Greetings!
After Day 2, I went to sleep thinking of not going to the retreat the following evening.
In the morning, I woke up with this thought.
"You hit the curb because you had to look at the GPS as when to turn. When you saw that you should turn, it was too late. You struggle because you are not familiar with the roads. Go there and make sure you know the turns well. Or, you can find another route that is easy and has less turns."
Then a story that my husband told me long time ago came to my mind. My husband had once worked in a restaurant with four owners. After he worked there for a while, he learned one of the owners had a car accident some years back. He fully recovered from his injuries, but he was too scared to drive again. Everyday others picked him up and drove him home at night. When his wife and children needed to go somewhere, he had to ask his friends, relatives, or employees to drive them. My husband told me the story because he felt it was sad that the man had given in to fear. The man was only in his late 40 s. He was healthy, and did not sustain any lasting injury from the car accident. As I recalled the man's story, I thought, "I do not want to live like that. I will not let fear control me."
I rose from my bed. I took a shower. I walked into the family room and told my husband, "I am going to the evening retreat. Will you please help me with raising the car seat? I am going there this morning because I want to know the roads. I may use another route to get to the house." Of course, my husband was surprised. As usual, he did not say anything. Sitting on the raised car seat, I knew everything was going to be all right.
I followed the instructions on the GPS to get to the house on the first two days, but the online info had mentioned another route. Indeed, the new route was easy and with less turns.
During the discourse, I could see the pictures of the masters. Half way through, a man sitting on the second row in the front left. I could see the teacher too. As the evening before, powerful energy kept flowing into me and through me. I sat there listening to the discourse as well as bathing in light.
The drive home was smooth. I did not have to use the GPS. I was very grateful for the insight that came to me in the morning. Thank you, guides and angels.
Many blessings,
Q of D
Friday, September 30, 2016
Thursday, September 29, 2016
Day 2 of the spiritual retreat
Greetings!
On Day 1, the spiritual teacher said to me, "When you accept who you are, you will be much more and can help many people." His words caused a reaction within me.
At night, I recalled two separate incidents* during which others had related similar messages to me. I realized following the guidance did not equate to accepting who I am. I also realized it was my wrong view or attitude that was blocking me from accepting who I am. In the morning, I woke up with a positive affirmation and more insight.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
In the evening, I went to Day 2 of the spiritual retreat.
After I greeted the teacher, I went down to the basement. I bowed in front of the pictures of the masters before I sat on the same chair.
People sitting in the front rows of beige chairs were pretty much the same. New people were guided to sit on chairs that were unoccupied the day before. When the teacher came, we stood up until he sat down. I still could not see the teacher from where I sat. However, something had changed! It might be a few people sitting in the front had changed their sitting postures. It could also be one or two people had slightly moved their chairs. The change created a space that I could look directly at the pictures of the masters! Incredibly, I felt a strong vibrational connection as I looked at the pictures. Powerful energy kept flowing into me throughout the discourse.
Near the end of the gathering, Matthew announced we would meet at 8:30 pm instead of 8:00 pm for the rest of the week. I thought, "Oh, no! There will not be much sunlight when I drive here."
It was pretty late when the discourse was over. I rushed to leave. I got into the car and plugged in the GPS. Soon, I saw a car close behind me. It added to my anxiety because I could not drive as slow as I needed to. At one point, I thought there was still a little distance before I had to make a turn. My judgment was off, and my car hit a curb. There was no damage to the car or the curb because I was driving at a slow speed. However, I was somewhat shaken up. Most of all, I was upset with myself.
At home, I told my husband about it. I told him I could not see the roads clearly inside the residential area, and the starting time had changed to 8:30 pm. I said it might be I should not go to the retreat anymore. My husband said, "So don't go."
When my son learned about it, he said, "Mom, there is not much difference between driving on the main roads and the roads inside residential areas. You just have to focus on the short distance ahead of you." I said, "You and your father are taller than me. When I sat inside the car, I cannot even see the hood." He said, "Why don't you raise the car seat so that you can see better." I said, "I just cannot see as well as during the day." He asked, "Why?" I said, "Don't you know that people's receptivity to light diminishes as they get old?" My son did not want to hear anything about aging. As usual, he went on to talk about exceptions that some people had defied aging. Not in the mood to carry on the conversation, I said, "I have made up my mind. I will not go to the retreat tomorrow." My son said, "If you don't want to go, don't go. It is your choice."
My son did not understand my anxiety of driving at night. The truth was I seldom went out by myself at night. I had been too dependent on my family to do the driving in the last twelve years.
At night, I thought about the vibrational connection when I looked at the pictures of the masters. I also thought about how amazing the divine plan had been. (Re The Amazing Divine Plan Continues and The Unveiling of A Divine Plan ) Still, I went to bed thinking I would not go to the spiritual discourse the following day. I told myself it was alright to skip a day or two.
I shall continue with my story in my next post.
Peace,
Q of D
On Day 1, the spiritual teacher said to me, "When you accept who you are, you will be much more and can help many people." His words caused a reaction within me.
At night, I recalled two separate incidents* during which others had related similar messages to me. I realized following the guidance did not equate to accepting who I am. I also realized it was my wrong view or attitude that was blocking me from accepting who I am. In the morning, I woke up with a positive affirmation and more insight.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
In the evening, I went to Day 2 of the spiritual retreat.
After I greeted the teacher, I went down to the basement. I bowed in front of the pictures of the masters before I sat on the same chair.
People sitting in the front rows of beige chairs were pretty much the same. New people were guided to sit on chairs that were unoccupied the day before. When the teacher came, we stood up until he sat down. I still could not see the teacher from where I sat. However, something had changed! It might be a few people sitting in the front had changed their sitting postures. It could also be one or two people had slightly moved their chairs. The change created a space that I could look directly at the pictures of the masters! Incredibly, I felt a strong vibrational connection as I looked at the pictures. Powerful energy kept flowing into me throughout the discourse.
Near the end of the gathering, Matthew announced we would meet at 8:30 pm instead of 8:00 pm for the rest of the week. I thought, "Oh, no! There will not be much sunlight when I drive here."
It was pretty late when the discourse was over. I rushed to leave. I got into the car and plugged in the GPS. Soon, I saw a car close behind me. It added to my anxiety because I could not drive as slow as I needed to. At one point, I thought there was still a little distance before I had to make a turn. My judgment was off, and my car hit a curb. There was no damage to the car or the curb because I was driving at a slow speed. However, I was somewhat shaken up. Most of all, I was upset with myself.
At home, I told my husband about it. I told him I could not see the roads clearly inside the residential area, and the starting time had changed to 8:30 pm. I said it might be I should not go to the retreat anymore. My husband said, "So don't go."
When my son learned about it, he said, "Mom, there is not much difference between driving on the main roads and the roads inside residential areas. You just have to focus on the short distance ahead of you." I said, "You and your father are taller than me. When I sat inside the car, I cannot even see the hood." He said, "Why don't you raise the car seat so that you can see better." I said, "I just cannot see as well as during the day." He asked, "Why?" I said, "Don't you know that people's receptivity to light diminishes as they get old?" My son did not want to hear anything about aging. As usual, he went on to talk about exceptions that some people had defied aging. Not in the mood to carry on the conversation, I said, "I have made up my mind. I will not go to the retreat tomorrow." My son said, "If you don't want to go, don't go. It is your choice."
My son did not understand my anxiety of driving at night. The truth was I seldom went out by myself at night. I had been too dependent on my family to do the driving in the last twelve years.
At night, I thought about the vibrational connection when I looked at the pictures of the masters. I also thought about how amazing the divine plan had been. (Re The Amazing Divine Plan Continues and The Unveiling of A Divine Plan ) Still, I went to bed thinking I would not go to the spiritual discourse the following day. I told myself it was alright to skip a day or two.
I shall continue with my story in my next post.
Peace,
Q of D
Sunday, September 25, 2016
The Session with the Master Healer
Greetings!
Before I went to Day 2 of the spiritual retreat in the evening, I had an appointment for a session with the master healer that morning.
I had promised my younger son I would ask for the master healer's advice as how to move forward with my healing work. (Re A Beautiful Rainbow in the Sky ) I had not planned when to ask or what to say. I set the intention and placed my trust in the Loving Divine.
P.S. During the 2-day workshop, the clairvoyant healer told us they had went to a lab. in the university to test the professor's (i.e. the master healer) brainwaves. The result was phenomenal. At one point, the lab technician was shocked to see no brainwave at all on the monitor when the professor got into a light trance. During the session, I asked the master healer if he was aware of his surroundings when he got into a light trance. He said he was still fully aware of what happened around him.
Before I went to Day 2 of the spiritual retreat in the evening, I had an appointment for a session with the master healer that morning.
I had promised my younger son I would ask for the master healer's advice as how to move forward with my healing work. (Re A Beautiful Rainbow in the Sky ) I had not planned when to ask or what to say. I set the intention and placed my trust in the Loving Divine.
The session was similar to having a session with a doctor / counselor. He sat behind a big office desk while I sat on a chair across from him. I told him the symptoms of my physical being that bothered me. For instance, I had concerns about my feet. I wondered if poor blood circulation was the cause. He used a pendulum and chart to check the vibrational level of my feet. He went into a light trance as if to find out the cause or to fix the problem. Later, he used the pendulum to check if the condition had improved. He continued to use his tools to check the functional / vibrational level of my entire physical being.
During the session, few words were exchanged. He asked about a condition; I confirmed or told him I was not aware of it. From time to time, he went into a trance. Sometimes he came out of it after a short while. At other times, he stayed in his trance for quite a while. He detected a problem I did not know about as well as a problem I experienced yet I had not told him.
The session went on for a long time. It was supposed to be a one-hour session. I did not look up the time on my phone, but I knew an hour had passed. He was very patient with his work, and how could I mind the time if he did not! He also used the pendulum to check on my husband's well being. I knew my husband had some problems such as hip pain. However, he rarely talked about his health, and did not want to see any doctor. The master healer used his ability to raise my husband's vibration.
Afterward, we talked.
Later in our conversation, I finally asked for his advice. I told him how I got to hold a healing workshop while I did not even consider myself qualified to be a healer. (Re A Beautiful Pink Fish on the back of A White Dove ) He laughed heartily as he listened to my story.
When I talked about being judged, he said, "Sometimes an egoless act can be seen as egotistic by some people because people judge others from where they are at. As a black professor, I had been judged by many students." He shared with me some of his teaching experiences. He said, "I always teach others all that I know, and I hold nothing back." He taught his students with a great heart, and was truly an exemplary teacher (professor). He said, "In the beginning, many students thought that I was mean. People judge others because they don't know them. The good thing is, their view will change when they really come to know him or her. Is that not your case?" It was very, very true. I nodded with a smile.
A new school year was about to begin. The master healer had to go back to the university / his state soon. He had signed a lease for the office (the place where the session was held). Knowing that I did not have a place to practise healing, he said I could use the office for free. It was very kind of him. I told him I did not have a plan of what to do. He said he would help me to make a plan when he returned.
When I got into my car, it was 1:22 pm. It meant almost two and a half hour had gone by. At the same time, it was amazing to see 1:22 pm because 122 had become a significant number in the last few years.
122 - Your thoughts and your faith are very sacred tools that you brought to Earth in this incarnation. This number sequence is a sign for you to honor these tools and know how powerful they are.
I booked the session before Matthew revealed the important role the master healer played in the bigger divine plan. I am glad to have the session, and look forward to participate in the plan.
I will share the Day-2 retreat experience with you in my next post.
Many blessings,
Q of D
During the session, few words were exchanged. He asked about a condition; I confirmed or told him I was not aware of it. From time to time, he went into a trance. Sometimes he came out of it after a short while. At other times, he stayed in his trance for quite a while. He detected a problem I did not know about as well as a problem I experienced yet I had not told him.
The session went on for a long time. It was supposed to be a one-hour session. I did not look up the time on my phone, but I knew an hour had passed. He was very patient with his work, and how could I mind the time if he did not! He also used the pendulum to check on my husband's well being. I knew my husband had some problems such as hip pain. However, he rarely talked about his health, and did not want to see any doctor. The master healer used his ability to raise my husband's vibration.
Afterward, we talked.
Later in our conversation, I finally asked for his advice. I told him how I got to hold a healing workshop while I did not even consider myself qualified to be a healer. (Re A Beautiful Pink Fish on the back of A White Dove ) He laughed heartily as he listened to my story.
When I talked about being judged, he said, "Sometimes an egoless act can be seen as egotistic by some people because people judge others from where they are at. As a black professor, I had been judged by many students." He shared with me some of his teaching experiences. He said, "I always teach others all that I know, and I hold nothing back." He taught his students with a great heart, and was truly an exemplary teacher (professor). He said, "In the beginning, many students thought that I was mean. People judge others because they don't know them. The good thing is, their view will change when they really come to know him or her. Is that not your case?" It was very, very true. I nodded with a smile.
A new school year was about to begin. The master healer had to go back to the university / his state soon. He had signed a lease for the office (the place where the session was held). Knowing that I did not have a place to practise healing, he said I could use the office for free. It was very kind of him. I told him I did not have a plan of what to do. He said he would help me to make a plan when he returned.
When I got into my car, it was 1:22 pm. It meant almost two and a half hour had gone by. At the same time, it was amazing to see 1:22 pm because 122 had become a significant number in the last few years.
122 - Your thoughts and your faith are very sacred tools that you brought to Earth in this incarnation. This number sequence is a sign for you to honor these tools and know how powerful they are.
I booked the session before Matthew revealed the important role the master healer played in the bigger divine plan. I am glad to have the session, and look forward to participate in the plan.
I will share the Day-2 retreat experience with you in my next post.
Many blessings,
Q of D
P.S. During the 2-day workshop, the clairvoyant healer told us they had went to a lab. in the university to test the professor's (i.e. the master healer) brainwaves. The result was phenomenal. At one point, the lab technician was shocked to see no brainwave at all on the monitor when the professor got into a light trance. During the session, I asked the master healer if he was aware of his surroundings when he got into a light trance. He said he was still fully aware of what happened around him.
Sunday, September 18, 2016
Day 1 of the one-week evening spiritual retreat
Greetings!
The one-week spiritual retreat began a day after the healing workshop was over.
We were supposed to meet in Samuel and Beth's house at 7:30 p.m. During the second day of the healing workshop, Samuel announced the retreat would start at 8 p.m. instead of 7:30 p.m. Two days later, the starting time was changed to 8:30 p.m.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Samuel and Beth's house was not far from where I lived. It was a big, beautiful house filled with wonderful, peaceful energy.
I seldom went out at night. With age, my eyes' receptivity to light was down. I had no problem driving home after work in the evening because I was familiar with those roads. They were main roads, and were well-lighted at night. I knew I would be fine driving to their house since the sun was still up. However, I felt anxious about driving home afterward because most residential areas did not have sufficient lighting.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
When I entered the house, some people were waiting to greet the spiritual teacher.
There was an old Chinese saying that we should follow other people's customs when we were in their house / community. In other words, we should respect other people's culture and tradition. When it was my turn, I showed the teacher my respect with all my heart and soul. Samuel talked to the teacher about my energy. In response, the teacher said to Samuel, "She is an instrument." He turned to me and said, "When you accept who you are, you will be much more and can help many people." He blessed me by placing his hands over my head. Other people were waiting to talk to him. I did not ask him to explain, but his words drew a strong emotional reaction within.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
A woman said the teacher would give his discourse in the basement. I decided to walk downstairs since I did not know most of the people there.
In the basement, there was a table with two big pictures of the globally known spiritual masters that had moved on, and a small picture of the teacher. (Re my last post) I bowed and prayed.
A few men were setting up video and audio equipments. There were different columns of chairs. In the main column, four or five rows of beige chairs were placed in the front. Behind those beige chairs were rows of orange-tan chairs. I decided to sit in the center of the first row of orange-tan chairs. There were seven chairs in that row, i.e. three to my right and three to my left.
Gradually, people walked into the basement and sat down. Then the teacher came. I thought I could see him during his discourse since he sat directly facing the main column. I was wrong. The master healer sat in the center of the first row. His friend sat next to him. They were both tall. Besides, people took up all the seats in the front rows. My view of the teacher as well as the pictures of the two masters was blocked.
In the beginning, five people (incl. me) sat in my row. The chair to my left and the chair to my right were unoccupied. Some people sat in the rows behind us. Later, more people came. Some looked at the empty chairs next to me, but they went to sit somewhere else. (To me, that was interesting.) I knew I might have a better view of the pictures or the teacher if I moved to sit on either chair next to me. Somehow, I remained sitting where I was.
After the teacher finished his discourse, Samuel said the teacher asked us to sit on the same chair throughout the 7-day retreat. I could not recall the exact words of what Samuel said. My understanding was we formed a connection with the Divine from where we sat (or the chair retained our energy after we sat on it); appropriate / unique high frequency energies that were beneficial to our spiritual evolvement would continue to flow into us throughout the evenings of the retreat; therefore, it was imperative for us to sit on the same spot.
I left the house soon after the discourse was over. It was dark outside. I had to press the button on my car key in order to find my car. I plugged in the GPS. I struggled a little bit to follow the instructions on the GPS to make some short distance turns to get out of the subdivision. I was relieved when I arrived at the parking lot of our apartment.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
At home, I thought about what the teacher said.
In my unawakened state, I really did not know 'who I truly am'. I might get a hint here and there, e.g. in readings and mystical experiences. I had said affirmations about my divinity from time to time. Still, I could not say I knew 'who I am'. "Since I do not know who I am, how can I accept who I am as the teacher said?" Other than this reaction, part of me felt I had accepted who I was.
My older son was not interested in spiritual matter, but I needed someone to talk to. I briefly told him what happened. I said, "I have followed the guidance to sit among people. I had allowed myself to be an instrument on some occasions even though I knew some might misunderstand / judge me. I thought I have accepted who I am." My son thought for a while. He said,"Mom, you have not accepted who you are." I asked him to explain. He simply repeated his comment, "No, you have not accepted who you are." He went back to what he was doing.
Anytime when we (or I) had a strong reaction to something, there underlay a cause we needed to deal with. (Re Part 4 - Afterthought of the Whole Experience ) That was my case with the teacher's words. "What does it mean when I accept who I am? How do I accept who I am? Who am I? How is it that I have not accepted who I am?" I did not have the answers to these questions. However, there was one thing in my heart that had never changed. I had always wanted to be of service. The teacher said, "When you accept who you are, you will be much more and can help many people." I did want what the teacher said to happen. In the quietness of the night, I prayed to the Divine for help.
Love,
Q of D
The one-week spiritual retreat began a day after the healing workshop was over.
We were supposed to meet in Samuel and Beth's house at 7:30 p.m. During the second day of the healing workshop, Samuel announced the retreat would start at 8 p.m. instead of 7:30 p.m. Two days later, the starting time was changed to 8:30 p.m.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Samuel and Beth's house was not far from where I lived. It was a big, beautiful house filled with wonderful, peaceful energy.
I seldom went out at night. With age, my eyes' receptivity to light was down. I had no problem driving home after work in the evening because I was familiar with those roads. They were main roads, and were well-lighted at night. I knew I would be fine driving to their house since the sun was still up. However, I felt anxious about driving home afterward because most residential areas did not have sufficient lighting.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
When I entered the house, some people were waiting to greet the spiritual teacher.
There was an old Chinese saying that we should follow other people's customs when we were in their house / community. In other words, we should respect other people's culture and tradition. When it was my turn, I showed the teacher my respect with all my heart and soul. Samuel talked to the teacher about my energy. In response, the teacher said to Samuel, "She is an instrument." He turned to me and said, "When you accept who you are, you will be much more and can help many people." He blessed me by placing his hands over my head. Other people were waiting to talk to him. I did not ask him to explain, but his words drew a strong emotional reaction within.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
A woman said the teacher would give his discourse in the basement. I decided to walk downstairs since I did not know most of the people there.
In the basement, there was a table with two big pictures of the globally known spiritual masters that had moved on, and a small picture of the teacher. (Re my last post) I bowed and prayed.
A few men were setting up video and audio equipments. There were different columns of chairs. In the main column, four or five rows of beige chairs were placed in the front. Behind those beige chairs were rows of orange-tan chairs. I decided to sit in the center of the first row of orange-tan chairs. There were seven chairs in that row, i.e. three to my right and three to my left.
Gradually, people walked into the basement and sat down. Then the teacher came. I thought I could see him during his discourse since he sat directly facing the main column. I was wrong. The master healer sat in the center of the first row. His friend sat next to him. They were both tall. Besides, people took up all the seats in the front rows. My view of the teacher as well as the pictures of the two masters was blocked.
In the beginning, five people (incl. me) sat in my row. The chair to my left and the chair to my right were unoccupied. Some people sat in the rows behind us. Later, more people came. Some looked at the empty chairs next to me, but they went to sit somewhere else. (To me, that was interesting.) I knew I might have a better view of the pictures or the teacher if I moved to sit on either chair next to me. Somehow, I remained sitting where I was.
After the teacher finished his discourse, Samuel said the teacher asked us to sit on the same chair throughout the 7-day retreat. I could not recall the exact words of what Samuel said. My understanding was we formed a connection with the Divine from where we sat (or the chair retained our energy after we sat on it); appropriate / unique high frequency energies that were beneficial to our spiritual evolvement would continue to flow into us throughout the evenings of the retreat; therefore, it was imperative for us to sit on the same spot.
I left the house soon after the discourse was over. It was dark outside. I had to press the button on my car key in order to find my car. I plugged in the GPS. I struggled a little bit to follow the instructions on the GPS to make some short distance turns to get out of the subdivision. I was relieved when I arrived at the parking lot of our apartment.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
At home, I thought about what the teacher said.
In my unawakened state, I really did not know 'who I truly am'. I might get a hint here and there, e.g. in readings and mystical experiences. I had said affirmations about my divinity from time to time. Still, I could not say I knew 'who I am'. "Since I do not know who I am, how can I accept who I am as the teacher said?" Other than this reaction, part of me felt I had accepted who I was.
My older son was not interested in spiritual matter, but I needed someone to talk to. I briefly told him what happened. I said, "I have followed the guidance to sit among people. I had allowed myself to be an instrument on some occasions even though I knew some might misunderstand / judge me. I thought I have accepted who I am." My son thought for a while. He said,"Mom, you have not accepted who you are." I asked him to explain. He simply repeated his comment, "No, you have not accepted who you are." He went back to what he was doing.
Anytime when we (or I) had a strong reaction to something, there underlay a cause we needed to deal with. (Re Part 4 - Afterthought of the Whole Experience ) That was my case with the teacher's words. "What does it mean when I accept who I am? How do I accept who I am? Who am I? How is it that I have not accepted who I am?" I did not have the answers to these questions. However, there was one thing in my heart that had never changed. I had always wanted to be of service. The teacher said, "When you accept who you are, you will be much more and can help many people." I did want what the teacher said to happen. In the quietness of the night, I prayed to the Divine for help.
Love,
Q of D
Saturday, September 10, 2016
The Beauty of A Bouquet of Flowers
Greetings!
In my last post The Unveiling of A Divine Plan, I wrote that the prophecy of a divine plan that Matthew related was an answer to one of the questions I had since my Dec. 2001 reading.
Here is the story.
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In the last quarter of 1999, many times I woke up during the night, and was told to look at the clock. It was always 4:44 am. I did not know what to make of it. At the time, I was going through the challenging restaurant years. I had not begun to read spiritual books. I did not know we had spirit guides and angels around us all the time.
One early morning, I woke up hearing a man's voice loud and clear. He said only one sentence. I thought I must have overheard a neighbor talking, but everywhere was very quiet. It was the strangest sentence that I had ever heard, and there was no way it came from my mind / my imagination.
Not long after, I had more unexplainable mystical experiences. For instance, I saw a pocket size green bible in our sons' bedroom. (Our sons lived on campuses, and came home once every few weeks.) I picked up the little bible. The number of a page came to my mind. I saw a name on the page. I asked for another page number. The same name also appeared on that page. Months later, I had a similar experience when I held a book I borrowed from the library. I saw the same name again. These occurrences bothered me a lot. Not knowing what to make of it, I tried to put them behind me.
Meanwhile, I happened to see numbers such as 444, 222, 333, and 1111 from time to time, e.g. time on the clock, total on receipts, invoice numbers, and license plates. I eventually learned from books that they were sacred / angelic numbers, and 444 meant the Power of God's Love. I also learned we all had our own spirit guides and angels.
The "Night Vision - Pieces of a Dream" Phenomenon " experience opened up a whole new relationship between the Divine and me. The Grace of God experience touched the core of my being. I was grateful beyond words. I wondered what was my life purpose and how might I serve.
Near the end of 2001, I finally made an appointment for a reading by phone with a well known intuitive / angel channel. (We lived many states apart.) Her voice was sweet, clear, and pure. I was nervous to speak in English, but her voice calmed me. (Re Seeing the Birds ... )
Through her, my spirit guide confirmed the early morning message was not my imagination. He said that to me in order to shake me out of the rut. (At the time, I worried a lot because of the challenging situations in the restaurant.) My angels and guides said there was no time for me to play small, and I should go among people without delay. They said I should teach more, write, and share my wisdom.
When I asked about my connection with the name, the channel saw an image of a woman taking me under her arm as her personal child; however, we were not related by blood. My guides / angels explained we had lived similar lifetimes trying to prove we belonged to circles or families while others said we did not belong. They said we had the same courage and strength. Then the channel paused. She said my guides and angels said I could recall the woman's past life as if my own. They were showing her that it had something to do with the energetic template I brought with me in this lifetime, but she did not understand what it meant. At that moment, the being (i.e. the woman) appeared. The channel related her advice for me. She talked about discernment, and said that I should not care what others said of me.
I asked about my life purpose. They said it was very important for me to sit among people. My guide also said, "Your individual divine plan stands and shines alone, yet it is part of a bigger divine plan. It is like a beautiful bouquet of flowers. The beauty of a bouquet of flowers comes from the beauty of each individual flower, with each flower complementing one another . . . ."
Since I was not comfortable speaking in English, I often listened without asking questions. I had lots of doubts about what I heard, yet I did not say anything.
After the reading, I had more questions than answers. I had not asked my guides and angels to explain why it was important for me to sit among other people. They asked me to teach, write and share my wisdom. My English was not good. How could I teach and write? Besides, what wisdom did I have? What did it mean that the being took me under her arm as if her personal child yet we were not related by blood? How could I recall her past life as if my own since we were two separate beings? The channel said my guides and angels showed her an energetic template (?) that I brought with me into this lifetime, but she did not understand what they were trying to show her. What did all of these mean? For years, I also thought about the bigger divine plan mentioned in the reading. What was it? When would I join the others?
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On the first day of the August workshop, a woman suddenly asked if anyone knew what 444 meant. She said she kept seeing 444. Before I said anything, Matthew excitedly said he often saw 444 in the beginning of his spiritual journey. At that time, he did not know what it meant. Now, he still saw 444 as well as 1111 coincidentally from time to time. He said 444 and 1111 were sacred angelic numbers. I smiled. I did not say anything because it was the master healer's workshop. "444, what a connection!" I thought.
On the second day, the spiritual teacher signaled for Matthew to relate the prophecy and the divine plan. It was a total surprise to me. However, I knew the bigger divine plan was finally revealed. (See P. S. 4)
In love and truth, I share with you my experience.
Peace and blessings,
Q of D
P. S.
1. In the 2001 reading, my angels and guides said I would soon enter a period of influx. They told me what to do / pray for. Instead of feeling excited and following their advice, I did the opposite. I shared that experience in my post Do you really mean what you pray for? with the hope that others might learn from my mistake.
2. After we sold the restaurant, I gradually stepped out of my comfort zone to sit among people. Many times I felt powerful energy flowed into me. I understood I might be a conduit of healing, but I did not know how the energy worked. In June of 2009, I borrowed some books from the library. One of the books was interesting yet difficult to read. It was by a great channel. There were many things that I had never heard of. Some terms were challenging to my mind. Sometimes I had to reread a page. At night I went to bed with that book. Later, I happened to read two pages that answered most of the questions I had mentioned above. It was a night I would never forget. ( About the night of June, 2009, please click to view The Conclusion of the Mystery of a Sister )
3. In 2011, I used the words of my spirit guide on "The beauty of a bouquet of flowers" in my talk at church.
In my last post The Unveiling of A Divine Plan, I wrote that the prophecy of a divine plan that Matthew related was an answer to one of the questions I had since my Dec. 2001 reading.
Here is the story.
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In the last quarter of 1999, many times I woke up during the night, and was told to look at the clock. It was always 4:44 am. I did not know what to make of it. At the time, I was going through the challenging restaurant years. I had not begun to read spiritual books. I did not know we had spirit guides and angels around us all the time.
One early morning, I woke up hearing a man's voice loud and clear. He said only one sentence. I thought I must have overheard a neighbor talking, but everywhere was very quiet. It was the strangest sentence that I had ever heard, and there was no way it came from my mind / my imagination.
Not long after, I had more unexplainable mystical experiences. For instance, I saw a pocket size green bible in our sons' bedroom. (Our sons lived on campuses, and came home once every few weeks.) I picked up the little bible. The number of a page came to my mind. I saw a name on the page. I asked for another page number. The same name also appeared on that page. Months later, I had a similar experience when I held a book I borrowed from the library. I saw the same name again. These occurrences bothered me a lot. Not knowing what to make of it, I tried to put them behind me.
Meanwhile, I happened to see numbers such as 444, 222, 333, and 1111 from time to time, e.g. time on the clock, total on receipts, invoice numbers, and license plates. I eventually learned from books that they were sacred / angelic numbers, and 444 meant the Power of God's Love. I also learned we all had our own spirit guides and angels.
The "Night Vision - Pieces of a Dream" Phenomenon " experience opened up a whole new relationship between the Divine and me. The Grace of God experience touched the core of my being. I was grateful beyond words. I wondered what was my life purpose and how might I serve.
Near the end of 2001, I finally made an appointment for a reading by phone with a well known intuitive / angel channel. (We lived many states apart.) Her voice was sweet, clear, and pure. I was nervous to speak in English, but her voice calmed me. (Re Seeing the Birds ... )
Through her, my spirit guide confirmed the early morning message was not my imagination. He said that to me in order to shake me out of the rut. (At the time, I worried a lot because of the challenging situations in the restaurant.) My angels and guides said there was no time for me to play small, and I should go among people without delay. They said I should teach more, write, and share my wisdom.
When I asked about my connection with the name, the channel saw an image of a woman taking me under her arm as her personal child; however, we were not related by blood. My guides / angels explained we had lived similar lifetimes trying to prove we belonged to circles or families while others said we did not belong. They said we had the same courage and strength. Then the channel paused. She said my guides and angels said I could recall the woman's past life as if my own. They were showing her that it had something to do with the energetic template I brought with me in this lifetime, but she did not understand what it meant. At that moment, the being (i.e. the woman) appeared. The channel related her advice for me. She talked about discernment, and said that I should not care what others said of me.
I asked about my life purpose. They said it was very important for me to sit among people. My guide also said, "Your individual divine plan stands and shines alone, yet it is part of a bigger divine plan. It is like a beautiful bouquet of flowers. The beauty of a bouquet of flowers comes from the beauty of each individual flower, with each flower complementing one another . . . ."
Since I was not comfortable speaking in English, I often listened without asking questions. I had lots of doubts about what I heard, yet I did not say anything.
After the reading, I had more questions than answers. I had not asked my guides and angels to explain why it was important for me to sit among other people. They asked me to teach, write and share my wisdom. My English was not good. How could I teach and write? Besides, what wisdom did I have? What did it mean that the being took me under her arm as if her personal child yet we were not related by blood? How could I recall her past life as if my own since we were two separate beings? The channel said my guides and angels showed her an energetic template (?) that I brought with me into this lifetime, but she did not understand what they were trying to show her. What did all of these mean? For years, I also thought about the bigger divine plan mentioned in the reading. What was it? When would I join the others?
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
On the first day of the August workshop, a woman suddenly asked if anyone knew what 444 meant. She said she kept seeing 444. Before I said anything, Matthew excitedly said he often saw 444 in the beginning of his spiritual journey. At that time, he did not know what it meant. Now, he still saw 444 as well as 1111 coincidentally from time to time. He said 444 and 1111 were sacred angelic numbers. I smiled. I did not say anything because it was the master healer's workshop. "444, what a connection!" I thought.
On the second day, the spiritual teacher signaled for Matthew to relate the prophecy and the divine plan. It was a total surprise to me. However, I knew the bigger divine plan was finally revealed. (See P. S. 4)
In love and truth, I share with you my experience.
Peace and blessings,
Q of D
P. S.
1. In the 2001 reading, my angels and guides said I would soon enter a period of influx. They told me what to do / pray for. Instead of feeling excited and following their advice, I did the opposite. I shared that experience in my post Do you really mean what you pray for? with the hope that others might learn from my mistake.
2. After we sold the restaurant, I gradually stepped out of my comfort zone to sit among people. Many times I felt powerful energy flowed into me. I understood I might be a conduit of healing, but I did not know how the energy worked. In June of 2009, I borrowed some books from the library. One of the books was interesting yet difficult to read. It was by a great channel. There were many things that I had never heard of. Some terms were challenging to my mind. Sometimes I had to reread a page. At night I went to bed with that book. Later, I happened to read two pages that answered most of the questions I had mentioned above. It was a night I would never forget. ( About the night of June, 2009, please click to view The Conclusion of the Mystery of a Sister )
3. In 2011, I used the words of my spirit guide on "The beauty of a bouquet of flowers" in my talk at church.
4. In time, I realized this was not the bigger divine plan that was said in the reading. However, what had happened was in divine order. My participation in the eventual gatherings solved the mystery of a strange dream that I had decades ago. (Re A Strange Dream )
Thursday, September 1, 2016
The Unveiling of A Divine Plan
Greetings!
I wanted to finish my story of the workshop before the end of August, but I could not. This was an experience that included many people. At times, I found it challenging to write about it because I must protect the privacy of others. However, I knew I was supposed to share my experiences. For this, I would continue to write. Meanwhile, I prayed to the Divine for all the help I could get. May love, light (wisdom), and truth shine through.
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Continue from
A Beautiful Rainbow in the Sky and
The Rainbow and the Spiritual Teacher from another country
Matthew placed two executive office chairs in the front for the spiritual teacher and the master healer. After they sat down, some people (particularly those that flew in from other state) walked forward to receive their blessings.
The spiritual teacher was a retired Vice Chancellor of a university, a scholar in English literature, and a profound writer. He was a lifelong disciple of two globally known spiritual masters that had moved on. Many at the gathering (e.g. Matthew, Samuel, Beth, and those that flew in for the gathering) were of the same ethnicity as the spiritual teacher, and were disciples of the teacher and / or the two masters. (I meant people that were older might be disciples of the two masters that had moved on.)
During the workshop, the master healer talked to a few of the young people that flew in. Matthew said a young woman had already published 4 books on consciousness. It was remarkable since she was only about 30 years old. It showed that these young people were gifted and special. I did not know how many came from other state(s). It might be 7 or 8 including the young man that talked to me on the first day of the workshop.
The master healer was an American. He still worked as a professor in his state. He was the founder of a wellness center, and had his own spiritual group. In the June gathering and the workshop, I met quite a few that seemed to have known him / worked with him for a long time, yet they lived locally (i.e. in the state I lived in). That afternoon, some if not all that walked forward to receive his blessings could have met him for the first time. They were the disciples of the spiritual teacher. However, they showed the master healer uttermost respect as they did toward their teacher.
As I watched, I felt there was much more about the workshop than I knew. It seemed some people knew why we were there beforehand, and this was a very special occasion.
Then the spiritual teacher signaled for Matthew to relate the story behind the gathering. In his excitement, Matthew talked very fast. I only got to hear part of what he said. Matthew said we were not there that afternoon by accident. We were there because of a divine plan. It was about a prophecy regarding the coming together of some souls at this time for a new movement; to collect data so as to foster changes in the traditional way of diagnose and treatment of illnesses. According to the prophecy, the master healer had the energy code to put the movement into motion, and the rest of us were the chosen ones to help laying the foundation of this movement. (Matthew talked much more in depth about the prophecy, but I could not recall his exact words.)
Though some knew why we were there, but there were also people like me that knew nothing. A few left soon after the gathering was over. A prophecy that we had not heard of. The difference of cultures could also be a cause of skepticism. Sometimes it was hard for the human self to take in what happened before us. I had attended gatherings feeling I did not belong. We all made decisions at every situation. It was not about right or wrong.
I went to the workshop to show my love and respect for the healers. I wanted to hear about their stories, gifts, and abilities. I had not expected to hear about the prophecy and the divine plan.
How did I look at all that had happened?
Well, I sat there in awe of what had happened. Finally, finally, finally, after 14 or almost 15 years, another big piece of my spiritual jigsaw puzzle had fallen into place.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
After the first day of the workshop, I drove home with peace in my heart. In the evening, I saw a big, beautiful rainbow in the sky.
On my drive home after the second day of the workshop, my heart was filled with awe and gratitude. I finally got an answer to one of the questions that I had since the Dec. 15, 2001 reading. About two miles away from home, lots and lots of white birds appeared out of nowhere. They were all over the sky within a few blocks of the street. It was an incredible sight and divine sign!
In my next post, I shall explain why the movement is a big piece in my spiritual jigsaw puzzle.
I wanted to finish my story of the workshop before the end of August, but I could not. This was an experience that included many people. At times, I found it challenging to write about it because I must protect the privacy of others. However, I knew I was supposed to share my experiences. For this, I would continue to write. Meanwhile, I prayed to the Divine for all the help I could get. May love, light (wisdom), and truth shine through.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Continue from
A Beautiful Rainbow in the Sky and
The Rainbow and the Spiritual Teacher from another country
Matthew placed two executive office chairs in the front for the spiritual teacher and the master healer. After they sat down, some people (particularly those that flew in from other state) walked forward to receive their blessings.
The spiritual teacher was a retired Vice Chancellor of a university, a scholar in English literature, and a profound writer. He was a lifelong disciple of two globally known spiritual masters that had moved on. Many at the gathering (e.g. Matthew, Samuel, Beth, and those that flew in for the gathering) were of the same ethnicity as the spiritual teacher, and were disciples of the teacher and / or the two masters. (I meant people that were older might be disciples of the two masters that had moved on.)
During the workshop, the master healer talked to a few of the young people that flew in. Matthew said a young woman had already published 4 books on consciousness. It was remarkable since she was only about 30 years old. It showed that these young people were gifted and special. I did not know how many came from other state(s). It might be 7 or 8 including the young man that talked to me on the first day of the workshop.
The master healer was an American. He still worked as a professor in his state. He was the founder of a wellness center, and had his own spiritual group. In the June gathering and the workshop, I met quite a few that seemed to have known him / worked with him for a long time, yet they lived locally (i.e. in the state I lived in). That afternoon, some if not all that walked forward to receive his blessings could have met him for the first time. They were the disciples of the spiritual teacher. However, they showed the master healer uttermost respect as they did toward their teacher.
As I watched, I felt there was much more about the workshop than I knew. It seemed some people knew why we were there beforehand, and this was a very special occasion.
Then the spiritual teacher signaled for Matthew to relate the story behind the gathering. In his excitement, Matthew talked very fast. I only got to hear part of what he said. Matthew said we were not there that afternoon by accident. We were there because of a divine plan. It was about a prophecy regarding the coming together of some souls at this time for a new movement; to collect data so as to foster changes in the traditional way of diagnose and treatment of illnesses. According to the prophecy, the master healer had the energy code to put the movement into motion, and the rest of us were the chosen ones to help laying the foundation of this movement. (Matthew talked much more in depth about the prophecy, but I could not recall his exact words.)
Though some knew why we were there, but there were also people like me that knew nothing. A few left soon after the gathering was over. A prophecy that we had not heard of. The difference of cultures could also be a cause of skepticism. Sometimes it was hard for the human self to take in what happened before us. I had attended gatherings feeling I did not belong. We all made decisions at every situation. It was not about right or wrong.
I went to the workshop to show my love and respect for the healers. I wanted to hear about their stories, gifts, and abilities. I had not expected to hear about the prophecy and the divine plan.
How did I look at all that had happened?
Well, I sat there in awe of what had happened. Finally, finally, finally, after 14 or almost 15 years, another big piece of my spiritual jigsaw puzzle had fallen into place.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
After the first day of the workshop, I drove home with peace in my heart. In the evening, I saw a big, beautiful rainbow in the sky.
On my drive home after the second day of the workshop, my heart was filled with awe and gratitude. I finally got an answer to one of the questions that I had since the Dec. 15, 2001 reading. About two miles away from home, lots and lots of white birds appeared out of nowhere. They were all over the sky within a few blocks of the street. It was an incredible sight and divine sign!
In my next post, I shall explain why the movement is a big piece in my spiritual jigsaw puzzle.
(Next post The Beauty of A Bouquet of Flowers . Please read the postscripts below that post particularly P.S. # 4)
Love and Blessings,
Q of D
Love and Blessings,
Q of D
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