Friday, September 26, 2025

I am not just my personality & we are not just earthlings - 2

Greetings!

Fall is my favorite season. 

The weather has been nice.  There have been lots of construction near where I live.  As a result, Geese and ducks rarely stop by the school fields anymore.  I have seen a few cicadas clinging onto trees in the process of getting out of their old skins, a big monarch butterfly, a beige leaf-like moth about 2"x2", and a larva with special pattern* crawling across the track right in front of me.  *I had seen the same patterned larva two other times over the last 13 years.  I could not find a match online.

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Since I published my last post I am not just my personality & we are not just earthling - 1 near the end of July, I had been working on this post on and off for weeks.  I thought I could finish it on the 29th of August.  After I signed in to my blog, I decided to read an old post.  When I went back to the draft, I must have pressed a wrong key or did something wrong.  Everything was erased.  I tried all that I knew of such as clicked on the undo arrow and tried to retrieve the content from the time stamp in history.  It did not work.  Not long after, there was no Internet for the rest of the day.  Luckily, it was the new me; otherwise, I would have felt very frustrated.  In some ways, I felt good to start the post anew.

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On zoom, I had heard people said that they felt earth was not their home since they were young.  Some of them eventually found out from channels that their souls were originated from other star systems.

Growing up, it never crossed my mind that I was anything else other than a human being.  In our Chinese culture, we believed in the afterlife and reincarnation.  When someone died, the soul left the body and went back to the other side waiting to be born again.  For those that lingered on earth, we called them ghosts.

Since young, I observed the lines on my palms looked different from my siblings and other children.  Mine were deep and more complicated than theirs.  In my teensI read a few books on palmistry.  There was a time I read others' palms so as to practice what I learned.  I seemed to get the hang of it.  After I got married, I put all that I had learned behind me.  As I aged, the lines on my palms were no longer deep.  They looked pretty normal now.

As a small child, I had long, vivid, story-like dreams.  Upon waking up, I was eager to share my fascinating dreams, e.g. I dreamed about a story in which I was riding a horse in vast land and dreams where I flew instead of walking.  My family thought that my dreams were my imagination.  I had not learned to read, and there was no television until many years later.  I had always been observantI knew who was sad or happy.  When I observed others were not really interested to hear my dreams, I began to keep them to myself.  Gradually, I tried not to think too much about my dreams except when I had those out of nowhere dreams that captured my attention.  Anyway, that was how I got the nickname 'the Queen of Dreams'.  
In I was nicknamed the Queen of Dreams , I shared a dream about my grandfather.  A dream also played an important role in my marriage.  I remembered some of those out of nowhere dreams clearly even though I had not written them down.  I only began to write down some of my experiences and dreams after 'Night Vision - Pieces of a Dream' - an incredible phenomenon in the restaurant years.
I worked for some years before I got married.  At work, I put my observer mode on hold, and focused on doing my job.  In Edward Snowden, and, the line between right or wrong , I had shared some of my work experiences.  

I felt blessed when I became a mother.  I observed my sons were quite different in personalities, but were wonderful in their own way.  Watching them grow brought me joy.  I was a simple Chinese woman.  I was not into fancy clothes or luxurious things.  Fame, fortune, and winning / success were not important to me.  I had a part time job working 28 to 35 hours a week during the day.  I was happy that I did not have to work at night.  My husband was a cook.  He worked six days a week from morning to night, and came home around 11 pm.  To me, it was very important that I was home to cook and take care of our sonsI was content with my simple life.  

Then came the restaurant years.  
From what I had shared, you probably understand that I did not want to get into the restaurant business.  One of these day I might (might only) share more about my experiences during those years, and the unexpected challenges before and after the restaurant was opened.  (In retrospect, many of our experiences could be 'quite a story' if we looked at them from an impersonal standpoint.)  My husband had high hopes for the business.  With the unexpected problems one after another, he slowly blocked out the situations, and left them for me to handle.  Here came the lesson of resentment because he was the one who insisted to have a restaurant.  However, seeing how he was, I could not help but looked at him with compassion.  With nowhere and no one to turn to, I began to pray / turn within; as I prayed, I included other people / families that I met (e.g. I saw someone was sad or sick, or when I heard of a divorce / death in a family).  (In my post  "In the name of God, heal!" , I prayed for the customer/friend and the worker in the store with all my heart because I truly cared about them.  All healing were the Grace of the Loving Divine.)
One night, I invited highest loving beings from other dimensions as well as loving beings on earth to join hands with me to form a big Circle of Love around the world; I prayed for world peace and those that were suffering.  (I had written about the Circle of Love in More on my journey as a channel of spiritual healing energy ) 
In the last quarter of 1999, I found myself being pulled out of my sleep to see 4:44 a.m. again and again.  One morning in the early hours, I heard a man's voice loud and clear saying the strangest sentence that I had ever heard.  Meanwhile, I happened to see 444 quite often, e.g. cars with 444 license plates, invoice with the number 444, and 4:44 p.m.  One day, I found a small green bible in my sons' room.  As soon as I picked it up, a page number came to me.  There was a name on that page.  Then I 'got' another page number, and the same name was on that page.  (Re The background of the significant experience of the birds )  These incidents caused me to look for answers.  I began to borrow spiritual books from the library.  From books, I learned that we all had spirit guides and angels supporting us, and 444 meant the Power of God's Love.  We sold the restaurant business in 2004.    

From the restaurant years, I learned -

No matter how dark the situations may seem to be, all will come to pass.
Don't dwell in our own misery, look beyond it; look at others with love and compassion, and we will realize we are not the only ones that are suffering; there are others, to a lesser or greater degree, that are dealing with their own pain / suffering / challenges too.  As we connect others with love and compassion, the heaviness in our heart is lightened because love modifies all that is not of love.  When we look past our own suffering, We can all be the love and support to one another no matter what situation we are in.  When we open to love, we open ourselves to recognize the beauty, grace, mercy, synchronicities, wonders, and magic of life.  We begin to see life in a new light.  

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In late May, 2005, I spotted an ad on a spiritual magazine about a circle that met every Thursday morning from 10 to noon.  That center was not far from where I lived.  I wanted to join the circle, but part of me was afraid to step outside of my comfort zone.  I had a hard time falling asleep on Wednesday night.  I tried to talk myself out of it, e.g.  my English was not good, I was not a psychic or a healer.  Hours went by.  Finally, I said to myself, "I am not going to the circle."  And, I fell asleep. 

I was soundly asleep when the phone rang.  It took me a while to get out of my sleepy state to grab the phone.  On the phone was a woman who sounded as sleepy as I was.  She said, "I must have the wrong number."  Then she hung up.  I was upset because her call woke me up.  I looked at the clock.  It was past ten o'clock.  I 'got' that it was my spirit guide's way of waking me up to go to the circle.  I hurried up to get ready.  I asked my husband to drive me because he drove faster than I did.  Arriving at the parking lot, it was far too late to join the circle.  I told my husband I just wanted to go inside and have a look; I would be out in a minute.  The owner of the center greeted me warmly, and insisted for me to stay.  The energy of the circle was wonderful.  I told my husband to pick me up later.

When I joined the Thursday Circle, I saw myself as a novice on the spiritual journey.  Whenever someone new came, we took turns to introduce ourselves.  I often said, "I am XXXXXX.  I am simple."    (Sometimes I said 'I am a simple Chinese woman'.)  On Day 1 some at the circle said that I was a healer.  They said they could see that in my energy field.  I did not know what to think of it.     

During the time I was with the circle, sometimes spiritual teachers, workshop facilitators, psychics/mediums, healers, channels and radio spiritual talk show host dropped in.  I did not know them, but some regulars at the circle did.  (They might have held workshops or classes in the center at night.  I rarely went to the center at night.)  On a few occasions, some of them said things about me that I had not expected to hear.       
For example, one day a woman walked to me after the circle was over.  The teacher of the circle had told us that she was a famous psychic who had her own radio talk show.  The woman asked, "You write, don't you?"  My immediate response was, "No, I don't.  My English is not good."  She said, "You do write down what happens in your life."  I was somewhat surprised and wondered how she knew.  (Ah! I forgot she was psychic!)  She said, "You may think what you have written down are simply your personal experiences, and nobody is going to read them.  One of these day many people are going to read them.  Use the Internet . . . ."  I told her I did not have Internet.  She encouraged me to keep writing.       
It was interesting that I just recalled this incident as I was writing today (9/22/25)!  My guides and angels had told me to teach, write and most importantly to sit among people without delay in my Dec. 2001 reading.   After the reading, I told my younger son about it.  I myself did not think I could/would ever teach or write.  In August 2007, my older son asked us to move to another state with him.  (Re The Amazing Prophetic Dream of Moving - Story 1 )  As a result, we and our younger son's family lived in different states over 700 miles apart.  Before Thanksgiving of 2010, my younger son convinced me to buy a new computer and subscribed for the Internet so that I could video chat with his family.  Not long after,  he urged me to create a blog.  Knowing me, he insisted that I must set a deadline when I would publish my first post.  I was reluctant to do that, and gave myself ample time (3 months!).  I made it on the last day.  

During my two years (May 2005 to August 2007) with the circle, I had heard things about me that were hard for the human me to take in or accept.  Some people might be overjoyed in hearing he or she was this being or that being.  It was not me.  It had much to do with my mentality or personality.  I liked being the simple me, and observed what happened around me.  
In elementary schools, I did not join small groups as most little girls did.  When there were conflicts between groups, sometimes my classmates came to ask for my opinion.  They often listened to what I had to say.  In different elementary schools,  I had been chosen by my classmates or appointed by the teachers as the captain of the class.  I had not wanted to be the captain, and would have been happy for my classmates who had wished to be the captain.  
The psychic that gave me a reading in March 2006 ** described how I felt accurately.  Near the end of the reading, she looked at me with compassion, she said, "You come to live as an ordinary person; indeed, you want others to see you just like everybody else, and nothing more; but you also have to accept the truth that you are . . . .and, this has been a challenge for you.  You don't see what I see.  You are a wondrous light.  Place your trust in God.  Just be, let yourself be."  (** I went to a holistic festival.  I put my name in a jar for drawing.  Days later, I learned I had won the grand prize.  Re The Grand Prize (a $100 gift certificate) and the Second Reading  )

In 2016, ten years after the March 2006 reading, the spiritual master who came from another country said to me, "When you accept who you are, you will be much more and can help many people."  (Re Day 1 of the one-week evening spiritual retreat )  

The spiritual master's words drew a strong reaction within me that night.  Nine years had gone by.  Soon it would be 2026.  I believed self-acceptance and The Lesson of Importance could be the challenge I chose to overcome in this lifetime.

Due to the pandemic, I ventured into something new.  I began to join meetings on zoom.  The groups I joined were founded in other states.  I felt more relaxed because people did not know me.  I had heard many wonderful personal stories.  There were so many people with amazing gifts and abilities.  Once in a while, healers offered free healing sessions, and psychics/mediums/channels offered to give short readings / messages for those that attended.  Incredibly, I found the messages that came through correlated with some of my strange dreams and things people said about me during my time with the Thursday Circle.  

                                           Life is a journey of self discovery.

I used to think I was just a human being.  As my journey continues, I discover my old view of self may not be correct.  

In my next post, I shall share some of the correlations between my dreams, what I heard years ago, and readings/channeled messages in recent years. 
  
Love and Blessings,
Q of D                                          

Friday, July 25, 2025

I am not just my personality & we are not just earthlings - 1

Greetings!

A while back, I went to a spiritual gathering.  I had gone there for lectures and attended their service every now and then.  However, with my human nature (or personality), I had as yet come out of my shell to truly socialize with others.

I usually left when some people began to leave.  On that particular day, I sensed someone/others might want to talk me.  For a brief second, I hesitated if I should stay, but decided to leave anyway.  As I walked out, I could feel my action had caused some misunderstanding.  
In the beginning weeks at the small church in the other state, I was often the first one to leave the chapel when Sunday service was over.  It took The Big Moment of Embarrassment  to break the ice (formed by myself) that I began to feel more comfortable sitting among my new friends.

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When I was home, I thought of my action that had caused some misunderstanding.  

I recalled an incident that happened years ago.  
My husband and I went to a gathering.  When we entered, I saw some members of a family sat on long sofas.  I rushed forward to greet a woman who had treated me with kindness.  As we embraced, I saw from the corner of my eyes the frozen smile of a woman that stood next to us.  Her hands were still up as if she was ready to give a hug.  I realized she had thought I rushed forward to greet her.  I greeted her next.  She no longer smiled, and acted distant.  She probably felt embarrassed and hurt a little.  We did not know each other well.  In later years, she remained somewhat distant on the occasions we met again.  I looked at her with understanding.  Some people believed talking to one another could solve any misunderstanding.  In my experience, it was not necessary so.  In life, there were lessons here and there, and sometimes a situation might not be a lesson for both sides.  We could not please everyone or fix everything.  However, we could always look at others with discernment and understanding.

Life dramas were plentiful.  If we were observant and truthful to ourselves, we might find that we easily formed opinions and judgments from our experiences about situationsothers as well as ourselves.  Sometimes we let negative opinions / judgments take hold and disrupt our peace of mind.  As a human being, I had my share of letting what happened disrupt my peace.  However, I agreed with my guides that we were responsible for our own wellbeing which included emotional wellbeing.  (Re You feel pain because you let pain be  and Happy Thoughts produce a Happy You  )

After recalling this incident, I decided "I am not just my personality, and will make some adjustments next time I go there."  

There was a purpose for the personality we took on for a certain lifetime.  Our personality did not represent our whole/true self.  In my December 2001 reading by a known angel channel, I was told "to go among people without delay, and don't play small . . ."  However, my personality was I just wanted to observe quietly, and did not want to draw any attention.  And, I always saw myself as simple.  In my 2006 reading, the psychic said, "You come to live as an ordinary person, and in many ways, you want to live an ordinary life as an ordinary person, you don't want others to see you otherwise; but you also have to accept who you are . .., and it has been a challenge for you . . ."  (These might not be the exact words.  It took too much time to find the journal of that time.  Re The Grand Prize (a $100 gift certificate) and the 2nd reading and other posts on the reading)  

Indeed, the human I found it challenging when others particularly strangers suddenly said this or that about me.  I often did not know how to respond while he/she walked away which left me feeling unsettled afterward.  (For example, She said, "It is a shame that you have retired." )  A few years ago, a lecturer who was clairvoyant and psychic suddenly said on zoom, "Q of D wants to hide her light."  I did not turn on the camera.  The lecturer always said he could see us even if we turned off the camera.  It was embarrassing yet funny.  In 2020s, I joined different zoom groups.  Thanks to him, I challenged myself to leave the camera on during most zoom meetings.  Then one day another psychic and clairvoyant began to talk about me / my light on zoom.  The good thing was I did not know much spiritual stuff such as spiritual terms, laws, modalities and etc.  I truly enjoyed other people's talks/presentations.

I had many past life dreams as well as dreams in other dimensions.  In one of my dreams, I was a young female (late teens).  The me in the dream was walking with a few males of her age.  She was outgoing and talkative.  If I remembered correctly, she wore an amber pendant.  

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At some point of writing this post (some days ago), I began to share some of my life stories.  Some of my friends saw me as shy, but I did not see myself as shy.  I wrote about what I learned from my dreams and readings about myself.  I wrote that 'life is infinite, and we are all multi-dimensional beings'.  I had planned to use words like 'Life is infinite, and I am not just my personality'  as the title of this post.  In the morning of July 19/20, I woke up with these words 'I am not just my personality, and we are not just Earthlings.'  I found these words to be a better title for my post than what I had planned.  

As I continued writing, I realized there was more to share about our multi dimensional selves than I had anticipated.  The post would be too long, and I did not know when I could finish it.  I decided to skip the part about my life stories and we were all multi-dimensional beings.  I thought I would publish a post under 'I am not just my personality' and delete 'we are not just earthlings'.  I tried to delete the title twice, but IT DID NOT WORK! I surrendered.  As a result, I added 1 to the title.  I would be working on 2 after this post.

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Six days after the possible misunderstanding incident, I went to a gathering in another spiritual center.  Tables had been set because we would have some food before the main event.  5 to 6 people sat by each table.  When I walked in, most tables were filled except one table to the left near the back.  One man sat there.  I walked to sit by that table.  We greeted each other, and talked a little.  A man came from another table to join us.  Soon three men from other tables came.  The six of us had a conversation on food, religion and so on.

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About a week later, I went to the other center again.  I stayed behind, and took the initiative to talk to the others.  I had not intended to build walls.  It was good to Be Observant of Our Pattern/Attitude , and made some adjustments.   


Love and Blessings,
Q of D
  

Saturday, June 28, 2025

May Your Day be Full of Nice Surprises!

Greetings!

Today is June 28, 2025.  

I happened to re-read my post Together We Can Change The World , and noticed it was originally published on June 28, 2012 which was 13 years ago.  That little girl who yelled at the robber to stop beating the woman is now a grandmother of three.  Time flies!

Today I went to a holistic fair.  I told my son about the fair, but had not asked him to go with me.  I had planned to go there early because I had a zoom meeting in the afternoon.  I felt very tired in the morning, and allowed myself to stay in bed.  While I was getting ready, my son told me he would go with me.  Since he insisted, I accepted.  Thank you, Son, for accompanying me.  Before we went, I wondered whom I would meet, and looked forward to the surprise.

When we entered, the woman near the entrance told us the first speaker would finish his talk in a few minutes; in other words, we could go to sit in the lecture room a few minutes later for a talk by a second speaker.  I was all smiles when I saw who the first speaker was.  It was Matthew!  (The Divine had its way of revealing to me )  Matthew owned therapeutic companies in this state and other state.  He had authored a few books.  We had not met each other for almost eight years!  

At one point before Matthew finished his talk, he looked beyond the lecture room.  He said, "Oh my god . . . ."  People looked back at whom he was looking at.  His wife was in the audience.  She looked back at me.  There was a young man by her side.  Matthew's son is now taller than the father.

I had not talked to Matthew about The Strange Dream .  In fact, we had never talked to each other privately.  Matthew knew things about me through the spiritual master who seemed to know more about me than I of myself.

Thank you, God, for this day!

May your days be full of nice surprises too!

Love and Blessings,
Q of D

      

Thursday, June 26, 2025

The Changes In Our Life

Greetings!

We are halfway through 2025.  How is your 2025 so far?

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2007 was a year of many changes to our family.  For examples -  
In late March 2007, I finally went to a healing workshop.  Back in July 2005, the teacher of the Thursday Circle had related a message from my spirit guide for me to learn healing, but I did not follow.  I saw myself as an ordinary Chinese woman, and it was hard for me to envision working as a healer in the western culture.  (Re Did I feel qualified as a healer? and  We are all much more than who we appear to be )  

In July 2007, my younger son got married.  On the day before the wedding, my older son was offered a job in another state.  He asked us to move there with him.  I knew moving to the other state was very much in the divine plan.  (Re The Amazing Prophetic Dream of Moving - Story 1 )  However, I was overwhelmed with emotions during that time.  For over 20 plus years, the family of four had lived in the same state.  I could not imagine how shocking it was for my younger son to learn right before his wedding that his parents and older brother would soon move to a state that was about 750 miles away.  

As always, major changes brought in a new beginning2007 was a year of many changes and a new beginning for our family.

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2016 was a year of changes too.  My older son began working in a company that he still worked for now.  For a while, I worked as a caregiver.  In June, I went to a gathering.  (Re Two powerful healer came from another state , The Clairvoyant healer gave me a healing session and I asked to be a channel of healing to the others, and I was )  Since moving back to this state in 2012, I seldom went out by myself at night.  It was because of those meetings that I began to attend discourses at night given by a spiritual master from another country in later months in 2016 and in 2017.  (Yes, I stepped outside of my comfort zone again! 😃😃)  Most importantly, in 2016, I met Matthew, my brother - an incredible story of mystical dreams and reincarnations.  (Re A Strange Dream and other posts published in 2016 and 2017)  In the last months of 2016, my husband had A Chance Meeting in A Restaurant .  To be able to sit among friends every morning helped my husband a lot *.  To me,  2016 was a year of grace.  

* During the pandemic years, the restaurant closed its door for dining in.  My husband could no longer get together with his friends in the restaurant.  It definitely had an adverse effect on his wellbeing.  

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Before 2025 arrived, I knew changes were coming except I had no idea of when / what.  (The sum of the digits of 2007, 2016 and 2025 is the same.) In a phone conversation with a loved one in March, I learned changes had already started.  Luckily, I was no longer the me decades ago.  I had (have) faith in the Loving Divine; I fully trusted All Is Well and only good came (or comes) out of all situations.  In April/May, I also learned of the big changes that were occurring to a family that I had indirectly come to know.  At night, I prayed for those that were going through these changes.  

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As human beings, sometimes we ask / pray / long for changes while at other times, we dread facing changes in life.  Changes are part of our life.  Spiritually, changes are opportunities for us to overcome something, learn life lessons, and / or to go on a new path.  However, in our human forms, it is hard for us to look at life situations that way.  Sometimes we spend our time blaming others / finding faults / dwelling in unwholesome emotions such as anger, pain, hurt, shame, and hate.   We trap ourselves in darkness.  We forget we are responsible for our own wellbeingWe forget we have a free will.  We can choose to move forward with courage and a positive outlook of the future.

During the challenging restaurant years, sometimes I sat on bed thinking about the problems with tears dripping down my face.  One night, I heard (my guide said) "You can choose to be happy no matter what. It did not go well with me then.  Over the years, I gradually found what he said was true.  It was one of the best pieces of advice about life.  When I dwelt in the lack, I continued to live in the lack.  When I lightened up my heart, I allowed grace, miracles and wonders to come into my life.  My heart was filled with gratitude and awe because of these touches of the Loving Divine.  

In any life situation / change that involve others, it is important to look within if we need to adjust / change / improve on our views or the way we live our life.  Love ourselves and bless others with good wishes.

If you have time, please click to view To Let Go Is . . . . 

May all of us go through life's changes in the ease and grace of the Loving Divine.

Love and Blessings,
Q of D

  

Saturday, May 31, 2025

A.R.E.'s Thought for the Day and my experience of Thought

Greetings!

One night in 2011, I went to a forum.  Before the gathering was over, there was a drawing for prizes.  There were about 12 prizes.  Seeing the filled auditorium, I thought, "Those who win a prize deserve the prize, and I am happy for them."  So names were called, and people went up the stage to receive the gift.  I said in my heart to every person that won a prize, "I am happy for you."  Near the end, a thought came, and I ended up getting a prize!  (Re My thought and the outcome )

In that post, I wrote it was interesting how my thought correlated with the outcome.

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As an A.R.E. member, I receive Thought for the Day *  on my phone (through my email acct.) every morning around 6 a.m.  ( * excepts / words of wisdom from Edgar Cayce channeled readings)  Some mornings I wake up and grab the phone to read the Thought for the Day .  If not, I  read it while I am on the computer later in the day.  I may have many unread emails, but Thought for the Day is not one of them.

Over the years, I found the excerpts uplifting and helpful in my spiritual journey.  Occasionally, Thought for the Day  turned out to be the answers to the questions that I held before I went to sleep.  When this happened, I logged in to read the whole reading.

On May 28, 2025, I received the following Thought for the Day -
"The mind governs the body more or less; consequently, the mind should dwell on beautiful things if we would have a healthy body."
I recalled my reaction was 'Ah, our mind governs the body."  It was somewhat interesting, but I did not search for the reading.

In the afternoon, I thought of what to eat for lunch.  (I ate when I felt hungry.  I did not have a fixed time for meals.)  Before cooking, I tried to open a glass jar of seasoning.  After a few tries, I just could not move the lid a bit.    
I had difficulty opening jars from time to time.  Sometimes I used the techniques ** I knew, and still could not open a jar / bottle.  (** e.g. put the jar under hot tap water for a while, turn the jar upside down and tap at the bottom a few times, or use paper / towel so as to have a better grip of the lid / jar)  I normally tried and tried to do it by myself before I asked for help.  My son often opened it with ease.  Seeing how easily he did it, sometimes I wondered if I had not applied the strength in my hands correctly while I tried to move the lid.  But then, I had to admit he was stronger than I was.  He was a bodybuilder, and I was not into exercise.  I saw other women lifted up a 24-pack of bottled water with ease.  It was not my case.

My son was at work that day.  When my son was not home, there had been times I asked my guides and angels to help me.  Amazingly, sometimes I got an idea as what to do, and was able to open a jar.  That afternoon I did not pray for help.

Holding the jar in my hand, I decided to give it one last try.  It did not work.  Disappointed, I thought "Oh, my hands are so "  Right then I paused (my thought).  I recalled the words in the Thought for the Day, and realized it was a negative adjective/label for my hands .  With a smile on my face, I said in my mind, "I am going to open the jar with ease."  I put my hand on the lid of the jar.  Incredibly, I did not need to apply any force!  I simply lifted up the lid.  It was as if the jar had already been opened.  To be honest, when I replaced the previous thought with a new positive thought, I was like a little girl who was trying to have some fun; I held no expectations.  I am a senior now.  It was (is) this little girl within that helped me see the fun, joy, magic and beauty of life.  

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While I was writing this post, I noticed A.R.E. had sent out a circulating file on The Nature of Mind on May 12.  I had not read the file.  It had 69 pages which included everything that Edgar Cayce said about the mind during his channeled readings.  In the same email was a short video on Thoughts Are ThingsIn the video, John Van Auken shared his own experience in focusing on positive thoughts, and the importance of getting into a pattern of pausing before thought / capturing a thought before you let it become too powerful.  He said Edgar Cayce had said during one of his channeling sessions that new thoughts overshadowed old thoughts; therefore, it was important to focus on positive thoughts.

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The two experiences I shared were almost 14 years apart.  In other words, I had not paid enough attention to my thoughts in between those years.  The experience on May 28, 2025 certainly reminded me of the importance of my thoughts.

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It is never too late to begin focusing on positive thoughts and getting into a pattern of pausing before thought / before reacting to life situations.

Thank you, Loving Divine, Edgar Cayce, and all the wonderful teachers / friends at A.R.E.

Love and Blessings,
Q of D
  

Tuesday, May 13, 2025

I got a name in a dream, and police cars in the parking lot

Greetings!

One morning, I woke up from a dream.  

Here was the dream -

Two sisters were talking to a male friend.  I seemed to be the younger sister.  The older sister in the dream was not my sister in life.  We seemed to be in our late teens to early 20 s.  The male friend was tall with above average built.  Suddenly, we heard men chatting and footsteps.  We were on the top floor of a 3 or 4 story house.  The older sister said, "Oh, No!  Father and his friends are coming up the stairs!  Father does not like XXXXXXX (the male friend)!  What are we going to do?"  The me in the dream thought for a brief while.  I walked to the top of the stairs, and said loudly, "Father, you are home!  XXXXXXX is here.  He comes to visit us.  He is about to leave."  Then I walked back to where they stood.  I said, "Don't worry!  Father will not get mad in front of his friends.  And, XXXXXXX should leave right away after greeting our father."  (The characters in the dream were Europeans.)

I woke up from the dream.  Later, I wrote it down in my journal.  At the end, I wrote "Who is XXXXXXX?"

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A few days later I went to a lecture on mantras.  
I had gone to this place before.  The founder (deceased) dedicated his life in service for humanity and peace of the world.  His students in U.K. and different places in U.S.A. continued with the mission.  This place had good energy.  It showed the devotion of the students to the founder as well as their dedication for service.

Later I learned those of us who had learned the mantras were welcomed to participate in the prayer service for world peace which was held once a week at night.  I raised my hand to tell the lecturer that I did not drive much at night in recent years, and would join them in spirit from home.  The teacher / lecturer was kind and accepting.  She said she had friends that did not like driving at night too.

While I was about to leave, a man volunteered to pick me up for the service at night.  (He was one of the ministers.)  I thanked him, but declined to accept his offer.  I told him it was too much trouble for him to pick me up and drive me home.  He asked where I lived, and said it was no trouble at all for him to do that.  Then he said his name.  He was tall with above average built.  I smiled and accepted his kind offer.  After all, peace for the world had always been important to me.

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On the night he was supposed to pick me up, I waited outside of the apartment.  Later, I got a call that he had been driving around and could not find the building that I lived.  I learned he drove a truck.  While we were on the phone, I spotted his truck in a distance in another parking lot.  I told him to stay where he was while I walked over there.  

There was a traffic jam on the way to the place.  We were half an hour late for the service.  I got to participate in 3/4 of the service.  It was a new experience for me.  I was grateful to take part in the service for peace.

The drive home was smooth.  However, the second this brother drove his truck into the parking lot, I could sense we were being watched!  The parking lot was usually not full at all at night, but it was different this night.  I saw a few unmarked police patrol vehicles!  (I saw these vehicles in the school parking lots from time to time.)  One of the vehicles immediately drove right in front of the truck and kind of blocking the truck.  The policeman looked directly and intensely at me.  I realized what might have happened.  I smiled at the policeman to let him know I was fine.  He moved his vehicle to the side and drove away.  

The brother had a big truck.  I did not know much about cars.  His truck was much bigger than the regular trucks.  Somebody in the neighborhood might have seen this unfamiliar big truck driving around, and thought of the news about crimes such as kidnapping.  He or she might have called the police after seeing me getting into the truck.  

The brother might not have noticed anything unusual that night.  I had not talked about it.  After some thought, I decided not to participate in the service at night anymore.  It was too much trouble / time consuming for the brother to come to my place and drive me home afterward.

I attended their Sunday service once in a while.  Last month I went to join their service for peace when it took place during daytime on a Saturday.  They had always treated all that came with kindness and respect.  I felt at ease sitting among them.  

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In zoom meetings, sometimes channels and readers gave short readings for those that attended.  Most people did not know much about me because I rarely spoke up.  One day, a channel said, "You are pretty established in your dream world."  Some people went to sleep with an intent of what to dream or explore.  I did not.  It was interesting to find how closely my dreams and the reality were interconnected.

Good Night!  Have Fun Dreaming!

Love and Blessings,
Q of D

   

Wednesday, May 7, 2025

A Woman's Words of Wisdom

Greetings!

I went to a store.  Later, I lined up at a checkout lane behind a woman who was probably in her 30 s.  

The woman looked back at me, a senior woman who was carrying a shopping basket.  Immediately, she moved all her items close to the register.  She signaled for me to put the shopping basket on the conveyor belt.  With a kind smile, she said, "Sometimes it gets heavy carrying a shopping basket."  I smiled, and put the basket on the conveyor belt.  The woman's kindness touched my heart.  I thanked her, and said, "I can see kindness all over your face."  She let out a beautiful smile, and said, "Kindness has no price.  It does not cost us anything.  We should be kind to one another."

Many people wanted to know what was their life purpose.  Some set out to do great deeds.  The small deeds we did day in and day out were not any less than what the society deemed as great deeds.  In Who are we and the meaning of life, the Being of Light stood by and kindly told Dannion the meaning of life.  

"Humans are powerful spiritual beings meant to create good on the earth," he said.  "This good isn't usually accomplished in bold actions, but in singular acts of kindness between people."   The little things count because they show who you truly are.  You do it spontaneously.

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As we go about our daily life, let us remember the woman's words of wisdom -

Kindness has no price.
It does not cost us anything.
We should be kind to one another.


Love and Blessings,
Q of D

Thursday, May 1, 2025

Master Kuthumi's Timely Message

Greetings!

Due to Covid-19, I began to join spiritual groups online.  Since then, I joined meetings on zoom regularly.  Locally, the group that I sometimes joined no longer held in-person meetings since 2023; instead, they held podcast for a while.  I had not gone to any in-person event for months.  I believed the last time I went to one was in Nov. 2024.  (Re  When one is healed, all are uplifted )

I felt more comfortable driving during daytime than nighttime.  However, most of the events that I was interested in were held at night.  For instance, there was a center that held meetings every Friday night.  Like the small church in the other state, this center invited spiritual speakers / teachers from different places to come and give talks.  My older son drove me there for the first time several years ago.  Later, I had driven there by myself a few times when they happened to have events on Saturday mornings.  I received their emails regularly.  Their meetings were mainly on Friday nights now.

One night last year, I took a step outside of my comfort zone to drive there for an event.  There was a lot of traffic because it was a Friday night.  When I arrived at that place, I was over half an hour late.  The small parking lot was full, and there was no parking space nearby.
I recalled the time my son drove me there.  It took him quite some time to park in the residential area.  It was a long walk in the dimly lighted streets to his car when the gathering was over. 

After some thought, I decided to go home.  I was at peace with my decision because I had tried.  I was grateful that the drive home was smooth.  My older son had always told me that he would drive me anywhere if I let him know ahead of time.  I did not talk to him about going to the event because he always had plans for Friday nights.  In fact, he was busy during the weekdays too.  Sometimes he went to see his girlfriend or hang out with other friends right after work.  Therefore, I seldom asked him to drive me anywhere especially I knew he was not interested in spiritual stuff.

In March (2025), I received an email from that center with the schedule for Friday nights.  I looked through it.  I thought "interesting speakers, but I will not be there".

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A couple of days into the second week of March, an incident that happened when I was with the Thursday Circle (May 2005 to August 2007) came to my mind.  That day we had a small circle.  The few that were present were professional psychics and healers except me.  The teacher decided to guide us into past life regression.  (As with guided meditation, I could not get into that deep state as my friends did.  Therefore, I often got nothing to share afterward.)   Two of my friends came out of their deep state exclaiming the same words, "Oh, Q of D, you were the XXXXXX XXXXX!"  Amazingly, one saw me in my early years as a young child while the other saw the adult me.  Both saw vivid images of that place and the people there.  The one that saw the child me said my younger son of the present lifetime was there too, and he was my brother in that lifetime; he seemed to be more adept in learning / knowledge than me.  The friend was one of the children there, and we studied / learned together.  I smiled.  I told my friends that I always felt my younger son was wiser and more intelligent than me.  The one that saw me as an adult told me what she saw.  She saw many of them, including the friend and herself, stood together to form a big circle to protect me.  I did not ask.  I assumed that meant the me in her regression was under attack.  She said the scenery was vivid and lively.  She could feel the wind blowing and flags flying in the air.

I did not get anything during the regression.  However, years earlier, I had one dream about that place.  I did not see how I looked like.  (Sometimes I was in a dream as well as an observer of the dream.  Therefore I saw how I looked like.)  Lots of people had gathered to watch those from the monastery performed.  One of them performed levitation.  Quietly, he acknowledged me with a nod.  It seemed I knew how to levitate too.  The me in there was like the me now that did not like attention.  I had not told anybody about that dream.  My dream did not seem to correlate with my friends' version of me in the past life regression.

I did not ask questions.  I assumed I was a female / a girl in their regression.  I had never heard of any female story of that place.  But then, I knew very little about the history of that place.  To me, it was incredible that one friend saw the young me while the other saw the adult me in their regression. 

Then another friend told us what she saw in her past life regression.  (This friend was a Reiki master and was very intuitive.)  In that lifetime, she was a captain (male) of a ship.  In her regression, the captain was visiting a friend ** who was a psychic medium.  (**The friend who saw me as a child in the above.  In the current lifetime she was a psychic medium.)  The medium's place was built on a ground slightly higher than the street.  Through the window, they saw a procession of people wearing habits.  When they came close, the leader of the procession slightly levitated to the level that they stood, and greeted them with a smile.  She said that both of them (the captain and medium) recognized that it was me.  The setting of her dream was in the old time in England / Europe.

Her regression of me was interesting because I had quite a few dreams in that setting,  i.e. not in modern time setting.  I visited children in the hospital.  The strange part was I did not seem to go through doors.  I flew in from the window.  I was there to heal children that were sick.  Since I did not see any nurse or doctor in the room, I must have visited the child when he / she was alone.  In some dreams, I was a guest of prestigious families.  I was there to give counsel.  The dreams were beyond me or my imagination.  I had not talked about these dreams to my family or my friends.  
I loved stories.  True of not, we all heard some interesting stories that day.  The teacher of the circle saw us and many others on a mountain going through an ancient ritual / ceremony; we wore dresses and had flowers on our heads.  I could not recall other details that she said.

I was neutral to what was said of me.  
In a zoom meeting hosted by two very experienced hypnotherapists, one person asked if they had come across someone who claimed to be the reincarnation of Jesus.  Both of them immediately said 'yes'.  There had been over ten clients who came to them thinking that they were Jesus.  The hypnotherapists assured that Jesus had not been reincarnated.  Some people totally believed that what came through regressions must be true.  It was not necessary so.  In another zoom meeting, a woman said she had learned she lived in Jesus' time.  Now she felt differently about herself.  She saw those she knew were not living the Christ way.  She wanted to know what her life purpose was.  She was surprised to receive similar advice from different psychics / channels that hosted the meeting - Jesus asked her not to judge others or think that her friends were not living the Christ way. (I forgot the exact words. The Christ way are my words. 😊) 
With our ego, sometimes we got an elevated sense of self when we heard this or that about ourselves.  For examples, one had been a king, an emperor, a queen, a prince/princess, a known historical figure, an advanced being, a starseed / a being from another planet, or had an archangel / a known ascended master / a legendary mythical figure as a spirit guide.  It served to remind ourselves that we were (are) equal by nature.  We were all students and teachers unto one another.  Without students, there would be no teacher.  A performer needed the audience.  A beautiful flower stood out because of the complementing leaves.
Anyway, with the past life regression incident surfacing in my mind, I re-read the email from that center.  I realized the speaker that Friday might be able to give me some answers.  Before I slept, I talked to my guides.  I had not gone out at night alone for months.  Though I knew my son had plan for Friday, I decided to ask him if he could drive me there.  When he came home on Wednesday night, I talked to him about it.  He immediately said he would change his plan and take me to the center.

It was a good gathering.  The small center was filled with people.  They had to keep adding chairs.  Some people had to stand through the talk.  It felt good sitting among people again.  I could feel energy all around me.  

Did I get any answer that Friday night?  No.  When the gathering was over, I waited until some people left.  I talked to the speaker quietly.  He said he did not know much about lineages and there were many lineages in that place.  He was patient and honest.  I thanked him and left.  I was glad that I attended the gathering, and was not anxious when I talked to the speaker. 

The heart warming or awakening moment happened hours earlier.

My son came home from work around 5 p.m.  (Most days he came home around 4 p.m.)  He normally did not eat much at work, and I had some food ready when he was home.  We planned to leave for the center around 6 p.m.  While he was eating, I decided to turn on the computer.  I did not read all the emails I received everyday.  Therefore I had a number of emails left unread.  That afternoon I happened to read an email that I had received on Feb. 27, 2025.  It was a message from Master Kuthumi channeled through Natalie Glasson of the OmNa School.  The title of the message was Tips for Manifestation by Master Kuthumi.  When I read to certain part of the message, I could not help but smiled sheepishly.  How timely the message was!  I did not read it on the day I received it.  I had not gone to any gathering for months.  And, I happened to read the following in the afternoon that I asked my son to drive me to a spiritual center.
If you're trying to manifest new friends or a loved one, and yet you are choosing to stay in your home or only going to places that you always go to, then you are blocking and hindering the manifestation, whereas, if you choose to go out and meet new people and go to new places, you are creating pathways for the manifestation to enter into your reality.  You are becoming a power force for the manifestation.

It is often that there is a need to step outside your comfort zone, and in doing so, you create liberation for yourself but also energy and a boost for the manifestation.
I asked my son to listen as I read this part of the message aloud.  He laughed hearing the words.  

He knew I wanted to go places and join gatherings, yet I often said this / that place was too far away.  I felt anxious going to new places.  When he offered to drive me, I declined because I knew he was not interested in those meetings.  I told him I wanted to have a few like-minded friends so that we could go places together.  I prayed to find my tribe or meet new truthful friends.  Yet, I stayed home and waited as what Master Kuthumi said.  Meanwhile, I wondered why the divine did not answer my prayer.  Are my friends going to drop from the sky?  How laughable! (Well, to be able to laugh at myself is a good quality.  My son who did not laugh much had always wondered why I felt joy in many situations.)

Since that night, I had gone to other places / gatherings.  Thank you, Master Kuthumi, my guides, angels, and Natalie Glasson.

With love, I share my experience 'as is'.  I hope the message from Master Kuthumi will help some people like me.

Many blessings,
Q of D

Friday, March 7, 2025

Recognizing Moments of Wonder / Magic is a blessing to ourselves

Greetings!

I came out of a store with 2 bags and the receipt in my left hand.  I had the keys (incl. the car key) in my right hand.  I opened the trunk of my car.  While I was putting the two bags into the trunk, the wind blew the receipt away.  I chased after the receipt.  It was a cold, windy day.  My running toward the receipt could not match the speed of the blowing wind.  In desperation, I yelled at the receipt, "STOP!"  I caught the ridiculousness of my action, and at that very moment, I saw the receipt stopped where it was!  The wind was still blowing, but the receipt remained still on the ground.  A smile had begun to form on my face when I caught my silliness of asking the receipt to stop flying away; then, it blossomed into a smile of awe and gratitude.  I walked forward and picked up the receipt.  I thanked my angels and guides.

On a hot, humid day last summer, I went to a store to buy grocery.  I came out of the store with many bags of groceries.  In two of the bags were four boxes of popsicles and a container of ice cream; they were the brands I liked, and, they were on sale.  I knew it might not be a good idea to buy them because they might no longer be frozen by the time I got home.  I convinced myself the frozen goodies will be fine because I would drive home right away instead of going to one more store as planned.  While I was loading the groceries into the car trunk, rain began to pour.  In the car, I had to turn on the windshield wipers at full speed because rain was pouring.  In my heart, I said, "Oh, no!  How am I going to bring the popsicles and ice cream home?  I don't want to get myself soaked!"  I prayed for the rain to slow down.  The rain was pouring in full force as I got off the main road and turned into the driveways of the apartment buildings.  I drove past the apartment building next to ours.  I said out loud, "Please stop raining!  I don't want the popsicles and ice cream to melt!"  In the pouring rain, I turned into the parking lot.  I parked my car.  Right then, the rain stopped!  In disbelief, I opened the car door.  I put my hand out, and not a single drop of rain fell on my hand!  In joy and gratitude, I sang my 'thank you' song *.  "Thank you!  Thank you! Thank you, thank you . . . . "  (* In moments like this, I sang 'thank you' in my heart because I was outside.  Whenever I had a good day shopping, I sang 'thank you' song after I was home.  Sometimes my older son joined in the singing too because 'joy is contagious'.)

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I had other past unexplainable experiences, but the old ** me could not recognize the magic of those moments.    
** When I had the mystical experiences in the last quarter of 1999, I knew nothing about spirit guides / angels.  Some time in the year 2000, I began to read many spiritual books so as to find answers to my experiences.  The December 2001 reading by a known angel channel answered some of my questions.  The 'Night Vision - Pieces of A Dream' - an incredible phenomenon  helped me to recognize the magic and wonders of life.  Therefore, when I said the old me, I meant the me before all of these happened.
I had this experience when I was a child.  After taking a bath, with my arm extended and hand faced upward, I said, "Give me the towel!"  The next thing I knew the towel was in my hand.  (The towel used to hang on a bar a little distance from the bathtub.)  For a second, I wondered what had happened.  I had never said "Give me the towel" before.  I did not understand why I did what I did.  I did not say anything about it to my family.  I remembered that incident, but did not know what to make of it.

One winter morning in the restaurant years, my husband, our younger son and I were in the restaurant getting things ready before opening time.  My husband could not take off his jacket because the zipper got stuck.  Our son tried to help him.  I was doing what I had to do such as filling the steam table with water and getting other things ready.  At one point, my son said, "Mom, I cannot help Dad to take off his jacket because the zipper is stuck right below his neck!"  In a hurry, I leaned forward with my fingers pointing toward where they stood and chanted "Namo Amituofo".  Right then, I heard my son exclaimed, "Mom, how did you do that?  Your hand had not even touched Dad's jacket!"  My son saw the zipper unstuck and slid down smoothly right in front of his eyes.  I shrugged my shoulders because I had no answer to his question.  I leaned forward because they stood by the other corner of the steam table.  Therefore, I did not see what happened.  I knew "Namo Amitufo", but had no idea what prompted me to chant that.  Afterward, we continued to do what needed to be done.  We did not gather to acknowledge the moment of wonder or give thanks to the Loving Divine as in The Divine knows what will happen and an earth angel awaits .

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In Stories of Birds, Bees, and other signs from the Divine , I shared some wonderful experiences too.  I would always remember the afternoon we visited the city park for the first time.  I had hoped to see lots of white birds ( seagulls) flying above the artificial body of water, but was disappointed that I did not see any.  My husband explained to me that I should not have expected to see any seagull there.  I closed my eyes.  I said in my heart, "But, I have come to see the seagulls!"  I continued to walk along the body of water.  Suddenly, a few white birds came, and then more and more white birds came.  They put on a show flying gracefully in the air.  I was grateful and joyful beyond words.  After the first visit, we went to the park once in a while, I saw ducks, but did not see white birds again.

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Some people might brush off those experiences as wishy-washy experiences or might consider those incidents just happened by coincidence.  It was their opinion.  It was fine.  I might have the same opinion if I had not gone through the experiences I had in the last 20 plus years.  How true it was that Life Must Be Experienced !  If not for the purpose of this blog, I would have kept most of this kind of personal experiences to myself.

In my Dec. 2001 reading, I learned the names of my spirit guides and angels.  I learned they were (are) always present to love and support me; I could ask XXX (one of my angels) to bring in the vast experiences of God / the Loving Divine.  I am grateful for the loving presence of my angels and guides.

Do you recognize the moments of wonder / magic in your life?

Ask your angels and guides to bring in more touches of God / the Loving Divine.  Recognizing the wonders / magic / grace / beauty in life is a blessing to ourselves.  The more we recognize, the more joy we live in.  No matter what happens in the outside world, we know our connection with the Divine, and ALL IS WELL.
 
Love and Blessings,
Q of D
   

Friday, February 28, 2025

Prophecies, and What We Need The Most At This Time - 3

Greetings!

Some days had gone by since I published my last post Prophecies, and What We Need The Most At This Time - 2 .  One night, I prayed for inspiration.  I asked for truth and wisdom to come through because I really wanted to finish this post before the end of February.  In the morning, the dream of Be a Spark of PEACE and the post The War between LIGHT and Darkness came to my mind.  

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Before these two posts came to my mind, I had considered what we needed the most at this time was for us to center in PEACE.

I had the dream of Be a Spark of PEACE on March 2, 2024.  At the time I was working on two other posts, but had a hard time of finishing them.  In the dream, I felt the gathering took place in another dimension, and the words from the man 'Be a spark of peace' was of vital importance.  I eventually chose to publish it as the first post of 2024.

I re-read the post.  In view of the present situations in USA, the guidance in that post was as relevant if not more relevant now than then.  Below were the last two paragraphs in that post -

Everything is energy.  Our thought, anxiety, worries, joy, peace and other emotions are energy.  A person that was overcome by sadness could not comfort those that were sad; a firefighter must stay calm to rescue the ones that needed help.  Bless are the Red Cross and Peace workers in the war zones helping those in need.  They are anchors of peace and love that the world needs the most in time of chaos or turmoil. 

Dear Friends, we may not be the brave souls who selflessly serve in the war zones; but, we can pray and send love.  What the world needs now is peace, the unshakable peace that is within all of us.  Do not be disturbed by what is going on around us.  Have faith that only good comes out of all situations.   Let us center in peace.  Let our inner peace expand, connect and unite as One Peace around the world.

                                    Be a Spark of PEACE.  Just BE.
                                            
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Writing The War between LIGHT and Darkness was an experience for me.  I got the title of the post on April 30, 2024.  It took me quite some time to finish the post.  Many times I stopped writing because I did not know what to write next.  Instead of feeling frustrated as I sometimes did, I allowed myself to write when I felt inspired.  As a result, the post might seem unorganized / unfocused, or looked like a piece of cloth made up of many different patches.  Thank you for your patience.  I  was focused.  I could feel the importance of writing that post.

In that post, I wrote -                  
In our human mind, we might view a war as a conflict between two countries or more; we might consider the shooter in a mass shooting as the only culprit in the horrific crime; we might be dismayed by the increase in violence and unrest, yet believed we could do nothing about it 'because it is what it is'.  However, there could be more to what happened than how it might seem on the surface.

The so-called angel channel thought that the angels worked with her.  A man's energy was wrecked after going to her for healing sessions.  Another person's mind was flooded with negative emotions after going to her for a session.  My husband believed in what he read in a Chinese newspaper.  He thought the master was truly god-like, and fell under the control of a dark entity / dark force.  The truth is  Everything Is Energy .  Dark entities / dark forces were very much involved in the reality we were in.

Dark forces thrilled in creating chaos and mass destructions in our world.  They planted fear and magnetized fear.  Dictators / politicians that had unquenchable thirst for power might unknowingly or knowingly fell under their influence and joined in their evil plots.  They raised wars that caused lots of deaths and much suffering.  Dark forces were energized when the world was in turmoil.  They fed on the negative energies such as hatred, fear, pain, anger, and sadness.  Like draws like, people that were full of anger / hatred / jealousy, those that were extremely greedy and selfish, those that held evil intent, and those with no principles / virtues that would do anything for money easily fell under the control of the dark forces to do harm on a large scale.  

During this time of purification, we go through extraordinary earth and climate changes.  The dark forces on the astral plane are not exempt from purification.  In fact, the purification in the astral plane is The War between the Forces of LIGHT and the forces of Darkness.  The dark entities and dark forces in the astral plane must be cleansed before the dawning of a new age.  The dark forces want to live on.  They are in full force, and enlist evil people on earth such as dictators and war mongers to do their bidding.    
I published The War between LIGHT and Darkness in June, 2024.  The shaded sentences above had kind of described the wars/situation in the Middle East and the current chaotic situations in USA.

Many people in USA are living under a thick cloud of fear, worries, and uncertainty.  Tens and thousands of federal employees have been laid off which will in turn having an effect on many businesses.  Hopefully, those that feel that they are being fired for no proper reason stand up and join together, and may judges of good conscious uphold the law of justice.    

On the positive side, more and more people are standing up for the right of the people.  It is with hope that in time the power of the people will remind some government officials that they are elected to serve the people, and not the other way around.

What do we need the most at this time?

For the ones that are willing, be an ambassador of peace.  Look at all with peace and love including those who may have realized their mistake in creating the current political climate.  Your acceptance of them and your kind words of wisdom may help them more than you can imagine.

A couple of days ago, this suddenly came to me while I was watching TV.  

Submission to dictatorship in not a good choice or even an option, for in the long run, it would be harder to get out and reclaim freedom.  

I wonder if this thought / advice is about Ukraine.  Or is it about somewhere else.  What do you think?  

Love and Blessings,
Q of D