I told my husband about it. I told him I could not see the roads clearly inside the residential area, and the starting time had changed to 8:30 pm. I said it might be I should not go to the retreat anymore. My husband said, "So don't go."
When my son learned about it, he said, "Mom, there is not much difference between driving on the main roads and the roads inside residential areas. You just have to focus on the short distance ahead of you." I said, "You and your father are taller than me. When I sat inside the car, I cannot even see the hood." He said, "Why don't you raise the car seat so that you can see better." I said, "I just cannot see as well as during the day." He asked, "Why?" I said, "Don't you know that people's receptivity to light diminishes as they get old?" My son did not want to hear anything about aging. As usual, he went on to talk about exceptions that some people had defied aging. Not in the mood to carry on the conversation, I said, "I have made up my mind. I will not go to the retreat tomorrow." My son said, "If you don't want to go, don't go. It is your choice."
My son did not understand my anxiety of driving at night. The truth was I seldom went out by myself at night. I had been too dependent on my family to do the driving in the last twelve years.
At night, I thought about the vibrational connection when I looked at the pictures of the masters. I also thought about how amazing the divine plan had been. (Re The Amazing Divine Plan Continues and The Unveiling of A Divine Plan ) Still, I went to bed thinking I would not go to the spiritual discourse the following day. I told myself it was alright to skip a day or two.
I shall continue with my story in my next post.
Peace,
Q of D
Thursday, September 29, 2016
Sunday, September 25, 2016
The Session with the Master Healer
Greetings!
Before I went to Day 2 of the spiritual retreat in the evening, I had an appointment for a session with the master healer that morning.
I had promised my younger son I would ask for the master healer's advice as how to move forward with my healing work. (Re A Beautiful Rainbow in the Sky ) I had not planned when to ask or what to say. I set the intention and placed my trust in the Loving Divine.
P.S. During the 2-day workshop, the clairvoyant healer told us they had went to a lab. in the university to test the professor's (i.e. the master healer) brainwaves. The result was phenomenal. At one point, the lab technician was shocked to see no brainwave at all on the monitor when the professor got into a light trance. During the session, I asked the master healer if he was aware of his surroundings when he got into a light trance. He said he was still fully aware of what happened around him.
Before I went to Day 2 of the spiritual retreat in the evening, I had an appointment for a session with the master healer that morning.
I had promised my younger son I would ask for the master healer's advice as how to move forward with my healing work. (Re A Beautiful Rainbow in the Sky ) I had not planned when to ask or what to say. I set the intention and placed my trust in the Loving Divine.
The session was similar to having a session with a doctor / counselor. He sat behind a big office desk while I sat on a chair across from him. I told him the symptoms of my physical being that bothered me. For instance, I had concerns about my feet. I wondered if poor blood circulation was the cause. He used a pendulum and chart to check the vibrational level of my feet. He went into a light trance as if to find out the cause or to fix the problem. Later, he used the pendulum to check if the condition had improved. He continued to use his tools to check the functional / vibrational level of my entire physical being.
During the session, few words were exchanged. He asked about a condition; I confirmed or told him I was not aware of it. From time to time, he went into a trance. Sometimes he came out of it after a short while. At other times, he stayed in his trance for quite a while. He detected a problem I did not know about as well as a problem I experienced yet I had not told him.
The session went on for a long time. It was supposed to be a one-hour session. I did not look up the time on my phone, but I knew an hour had passed. He was very patient with his work, and how could I mind the time if he did not! He also used the pendulum to check on my husband's well being. I knew my husband had some problems such as hip pain. However, he rarely talked about his health, and did not want to see any doctor. The master healer used his ability to raise my husband's vibration.
Afterward, we talked.
Later in our conversation, I finally asked for his advice. I told him how I got to hold a healing workshop while I did not even consider myself qualified to be a healer. (Re A Beautiful Pink Fish on the back of A White Dove ) He laughed heartily as he listened to my story.
When I talked about being judged, he said, "Sometimes an egoless act can be seen as egotistic by some people because people judge others from where they are at. As a black professor, I had been judged by many students." He shared with me some of his teaching experiences. He said, "I always teach others all that I know, and I hold nothing back." He taught his students with a great heart, and was truly an exemplary teacher (professor). He said, "In the beginning, many students thought that I was mean. People judge others because they don't know them. The good thing is, their view will change when they really come to know him or her. Is that not your case?" It was very, very true. I nodded with a smile.
A new school year was about to begin. The master healer had to go back to the university / his state soon. He had signed a lease for the office (the place where the session was held). Knowing that I did not have a place to practise healing, he said I could use the office for free. It was very kind of him. I told him I did not have a plan of what to do. He said he would help me to make a plan when he returned.
When I got into my car, it was 1:22 pm. It meant almost two and a half hour had gone by. At the same time, it was amazing to see 1:22 pm because 122 had become a significant number in the last few years.
122 - Your thoughts and your faith are very sacred tools that you brought to Earth in this incarnation. This number sequence is a sign for you to honor these tools and know how powerful they are.
I booked the session before Matthew revealed the important role the master healer played in the bigger divine plan. I am glad to have the session, and look forward to participate in the plan.
I will share the Day-2 retreat experience with you in my next post.
Many blessings,
Q of D
During the session, few words were exchanged. He asked about a condition; I confirmed or told him I was not aware of it. From time to time, he went into a trance. Sometimes he came out of it after a short while. At other times, he stayed in his trance for quite a while. He detected a problem I did not know about as well as a problem I experienced yet I had not told him.
The session went on for a long time. It was supposed to be a one-hour session. I did not look up the time on my phone, but I knew an hour had passed. He was very patient with his work, and how could I mind the time if he did not! He also used the pendulum to check on my husband's well being. I knew my husband had some problems such as hip pain. However, he rarely talked about his health, and did not want to see any doctor. The master healer used his ability to raise my husband's vibration.
Afterward, we talked.
Later in our conversation, I finally asked for his advice. I told him how I got to hold a healing workshop while I did not even consider myself qualified to be a healer. (Re A Beautiful Pink Fish on the back of A White Dove ) He laughed heartily as he listened to my story.
When I talked about being judged, he said, "Sometimes an egoless act can be seen as egotistic by some people because people judge others from where they are at. As a black professor, I had been judged by many students." He shared with me some of his teaching experiences. He said, "I always teach others all that I know, and I hold nothing back." He taught his students with a great heart, and was truly an exemplary teacher (professor). He said, "In the beginning, many students thought that I was mean. People judge others because they don't know them. The good thing is, their view will change when they really come to know him or her. Is that not your case?" It was very, very true. I nodded with a smile.
A new school year was about to begin. The master healer had to go back to the university / his state soon. He had signed a lease for the office (the place where the session was held). Knowing that I did not have a place to practise healing, he said I could use the office for free. It was very kind of him. I told him I did not have a plan of what to do. He said he would help me to make a plan when he returned.
When I got into my car, it was 1:22 pm. It meant almost two and a half hour had gone by. At the same time, it was amazing to see 1:22 pm because 122 had become a significant number in the last few years.
122 - Your thoughts and your faith are very sacred tools that you brought to Earth in this incarnation. This number sequence is a sign for you to honor these tools and know how powerful they are.
I booked the session before Matthew revealed the important role the master healer played in the bigger divine plan. I am glad to have the session, and look forward to participate in the plan.
I will share the Day-2 retreat experience with you in my next post.
Many blessings,
Q of D
P.S. During the 2-day workshop, the clairvoyant healer told us they had went to a lab. in the university to test the professor's (i.e. the master healer) brainwaves. The result was phenomenal. At one point, the lab technician was shocked to see no brainwave at all on the monitor when the professor got into a light trance. During the session, I asked the master healer if he was aware of his surroundings when he got into a light trance. He said he was still fully aware of what happened around him.
Sunday, September 18, 2016
Day 1 of the one-week evening spiritual retreat
Greetings!
The one-week spiritual retreat began a day after the healing workshop was over.
We were supposed to meet in Samuel and Beth's house at 7:30 p.m. During the second day of the healing workshop, Samuel announced the retreat would start at 8 p.m. instead of 7:30 p.m. Two days later, the starting time was changed to 8:30 p.m.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Samuel and Beth's house was not far from where I lived. It was a big, beautiful house filled with wonderful, peaceful energy.
I seldom went out at night. With age, my eyes' receptivity to light was down. I had no problem driving home after work in the evening because I was familiar with those roads. They were main roads, and were well-lighted at night. I knew I would be fine driving to their house since the sun was still up. However, I felt anxious about driving home afterward because most residential areas did not have sufficient lighting.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
When I entered the house, some people were waiting to greet the spiritual teacher.
There was an old Chinese saying that we should follow other people's customs when we were in their house / community. In other words, we should respect other people's culture and tradition. When it was my turn, I showed the teacher my respect with all my heart and soul. Samuel talked to the teacher about my energy. In response, the teacher said to Samuel, "She is an instrument." He turned to me and said, "When you accept who you are, you will be much more and can help many people." He blessed me by placing his hands over my head. Other people were waiting to talk to him. I did not ask him to explain, but his words drew a strong emotional reaction within.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
A woman said the teacher would give his discourse in the basement. I decided to walk downstairs since I did not know most of the people there.
In the basement, there was a table with two big pictures of the globally known spiritual masters that had moved on, and a small picture of the teacher. (Re my last post) I bowed and prayed.
A few men were setting up video and audio equipments. There were different columns of chairs. In the main column, four or five rows of beige chairs were placed in the front. Behind those beige chairs were rows of orange-tan chairs. I decided to sit in the center of the first row of orange-tan chairs. There were seven chairs in that row, i.e. three to my right and three to my left.
Gradually, people walked into the basement and sat down. Then the teacher came. I thought I could see him during his discourse since he sat directly facing the main column. I was wrong. The master healer sat in the center of the first row. His friend sat next to him. They were both tall. Besides, people took up all the seats in the front rows. My view of the teacher as well as the pictures of the two masters was blocked.
In the beginning, five people (incl. me) sat in my row. The chair to my left and the chair to my right were unoccupied. Some people sat in the rows behind us. Later, more people came. Some looked at the empty chairs next to me, but they went to sit somewhere else. (To me, that was interesting.) I knew I might have a better view of the pictures or the teacher if I moved to sit on either chair next to me. Somehow, I remained sitting where I was.
After the teacher finished his discourse, Samuel said the teacher asked us to sit on the same chair throughout the 7-day retreat. I could not recall the exact words of what Samuel said. My understanding was we formed a connection with the Divine from where we sat (or the chair retained our energy after we sat on it); appropriate / unique high frequency energies that were beneficial to our spiritual evolvement would continue to flow into us throughout the evenings of the retreat; therefore, it was imperative for us to sit on the same spot.
I left the house soon after the discourse was over. It was dark outside. I had to press the button on my car key in order to find my car. I plugged in the GPS. I struggled a little bit to follow the instructions on the GPS to make some short distance turns to get out of the subdivision. I was relieved when I arrived at the parking lot of our apartment.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
At home, I thought about what the teacher said.
In my unawakened state, I really did not know 'who I truly am'. I might get a hint here and there, e.g. in readings and mystical experiences. I had said affirmations about my divinity from time to time. Still, I could not say I knew 'who I am'. "Since I do not know who I am, how can I accept who I am as the teacher said?" Other than this reaction, part of me felt I had accepted who I was.
My older son was not interested in spiritual matter, but I needed someone to talk to. I briefly told him what happened. I said, "I have followed the guidance to sit among people. I had allowed myself to be an instrument on some occasions even though I knew some might misunderstand / judge me. I thought I have accepted who I am." My son thought for a while. He said,"Mom, you have not accepted who you are." I asked him to explain. He simply repeated his comment, "No, you have not accepted who you are." He went back to what he was doing.
Anytime when we (or I) had a strong reaction to something, there underlay a cause we needed to deal with. (Re Part 4 - Afterthought of the Whole Experience ) That was my case with the teacher's words. "What does it mean when I accept who I am? How do I accept who I am? Who am I? How is it that I have not accepted who I am?" I did not have the answers to these questions. However, there was one thing in my heart that had never changed. I had always wanted to be of service. The teacher said, "When you accept who you are, you will be much more and can help many people." I did want what the teacher said to happen. In the quietness of the night, I prayed to the Divine for help.
Love,
Q of D
The one-week spiritual retreat began a day after the healing workshop was over.
We were supposed to meet in Samuel and Beth's house at 7:30 p.m. During the second day of the healing workshop, Samuel announced the retreat would start at 8 p.m. instead of 7:30 p.m. Two days later, the starting time was changed to 8:30 p.m.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Samuel and Beth's house was not far from where I lived. It was a big, beautiful house filled with wonderful, peaceful energy.
I seldom went out at night. With age, my eyes' receptivity to light was down. I had no problem driving home after work in the evening because I was familiar with those roads. They were main roads, and were well-lighted at night. I knew I would be fine driving to their house since the sun was still up. However, I felt anxious about driving home afterward because most residential areas did not have sufficient lighting.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
When I entered the house, some people were waiting to greet the spiritual teacher.
There was an old Chinese saying that we should follow other people's customs when we were in their house / community. In other words, we should respect other people's culture and tradition. When it was my turn, I showed the teacher my respect with all my heart and soul. Samuel talked to the teacher about my energy. In response, the teacher said to Samuel, "She is an instrument." He turned to me and said, "When you accept who you are, you will be much more and can help many people." He blessed me by placing his hands over my head. Other people were waiting to talk to him. I did not ask him to explain, but his words drew a strong emotional reaction within.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
A woman said the teacher would give his discourse in the basement. I decided to walk downstairs since I did not know most of the people there.
In the basement, there was a table with two big pictures of the globally known spiritual masters that had moved on, and a small picture of the teacher. (Re my last post) I bowed and prayed.
A few men were setting up video and audio equipments. There were different columns of chairs. In the main column, four or five rows of beige chairs were placed in the front. Behind those beige chairs were rows of orange-tan chairs. I decided to sit in the center of the first row of orange-tan chairs. There were seven chairs in that row, i.e. three to my right and three to my left.
Gradually, people walked into the basement and sat down. Then the teacher came. I thought I could see him during his discourse since he sat directly facing the main column. I was wrong. The master healer sat in the center of the first row. His friend sat next to him. They were both tall. Besides, people took up all the seats in the front rows. My view of the teacher as well as the pictures of the two masters was blocked.
In the beginning, five people (incl. me) sat in my row. The chair to my left and the chair to my right were unoccupied. Some people sat in the rows behind us. Later, more people came. Some looked at the empty chairs next to me, but they went to sit somewhere else. (To me, that was interesting.) I knew I might have a better view of the pictures or the teacher if I moved to sit on either chair next to me. Somehow, I remained sitting where I was.
After the teacher finished his discourse, Samuel said the teacher asked us to sit on the same chair throughout the 7-day retreat. I could not recall the exact words of what Samuel said. My understanding was we formed a connection with the Divine from where we sat (or the chair retained our energy after we sat on it); appropriate / unique high frequency energies that were beneficial to our spiritual evolvement would continue to flow into us throughout the evenings of the retreat; therefore, it was imperative for us to sit on the same spot.
I left the house soon after the discourse was over. It was dark outside. I had to press the button on my car key in order to find my car. I plugged in the GPS. I struggled a little bit to follow the instructions on the GPS to make some short distance turns to get out of the subdivision. I was relieved when I arrived at the parking lot of our apartment.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
At home, I thought about what the teacher said.
In my unawakened state, I really did not know 'who I truly am'. I might get a hint here and there, e.g. in readings and mystical experiences. I had said affirmations about my divinity from time to time. Still, I could not say I knew 'who I am'. "Since I do not know who I am, how can I accept who I am as the teacher said?" Other than this reaction, part of me felt I had accepted who I was.
My older son was not interested in spiritual matter, but I needed someone to talk to. I briefly told him what happened. I said, "I have followed the guidance to sit among people. I had allowed myself to be an instrument on some occasions even though I knew some might misunderstand / judge me. I thought I have accepted who I am." My son thought for a while. He said,"Mom, you have not accepted who you are." I asked him to explain. He simply repeated his comment, "No, you have not accepted who you are." He went back to what he was doing.
Anytime when we (or I) had a strong reaction to something, there underlay a cause we needed to deal with. (Re Part 4 - Afterthought of the Whole Experience ) That was my case with the teacher's words. "What does it mean when I accept who I am? How do I accept who I am? Who am I? How is it that I have not accepted who I am?" I did not have the answers to these questions. However, there was one thing in my heart that had never changed. I had always wanted to be of service. The teacher said, "When you accept who you are, you will be much more and can help many people." I did want what the teacher said to happen. In the quietness of the night, I prayed to the Divine for help.
Love,
Q of D
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