The Beauty of A Bouquet of Flowers

Greetings!

In my last post The Unveiling of A Divine Plan, I wrote that the prophecy of a divine plan that Matthew related was an answer to one of the questions I had since my Dec. 2001 reading.

Here is the story.

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In the last quarter of 1999, many times I woke up during the night, and was told to look at the clock.  It was always 4:44 am.  I did not know what to make of it.  At the time, I was going through the challenging restaurant years.  I had not begun to read spiritual books.  I did not know we had spirit guides and angels around us all the time.

One early morning, I woke up hearing a man's voice loud and clear.  He said only one sentence.  I thought I must have overheard a neighbor talking, but everywhere was very quiet.  It was the strangest sentence that I had ever heard, and there was no way it came from my mind / my imagination.

Not long after, I had more unexplainable mystical experiences.  For instance, I saw a pocket size green bible in our sons' bedroom.  (Our sons lived on campuses, and came home once every few weeks.)  I picked up the little bible.  The number of a page came to my mind.  I saw a name on the page.  I asked for another page number.  The same name also appeared on that page.  Months later, I had a similar experience when I held a book I borrowed from the library.  I saw the same name again.  These occurrences bothered me a lot.  Not knowing what to make of it, I tried to put them behind me.

Meanwhile, I happened to see numbers such as 444, 222, 333, and 1111 from time to time, e.g. time on the clock, total on receipts, invoice numbers, and license plates.  I eventually learned from books that they were sacred / angelic numbers, and 444 meant the Power of God's Love.  I also learned we all had our own spirit guides and angels.

The "Night Vision - Pieces of a Dream" Phenomenon " experience opened up a whole new relationship between the Divine and me.  The Grace of God experience touched the core of my being.  I was grateful beyond words.  I wondered what was my life purpose and how might I serve.

Near the end of 2001, I finally made an appointment for a reading by phone with a well known intuitive / angel channel.  (We lived many states apart.)  Her voice was sweet, clear, and pure.  I was nervous to speak in English, but her voice calmed me.  (Re Seeing the Birds ... )

Through her, my spirit guide confirmed the early morning message was not my imagination.  He said that to me in order to shake me out of the rut.  (At the time, I worried a lot because of the challenging situations in the restaurant.)  My angels and guides said there was no time for me to play small, and I should go among people without delay.  They said I should teach more, write, and share my wisdom.

When I asked about my connection with the name, the channel saw an image of a woman taking me under her arm as her personal child; however, we were not related by blood.  My guides / angels explained we had lived similar lifetimes trying to prove we belonged to circles or families while others said we did not belong.  They said we had the same courage and strength.  Then the channel paused.  She said my guides and angels said I could recall the woman's past life as if my own.  They were showing her that it had something to do with the energetic template I brought with me in this lifetime, but she did not understand what it meant.  At that moment, the being (i.e. the woman) appeared.  The channel related her advice for me.  She talked about discernment, and said that I should not care what others said of me.

I asked about my life purpose.  They said it was very important for me to sit among people.  My guide also said, "Your individual divine plan stands and shines alone, yet it is part of a bigger divine plan.  It is like a beautiful bouquet of flowers.  The beauty of a bouquet of flowers comes from the beauty of each individual flower, with each flower complementing one another . . . ."

Since I was not comfortable speaking in English, I often listened without asking questions.  I had lots of doubts about what I heard, yet I did not say anything.

After the reading, I had more questions than answers.  I had not asked my guides and angels to explain why it was important for me to sit among other people.  They asked me to teach, write and share my wisdom.  My English was not good.  How could I teach and write?  Besides, what wisdom did I have?  What did it mean that the being took me under her arm as if her personal child yet we were not related by blood?  How could I recall her past life as if my own since we were two separate beings?  The channel said my guides and angels showed her an energetic template (?) that I brought with me into this lifetime, but she did not understand what they were trying to show her.  What did all of these mean?  For years, I also thought about the bigger divine plan mentioned in the reading.  What was it?  When would I join the others? 

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On the first day of the August workshop, a woman suddenly asked if anyone knew what 444 meant.  She said she kept seeing 444.  Before I said anything, Matthew excitedly said he often saw 444 in the beginning of his spiritual journey.  At that time, he did not know what it meant.  Now, he still  saw 444 as well as 1111 coincidentally from time to time.  He said 444 and 1111 were sacred angelic numbers.  I smiled.  I did not say anything because it was the master healer's workshop.  "444, what a connection!" I thought.

On the second day, the spiritual teacher signaled for Matthew to relate the prophecy and the divine plan.  It was a total surprise to me.  However, I knew the bigger divine plan was finally revealed.  (See P. S. 4)

In love and truth, I share with you my experience.

Peace and blessings,
Q of D

P. S.
1. In the 2001 reading, my angels and guides said I would soon enter a period of influx.  They told me what to do / pray for.  Instead of feeling excited and following their advice, I did the opposite.  I shared that experience in my post Do you really mean what you pray for? with the hope that others might learn from my mistake.

2. After we sold the restaurant, I gradually stepped out of my comfort zone to sit among people.  Many times I felt powerful energy flowed into me.  I understood I might be a conduit of healing, but I did not know how the energy worked.  In June of 2009, I borrowed some books from the library.  One of the books was interesting yet difficult to read.  It was by a great channel.  There were many things that I had never heard of.  Some terms were challenging to my mind.  Sometimes I had to reread a page.  At night I went to bed with that book.  Later, I happened to read two pages that answered most of the questions I had mentioned above.  It was a night I would never forget.  ( About the night of June, 2009, please click to view The Conclusion of the Mystery of a Sister )

3. In 2011, I used the words of my spirit guide on "The beauty of a bouquet of flowers" in my talk at church.

4. In time, I realized this was not the bigger divine plan that was said in the reading.  However, what had happened was in divine order.  My participation in the eventual gatherings solved the mystery of a strange dream that I had decades ago.  (Re A Strange Dream )

The Unveiling of A Divine Plan

Greetings!

I wanted to finish my story of the workshop before the end of August, but I could not. This was an experience that included many people.  At times, I found it challenging to write about it because I must protect the privacy of others.  However, I knew I was supposed to share my experiences.  For this, I would continue to write.  Meanwhile, I prayed to the Divine for all the help I could get.  May love, light (wisdom), and truth shine through.

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A Beautiful Rainbow in the Sky and
The Rainbow and the Spiritual Teacher from another country

Matthew placed two executive office chairs in the front for the spiritual teacher and the master healer.  After they sat down, some people (particularly those that flew in from other state) walked forward to receive their blessings.

The spiritual teacher was a retired Vice Chancellor of a university, a scholar in English literature, and a profound writer.  He was a lifelong disciple of two globally known spiritual masters that had moved on.  Many at the gathering (e.g. Matthew, Samuel, Beth, and those that flew in for the gathering) were of the same ethnicity as the spiritual teacher, and were disciples of the teacher and / or the two masters.  (I meant people that were older might be disciples of the two masters that had moved on.)

During the workshop, the master healer talked to a few of the young people that flew in.  Matthew said a young woman had already published 4 books on consciousness. It was remarkable since she was only about 30 years old.  It showed that these young people were gifted and special.  I did not know how many came from other state(s).  It might be 7 or 8 including the young man that talked to me on the first day of the workshop.

The master healer was an American.  He still worked as a professor in his state.  He was the founder of a wellness center, and had his own spiritual group.  In the June gathering and the workshop, I met quite a few that seemed to have known him / worked with him for a long time, yet they lived locally (i.e. in the state I lived in).  That afternoon, some if not all that walked forward to receive his blessings could have met him for the first time.  They were the disciples of the spiritual teacher.  However, they showed the master healer uttermost respect as they did toward their teacher.

As I watched, I felt there was much more about the workshop than I knew.  It seemed some people knew why we were there beforehand, and this was a very special occasion.

Then the spiritual teacher signaled for Matthew to relate the story behind the gathering.  In his excitement, Matthew talked very fast.  I only got to hear part of what he said.  Matthew said we were not there that afternoon by accident.  We were there because of a divine plan.  It was about a prophecy regarding the coming together of some souls at this time for a new movement; to collect data so as to foster changes in the traditional way of diagnose and treatment of illnesses.  According to the prophecy, the master healer had the energy code to put the movement into motion, and the rest of us were the chosen ones to help laying the foundation of this movement.  (Matthew talked much more in depth about the prophecy, but I could not recall his exact words.)

Though some knew why we were there, but there were also people like me that knew nothing.  A few left soon after the gathering was over.  A prophecy that we had not heard of.  The difference of cultures could also be a cause of skepticism.  Sometimes it was hard for the human self to take in what happened before us.  I had attended gatherings feeling I did not belong.  We all made decisions at every situation.  It was not about right or wrong.

I went to the workshop to show my love and respect for the healers.  I wanted to hear about their stories, gifts, and abilities.  I had not expected to hear about the prophecy and the divine plan.

How did I look at all that had happened?

Well, I sat there in awe of what had happened.  Finally, finally, finally, after 14 or almost 15 years, another big piece of my spiritual jigsaw puzzle had fallen into place.

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After the first day of the workshop, I drove home with peace in my heart.  In the evening, I saw a big, beautiful rainbow in the sky.

On my drive home after the second day of the workshop, my heart was filled with awe and gratitude.  I finally got an  answer to one of the questions that I had since the Dec. 15, 2001 reading.  About two miles away from home, lots and lots of white birds appeared out of nowhere.  They were all over the sky within a few blocks of the street. It was an incredible sight and divine sign!

In my next post, I shall explain why the movement is a big piece in my spiritual jigsaw puzzle.  

(Next post The Beauty of A Bouquet of Flowers .  Please read the postscripts below that post particularly P.S. # 4)

Love and Blessings,
Q of D

The Rainbow and the Spiritual Teacher from another country

Greetings!

The second day of the workshop was not a whole day event as the first day.  It was a three-hour meeting in the late afternoon.

When I saw the schedule online, I felt it was odd.  Why would we meet three hours in the late afternoon?  Why not in the morning or in the early afternoon?  I assumed the healers might have other commitment earlier that day.

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The workshop was held in a therapy office owned by the young man that had taken the time to talk to my son about keeping an open mind toward spiritual matters.  (Re I asked to be a source of healing, and I was )  In this post and other posts that will follow, I would call him Matthew (not his real name).

The organizer of the group, the couple* that had graceful allowed the use of their house for previous gatherings, and some of its group members that I met in June were also at the workshop.  (*I would call them Samuel and Beth.)

On the first day, each chair was originally placed along the walls with ample space for people to move around.  Later, more chairs were brought in to accommodate people that came.  The room became crowded.  It seemed many at the workshop had not signed up online.

During a break, a young man that sat next to Matthew walked to me.  He told me he flew in from another state for this particular event.  He was also a therapist, and had been working in Matthew's office in that state.  It was then I learned Matthew owned therapy office(s) in other state(s).

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On the second day, I arrived at the place a few minutes early.

I was surprised to see new faces kept walking in.  They were young men and women in their 20 s or 30 s.  They did not come on the first day.  This did not happen in other two-day workshops that I had attended.  Later, I learned they were either Matthew's friends or employees.  They had flown in from other state.

After everybody sat down, the master healer asked if anybody had any special experience after the first day of the workshop.  A woman said she felt warmer than usual.  Another woman briefly said something.  Then people sat there quietly.  I decided to talk about the rainbow.

I said, "When I went for a walk in the evening, I saw a big, beautiful rainbow in the sky.  To me, that is a divine sign.  It signifies the presence of a realized one."  (To be honest, this simply came out of my mouth, but I was at peace with what I said.)

Matthew rose from his chair with excitement.  He said, "After the workshop, we went to Samuel's house to listen to the spiritual teacher's discourse.  During meditation, many saw (in their mind-eyes ??) a rainbow appeared above the spiritual teacher's head."

The spiritual teacher from another country was known as a realized one (or self-realized).  What a confirmation it was to see a rainbow in the sky while many saw a rainbow above the teacher in the house!

The master healer asked how many people saw the rainbow in the sky.  Only a few raised their hands.  People probably stayed inside, and did not see the rainbow.  That evening, there were people taking walks as I did, but most saw the rainbow as nothing special.  It was all meant to be.  The touch (or sign) of God was a personal experience.  There was no right or wrong.  

Samuel walked forward and told us the spiritual teacher would come at 5:30 pm.  At this point, I kind of understood why those young men and women flew in for this particular event.

During the workshop, the master healer asked the clairvoyant healer to work on the young man that came to talk to me the day before.  It was then I learned the young man needed healing for he was in a serious accident.  The clairvoyant healer worked on the young man for quite some time.  He was a wonderful healer.  He was humble and honest.

Some healers could sense or see where or what to work on when people came to them for healing.  I could neither sense nor see.  That was why I did not know the young man needed healing.  Some people told me I was a natural healer.  I did not know what it meant.  When people thanked me for healing them, I was as grateful as they were for the love of the Divine.

At 5:30 pm, the spiritual teacher walked in with some people.  In the next half hour, I would hear something that I had never expected.  I would understand why some people flew in from other state just to be there that late afternoon.

Life is a mystery, and the story continues.

Many blessings,
Q of D